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Post by X factor on Sept 13, 2015 8:58:47 GMT -5
Alligator gone madYes, the last prominent dream I can remember having before waking up was of a large alligator going mad, and believe it or not it's one I've seen before in real life. I had a dream of this very alligator, or it's persona anyways, that gaze, that menacing gaze. I've actually fed this alligator before. Anyways in dream environment alligator was in differed from where I live, in the dream the environment was more desert, like in the South East by a water aqueduct or something. Or at least ended up that way, but first was a desert like river bed. In the dream some guy jumped into shallow river and through another alligator into the marsh out of anger, revenge, then I remember telling them 'I don't think that was the large alligator, there's one out here much larger'And shortly after that alligator above appeared, and it had that same menacing look on face, and death on it's mind, so we all fled, there was like 3 of us. And as this alligator went on frenzy, I remember in dream 'Look, even the Lions and Tigers are jumping out of the river to get out of it's way'This is when river kind of turned more into aqueduct made of cement. Was like this only with much higher walls, like in Jurassic park, and had to climb over high thinly built fence. And some friend from high school was trying to help us up around and over. (haven't seen this person in years, but could tell it was them). Anyhow, odd dream which managed to work a lot of things into one. Dreams tend to compact many real life memories, fears, visuals, concerns into neatly packed abstract 30 second 'shorts'. If only there was a way to visually record dreams on screen, now that would make for good cinema.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2015 20:06:38 GMT -5
Sad dream
Had a sad dream that was at beach house and nephew answered phone, (or someone in dream that was suppose to be them), handed phone to me, and it was my Mother.
And they started off being negative, and we got in verbal fight over the phone, and I started cursing, and they ended by saying...But you'rrrrre my soooonnnnn
But they said it in very eerie creepy way or manner.
It was a disturbing dream cause.
1. Even in dream, it never feels good to yell at or curse at ones on Mother, not even in a dream. If felt so real I woke up and asked 'God' to forgive me for behaving that way even in a dream.
And told myself in real life, if that ever were to happen, it would be best to hang up or not talk at all.
Other sad things happened around this beach house in dream, that dealt with Mother offspring relationships.
Some odd looking birds chick ran off from Mother bird, and came to door of beach house and Mother bird was very disturbed and upset.
I felt bad for the Mother bird, could feel Mother birds anguish.
Conclusion...I just wish all parents and their offspring could get along fine and dandy.
I hate to see people in anguish, in pain and suffering.
I wish all people could be happy all the time for doing the right things.
I wish sin had never entered this world and wish the nature of humanity wasn't so bent.
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Post by X factor on Oct 10, 2015 15:47:50 GMT -5
Disturbing homosoxual dreamI'm not bias, non the less like the many dreams before this, I must write down what I can recall about this odd homosoxual dream I had last night. Scene. 1. View was from ceiling, looking down onto couch. 2. Took place in older slightly junky apartment, maybe second floor, was night time with bright ceiling light. 3. Characters, initially 2, until 3rd revealed. Basically what happened is scene was more like a 'still', like a still photo. two males, (maybe mid 30's or older) white, were on couch, with odd sinister smiles on their face, one was sitting, the other kind of laying facing up at ceiling. No movement, then like a still motion jigsaw puzzle, the fella sort of laying on couch was moved out of the way, and beneath him lay another older male in same age group (mid to late or early 40's), this male looked troubled and was incapacitated, all of their bowels had spilt out of them...like red spaghetti or something. Message I think dream was trying to convey to me was..... The two men on couch, above bottom one, deceived the bottom one into thinking homosoxuality was 'good', and instead deceived this person to the point of severely injuring them, but for some reason the two men on couch instead of feeling bad, got some kind of sick pleasure out of seeing the 3rd male laying there injured. There was no sense of remorse in them, they were in no hurry to call paramedics or anything, they just had sick disturbing smiles on their face. I have no idea what this dream meant, although months ago did see a similar picture on google of African guy in Africa used in propaganda video in Uganda. But in dream characters were 'white' and not African. I have no idea what dream meant. Or better yet why I had the dream, but I don't ask, I just record, write down dreams that stick to mind more than others in the possibility dream or dreams may have meaning to others who read this. In no way shape or form do I use this dream to condemn relationships others are in, dreams are totally random, take from dream what you may. But I would caution anyone in a 3 way relationship to be careful of the motives of 'the other two', whether hetro or homo or bi or tri. I think 'caution' is the one meaning I take from above dream.
