My gospel

Why are church pastors, who are married, are loved by their wives, their family, and supposedly live near perfect lives, why are they always so quick to condemn others who seek out love and affection through other means other than traditional hetero love marriage and romance?

What about those people, who for whatever reasons, cannot attract the opposite gendered mate or partner?

Or if can, their opposite gendered mate or partner is not of whatever norm or standard pastor thinks they should be of? (Which is usually the small minded pastors own culture).

And why do pastors think that everyone else is suppose to live under the moral rules of his own chosen religion?

Not everyone subscribes to biblical ways and manners, and not everyone thinks all morals, good ones, can only be derived from ancient texts.

If a pastor believes that fornication is evil and bad and a sin, great, than don't fornicate, but not everyone believes that, that's evident of how many single mothers there are out there, even within the church.

I don't care how many times a woman goes to church, when they get lonely, it's odd how they'll find a man to lay with, get pregnant, even while attending church, and once has their mild, starts playing the 'I'm holy' routine again in church.

There is no sinless person in church, there's just as much lust inside the church as outside the church, only people outside the church don't spend all their time feeling guilty over natural urges.

Constant guilt is a big waste of time and will drain you of joy.

Is this considered the hetorsoxual lifestyle?



Should gay people or those in the LGBTQ sit back and condemn the wild, fornicating, out of control heterosoxual lifestyle?

The older you get, the less you feel like praying for mean people.

Instead, you just start wanting to see mean people drop off a cliff.

I guess (continued from above), my other side is saying 'It's not over till it's over'.

But my logical side is saying the odds of me, myself and I, somehow earning enough money through normal regular employment, ever making my rich and prosperous so that don't have to struggle or work, the odds of that happening are as much or more than me winning the lottery.

That's no knock against 'God', but more of a reality check, all the older wore out people I see on the streets. I'm sure when they were younger they had dreams, and were told 'God will provide', and now they're on the streets, or some elderly type about to get kicked out do to rising rent.

I think having lots of money is what provides for you in this world, and having lots of money doesn't mean you love money, it just means money allows you to live a life more stress free than if don't have it.

Assuming you're responsible of course.

To be honest with you, I don't think no one can help me anymore.
I'm just 'here', like a mistake or something, in a world trying to impress evil souls, and expecting evil souls to do what's right.

What a fool I've been in the past.

I'm going to mentally teach myself to just not care about anything or anyone anymore, cause at least for me, it's a big waste of energy.

Adult grown women can look like adulterous sl_ts, in ads, but their male counter parts cannot?
I don't get that.



I mean none of it is consistent to me.

Other than a male dominated orientated society that's OK with women acting whatever, but not other men.