Remembering & Trying to make sense of dreams...

When parts of dreams come true.

Last night, dreamed of a large horse fly in my room attacking another insect.
This morning, when got to work, first thing I saw by vehicle was a large horse fly.

So what does that mean?
Does it mean you're own course?

I mean to me, stuff like that is meaningless unless it benefits you in some way.
I mean so that part of my dream came true, it didn't improve my day any, it didn't change my fiscal situation.

Anyways, long day, a bit after work type of grouchy.

Been having a few 'racism' type of dreams lately

Usually I never dream of racism or ethnic clashes, but last few nights I have.
Nights, is a generic term, cause many of my dreams also occur early morning, even some during the daylight.

That aside, nothing more awkward than being a b person in a dream who confronts a w person, whom you're sure you can intimidate and beat up (if have to), but then the w male person ends up being a confident fighter...and so now have to squirm your way out of the fight, and ect.

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And then just today, dreamed of walking past a angry W mob (maybe 12 people at the most, if that) and they were hostile as heck as we walked past them, (forget whom I was with), but there was some back and forth yelling and stuff.
I really forget the details of it all now, but do remember the hostility, and me, once creating some distance, turning around and throwing a rock at them, hoping they wouldn't know it was me, or if did, I'd be to far away for them to do anything about it.

Dreams, I tell ya.

Lots of dreams, a few I remember are

1. laying in a bed, like a game or something, like being on some game show where me and a random lady slept in bed with feet and heads at opposite ends of the bed.
And I remember they started messaging and tickling my feet, so I started doing the same with theres.
It felt so real, and they had such soft feet and soles, it really made me feel better, I could feel happiness surging through me.

2. With a group of my peers, all of us living in my apartment (which in dream looked a bit different)
I think the dream was mainly about just socializing and getting alone with others.
But then took a darker turn as daily, certain people were being hunted down and eliminated by like Gov assasins, for not taking the vaccine or something.
In the end, only 3 of us left, but when returned to apartment, a few new people were there, one was a short, whitish blonde gay guy, who seemed less concerned with current situation and more interested in their own looks.

Had a dream, one I woke up from of course, that I won the jackpot, at a slot machine



Had a dream I won the jackpot, at a slot machine, it was wonderful, so many coins kept pouring out, it had to be at least $50,000 or more, but sadly, as coins pouring out, I woke up.

I woke up to nothing but myself in bed, and a smile on me face, that aside, I'm still gonna play the lottery and lotto today, I mean why not.

If I lose, well, I'm already a loser anyways.

Dreams

Many in between dreams, but the two or 3 that stand out are.

1. The house of the infected.

This dream seemed to go on forever, being trapped in a large older victorian multi story type of house or mansion, with infected 'others', or people, of all ages.
They were more like the infected/zombies of 'REC', that movie.



Yep, the zombies in this dream were a combo type of zombie/infected/possessed.

And it's one thing to watch them on TV, it's another thing to actually be getting chased by them in a dream, which feels real, of course.

These things were ruthless, yet still had a ounce of humanity in them, which made them feel even more scary.
In situations like that, it's all about personal survival...I mean if you have to close a door suddenly, to keep zombies out, and if someone didn't make it, oh well...type of survival thing kicks in.
Even the youth were posessed and infected...one sequence had a bunch of youth running down hallway towards the door, but we shut it...in real life I'm sure they'd of just knocked the down down, but in this dream the infected were fierce, but weren't all that bright.

2. Another dream that stood out was me lost in the downtown of some large city, and some homeless lady began showing me around and the way out...and in doing so took me through like an abandoned arena type place where everyone there owned a pit bull. Pitbulls and their homeless or down trodden owners were everywhere.

In real life, I really don't like pit bull dogs, or their owners, to be honest...but you do see them everywhere in urban areas.
To me, insecure people own pit bulls, the more inssecure the person, the larger the pit bull usually is.

And well, that's enough dream talk for now.

Dreamed I was walking around with the younger version of Kirk Cameron



I had a dream that I was walking around with Kirk Cameron.
Him and his TV dad were on lower level of mall for some kind of public awareness campaign, but hardly no one was there so they begin to leave.

It was like for cats or something...but Nancy Peloski and I think Dian Finstein were there also. In the dream Nancy had a fasination with stray cats and would hang out with the cats in the shelter over official duties.

But anyways, yeah, when Kirk and his TV dad, who was on crutches, begin to leave, I followed them, and the sceneri turned into an open field to which I told him 'hey, I'm in film school', as a way of getting their attention.

I then asked for some advice...and later on I found a older cell phone, like a black berry kind, but it still worked, and I showed them.
And they also were trying to type my film school into google, but nothing came up...I told them to type the film school and 'Warren G', the rapper, cause he was a famous alumni...

Then after that I wanted a photo with him before he left so others would no I wasn't making it up.
And for some odd reason, a guy named Koloff, a former shipmate of mine, was there and I asked him to take the photo of us walking together with my phone or tablet..
After fumbling around he took two pics, I looked at them and was satisfied...but then started to wake up and had that realization feeling of knowing I couldn't transfer my photo of him into the real wake up world.

So, the next best thing is to write about it here.

Day dream

Had plenty of them today, day dreams that is.
But the one I woke up from was where the same apartment I lived at before, caught fire again, at night....but this time it was the unit below me which made it even worse since flames travel up, heat travels up, which means I'd have even less time to evacuate.

I was mainly disappointed about losing all my stuff again, and wondering when, like before, the smoke and fire would drive me out.
And my brain froze, like before, and just didn't know which few things I could grab, to grab, cause you want it all, but can only take the essentials within minutes.

Before, I grabbed computers, my _____, and just a few other items...looking back, I had time to grab a lot more, but like I said, my brain froze...like you're in disbelief or something, or feel 'it'll be OK', like that the firemen will put the blaze out before it spreads.

None of that happened before.
This dream took place at night, same apartment but at night, and I could see the flames reflecting through glass window from below me....although now that awake, that doesn't make logical sense...but sense when are dreams logical.