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Post by X factor on Oct 11, 2015 6:56:02 GMT -5
Dreamed of being over seas in the middle east engaging in street level fightingI dreamed of being in the middle East, engaged or around people engaged in street level fighting and shooting machine gun fire at one another. Not sure what part of the middle East it was, but was in some back alley street. I was just an observer, and for some reason in dream didn't feel nervous or upset at what I saw, no one was shot in the dream, but there were jittery gunmen firing rounds at each other. It was just 'normal' guys in jeans (just as you see on TV) they weren't specially trained or anything, and were simply protecting territory the same way street gangs do in America. In this dream it was Islamic faction against Islamic faction. No Americans were involved or other foreign Governments, it was simply Muslim against Muslim, although they were really fighting over religion, but territory. The fighting just came 'oh' so naturally to them, like second nature, they were totally at ease picking up a machine gun and firing.
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Post by X factor on Oct 11, 2015 7:18:43 GMT -5
How is brain able to generate 'sight' in dreams without the use of eyes?
Sight is generated through 'light' amongst other things, a lens, and nerves ect.
Sight is generated through bio mechanics when awake and conscious. But I never understood how people (animals) are able to generate sight while asleep and dreaming.
How is sight generated without the use of eyes?
This I find incredible, that with or without eyes, the brain can still generate sight, be it it's not real time sight, but none the less it's demonstrates that the brain can skip the eyes, and stores information for replay later without the eyes.
But still, how are 'we' seeing this?
I mean when you open up the brain it's just guts and mush.
Looks kind of like a bicycle helmet or something, yet even without the use of our eyes, in dreams, brain is still able to generate 'sight' or images for us to see.
But again without the use of eyeballs, how are we able to see, visually receive, the images generated by the mind?
As such, could there actually be a '3rd' element involved of 'self' that we can't readily see, or in other words 'a spirit' within ourselves that is capable of independently of body or bio mechanics?
Or is that to far fetched?
Sight cannot exist unless someone is there to receive it, even dream sight.
I mean even if you close your eyes now, you can generate 'sight' of anything you want, without the use of the eyes.
Close your eyes and visualize a ice cream cone, and you'll see it, the question how and why?
Where does memory vision come from?
A question I doubt I'll ever get adequately answered.
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Post by X factor on Oct 21, 2015 2:22:41 GMT -5
Dreamed of bubble canopy helicopter hovering over riverDreamed of bubble canopy helicopter hovering over river in Africa, or somewhere, in search of animals or something, like that old show 'Wild animal kingdom'.
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Post by X factor on Nov 25, 2015 0:30:52 GMT -5
Dreams have been ultra pleasant lately, but can't seem to remember them, as soon as I wake up only left with the good essence, but haven't been able to remember the details lately, which I regret. I just know in dreams temperature has no bearing, like above snow scene, it can be snowing in a dream, but you don't feel the cold, never hungry, and never have to work or worried about income in dreams. And then you wake up.
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Post by X factor on Dec 1, 2015 10:42:03 GMT -5
Real quick before I forget
A few dream sequences I can barely remember.
1. Sunny day, driving down road in bus filled with 'Americans'...younger, no one over 30.
a. Migrant buses, two, were behind and to the left of us, some road rage occurred, someone didn't yield, tensions rose, I held head out window and shouted at migrant buses filled with lighter skinned, short Mexican field workers. I shouted at them, they shouted back, got a bit racial for a moment there.
2. Somewhere in the hood, it was dark, some kind of complex, two males in bed together, not being gay, rather sharing stories of hardship.
(Long ago, 40 + years back, even during pioneer days, it was common for males to sleep in same beds together, 3,4,5 or more at a time, as beds were rare, a luxury, and one bed slept many, and it had nothing to do with soxual attraction or interest) That's how the two fellas related in this dream, they happen to be sharing a bed, but sox had nothing to do with it. Instead one male 'Fred' just shared all that was troubling them at the time to the other male while up under the covers.
3. Bike got stolen at same complex, during same sequence, was used, and then returned, for some odd reason, with basket on it, and some rope. I took both off, as former guy I know long ago from navy, came out and assessed the situation.
I think their name was 'Greg'...Cystal white blonde type of hair, and super arrogant do to their perceived good looks.
Nothing worth sharing after that as just can't remember what occurred and would not be relevant to anything in 3D world.
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Post by X factor on Dec 15, 2015 23:33:07 GMT -5
Real quick before I forget, dreamed of heavy set 'white woman' serving grits, at odd bed and Inn type of place, filled with racist types. spooky racist types...odd dream, hard to make sense of in real time.
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Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2015 3:37:33 GMT -5
Time to lay down and dream some more, my dreams are so vivid, have been so good lately, but as soon as I wake up, good feelings and essence there, but detailed memories fades almost immediately.
That's frustrating cause then means I can't share, incase dream has meaning to others, or comes true or something.
I just know lately it's my dreams where I live a more full life, than actually being awake.
Could almost write a Twilight Zone episode based on this premise.
I mean when I fade off to sleep in a few minutes, am I really waking up?
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Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2015 23:16:26 GMT -5
A few dreamsOne dream sequence dealt with fierce giants in the desert, and their odd large crustation pets, the way man might use viscous dogs in battle. I was in first person narrative, so was actually there in 'body', trying to avoid large boulders one giant was dropping to the ground behind large desert rock wall. I'm talking very large, as in 500 feet tall or so. I remember running and trying to seek cover before giant broke through wall.
