A few dreams Lots of stitched together dreams last night, you know, when like one dream sequence just kind of blends in and fades into another. Of course I can't remember all the details, that's not how dreams soak into our memories, but instead do remember a few 'hard' scenes within the dreams that kind of stand out, and here are a few in list form, before i forget, and in no particular order.
1. Driving black dodge caliber car on two lane road, sunny out, but for some reason stopped on on coming lane side, cause think there was workers or machinery on the right shoulder.
Anyways I stopped in middle of oncoming lane, and then some red pick up truck was backing up, it was about to hit my cars front bumper, it did, I honked, but no damage done and they backed around, drove around something.
Anyways, I started backing up, and you know how dreams are, for some reason brakes never seem to work when you apply them, or are very slow to react, like mush, then you get that whole
collision feeling in your gut.
Well, didn't collide with anything cause it was like a grassy hilly field, and so decided to explore this grassy hilly field. At this time pepi, the white poodle was in vehicle with me.
Top of the slopy grassy hill, on this sunny day, was like a chain linked fence that ran parallel to the property, like a electrical grid station on the other side.
But also a dirt trail ran along the fence, and as facing the hill in car, a large dark forest was to the right, and so I put car on dirt road and slowly entered the forest, with pet dog in passenger seat.
It was a large treed forest, like redwood sized trees, no sunlike came through, just shade from the trees, which made it feel a bit spooky.
But unlike the picture, there was no snow, and the terrain dipped massively next to the road, so more like the forest to the left, as I drove, was in a raven.
And there was lots of litter though, as if people had been dumping stuff...I didn't want to go any deeper into this large treed old growth forest, and so got out of vehicle, and white poodle jumped out to, ran down the raven, which was as steep as a small cliff, and began running round wildly, the way your pet dog does when you take it to the park and let it off the leash.
Pepi wasn't young, so I was thrilled and amazed to see him darting around the forest below me like a youthful puppy almost.
Then pepi ran back up the cliff, ran back down it (I thought it was mighty dangerous to do so) And sure enough on third trip down landed on face, dream type of landing on face, I was for sure the dream would turn into a nightmare after that...but like rubber, pepi reformed and was fine.
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After that, dream pretty much ended and or faded into another one, which I can't remember.
But what really stood out about that dream to me was that large shadowy old growth forest, pepi the poodle, and just how happy and fine everything felt.
2.
This dream was one can hardly translate into words, dealt more in human relations and soxuality, I guess, same gender type, I guess.
I think point of the dream was to show me, or me to show others, or for me to learn, see and observe, that when lonely enough, many don't have an issue cuddling up with someone of their same gender, if both OK with that.
And like in the dream, sometimes it just happens, you don't plan it, it just happens, and when it does you don't label the behavior as 'gay', or Lesbian or anything else, rather it's just two lonely people who need another snuggle with, as to not feel so lonely.
That was the message of that dream, the people involved don't really matter, although I was directly involved along with a former classmate of mine that I haven't seen in decades, Mike Mullbower or something like that.
They were a big hulky fella that's I've known since kindergarden...and in the dream they liked me, wanted to cuddle in bed, but neither of us felt gay, cause it wasn't like that.
But I kind of resisted cause we were like in a public place, like some dorm room TV lounge or something, and there was an older lady sitting literally right next to the bed in a chair, and so I felt it inappropriate to be bed flirting with anyone with another around.
So they got up and left, but weren't mad...I think they understood...who knows, it was a freagen dream.
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Had other dreams as well, but I'd be writing a small book if shared them all in detail.
Dreamed of some truck driving co-worker at place I use to work at, and maybe even 'Danny', the boss and others.
It was a dream fest, and cherished each one.