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Post by X factor on Jan 1, 2016 23:28:15 GMT -5
Dreamed of incest type behavior in back of super large airliner jet, while flying in the dark, like flirting heavily with older sibling... Then after that dreamed of having gay or gayish encounter with band member of 'Queen' or some other group from that era but when they were younger. Nothing happened, just in the dream had crush on band leader who was very hard on his band, wanted perfection, was snapping at them, yet nice to me as if I were their lover, and in dream probably 20 something with very soft skin, no wrinkles and near chalk like white hair. None of it made any sense, both dreams felt 'off' as today did. I dream, share what I remember, cause maybe these dreams have meanings to others.
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Post by X factor on Jan 3, 2016 10:01:18 GMT -5
Dreams 1. Dreamed was walking around car/RV/mobile home sales lot. It was a dark wooded lot, can't tell if the darkness came from the tall Hansal and Gretal type tall forest trees or do to it just being night time. Strolled through the lot, saw many cool classic hot rods, bright dark blue Camaro convertible's new and old parked right next to each other in this wooded dark dirt lot. Then there was nice very clean RV with lights on inside, so I went in and checked it out, next thing I know two younger 'white girls' entered into RV with me in it, and in the dream could sense one of them was an 'accuser'. In that they had a habit of getting you in situation with them with no witness around then later accusing you of 'bad things'...so I remember getting out of RV quickly, and actually as leaving older sister or friend or Cousin of girl confirmed my fears that their little sibling or whatever, had bad nasty habit of lying on people for attention. So I left RV, walked around some more in this enchanted Sales lot located in very dark, but lit, enchanted forest. I then stumble upon nice smaller mobile home on same lot, I went inside, had plastic fake wood floors, but was in decent shape...was used. I was impressed, so walked around more down hall, very large bedrooms, very large single walk in closet, so large was more like 'live in closet'...fast forward...I get to last bedroom on end (by now the interior more resembled regular larger rambler house, not older mobile home. Anyways I get to last bedroom and there were 3 black women all sleeping on large bed and were as shocked to see me as me them. Wasn't sure what there reaction was going to be. But turns out they were squatting in that moble home on that lot, living inside of mobile home withoutpermission, as such when they saw me were very apologetic, as if not sure if I was the owner or was going to rat them out. I was neither...and for some reason was turned on by them as they scurried around in night gowns. One lighter skinned yet kind of plump black lady in particular kind of aroused me, and me her, I remember looking at her feet, examining them in my hands and arms, as we were both hyber active and they were desperate, next thing you know we began flirting heavily, and I remember really liking it, could feel their body weight, warmth, and I felt comforted by it. Turns out this lady was the middle one...the mother of the youngest yet daughter of the eldest of the 3 women there. I knew I wanted to be with this woman, even though she was a bit plump, she was nice golden type lighter skinned brown, or honey brown...wasn't perfect by no means, but here personality and adventurous side made up for it. I wanted to make whoopi right there on the spot, but would of been inappropriate. Dream sequence ended with us embracing, facing one another on floor in upright position still closed and dressed as the other women were scurrying around behind us still figuring out what to do. (side note, in last few dreams I've flirted with elder sibling, a 'white' blonde younger band member, and now a plump golden skin black lady, either I'm lonely or other peoples dreams are streaming through my conscious or could just be random) I woke up feeling less lonely though, and carried essence of our encounter with me, and really wish I could meet such a woman. The dream ended nicely.
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Post by X factor on Jan 9, 2016 14:17:33 GMT -5
Dreamed of looking up into sky at night and seeing all sorts of interesting celestrial craftDon't really want to go into to much detail, but during one dream sequence found self in large, kind of rolling hilled very large meadow in the dark of the night, with others. And I remember the sky looked as if there was no atmosphere which allowed everyone to see clearly into space, and as we looked up there were all sorts of celestrial space ships, crafts, zooming around. It was quit dazzling, as if they'd always been there but we all just failed to look up to notice them. The dream was much more richer than that in feeling, sound and emotions, but as you know it's hard, or near impossible, to convey that in a few words, so I won't even bother.
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Post by X factor on Jan 21, 2016 20:21:49 GMT -5
Dreams are wonderful
I totally look forward to sleeping and dreaming now, but sad when dreams, what you live while asleep, seem more meaningful and relevant than what you do when awake.
When you dream you get twice out of life, than those who do not dream.
You work out things, situations, that in real life just can't.
I love the fact that I dream.
Haven't had real scary nightmare in a while now...good.
I'm talking the type of nightmare where you wake up thinking it's real.
It's been a while since I had one of those.
But the older you get you begin to realize man is the nightmare, not imaginary monsters or demons, but man, his system, exploitation, his brutality.
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