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Post by X factor on Jun 1, 2016 19:38:33 GMT -5
Indian lady, wife? Had dream last night that met a Indian woman, lady, a bit more darker skinned than lady above, or maybe just different lighting. In the dream it's as if we both agreed to just 'settle' for one another and enjoy physical companionship now and then in a recreational manner. It's as if we were both lonely, yet knew there was no 'perfect' match for either of us, so figured enjoying or sharing each other physically could at least satisfy one need, and then who knows, maybe later more emotional attachment would follow. (Going after faint memories of dream, I could be wrong with narration but trying to frame it to make some kind of sense, again could be way off in interpretation) In dream we indeed were beginning to have rabbit food, and I remember feeling a bit happy that someone would give themselves to me, even if in that manner. Then of course woke up...(darn)...and laid on couch awake in the dark, in half sleep, trying to figure out what dream was about or where it was leading, and what deeper meaning did it have in that I normally do not seek out women of Indian or Hindu culture.
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Post by X factor on Jul 17, 2016 5:24:04 GMT -5
Had many dreams, as usual, but one that stands out is one where some male dancer at a club preferred walking around on all fours, and tried making a trend out of walking on all fours, hands and feet or legs, instead of upright. They were on the dance floor at club, dancing on all fours. Stupid dream, not sure what it meant, it was just one of many strung along a full sequence of dreams, but only one to come to surface right now.  |
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Post by X factor on Aug 7, 2016 8:16:54 GMT -5
Dreamed of fast moving, earth worm sized, parasite worm moving along floor with very bad intent Had many dreams, but one, in many of sequences of dreams that stood out, was of parasite worm scurring along floor, tile floor, and it was moving, faster than any worm should be able to move. In dream, could just feel worm had nothing but bad intent, was scurring along to find another host to infect with it's vile life cycle. Because it was a dream, not sure whether to interpret literally or if parasite represented something else. Then other leach type worms began appearing in dream, before that particular dream sequence ended.
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Post by X factor on Aug 27, 2016 18:37:23 GMT -5
Last week, had dreams of being attacked by sharks and alligatorsLate with this, but last week had dreams where was being attacked by sharks, and alligators, both were unsettling. The Alligators had more 'sinister attitudes', than the sharks did. The sharks were just dumb, reactionary creatures, although still scary while in water, but the dream I had of boating in gator or crocodile infested waters last night, was near horrifying. .jpg/320px-Alligators_(5476684141).jpg) Like these things had attitude or something, and were just waiting to devour, as if had evil spirits inside. Both dreams had a sense of 'helplessness' to them, as larger things than self came up from beneath you, that didn't care about your memory or feeling at all, all they wanted to do was devour you. Not sure what either dream meant... Oh well, just wanted to share before faded from memory.
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Post by X factor on Sept 13, 2016 23:32:36 GMT -5
Wake you up type disturbing dream last nightIn second house remember growing up in, attic converted to room type of room, I guess. Dark, Mother sleeping in bed across from self. Air was thick with 'evil' or 'disturbing spirits'. Suddenly, in the dark, Mother blurted out 'I eat people'. I lay still, could feel 'evil' in the air, like bad spirits, that were either drawn to Mother or they putting out. I lay still, in the dark, then, and this is where dream began feeling more like 'sleep paralyst' (you know, where you can't tell if dreaming or not) Started getting handled by the most dark, sinister spirit or spirits, tried flipping legs up over head, I put my hands in front of face, hands started moving so fast became a blur (obviously demons or something evil or sinister mocking my attempts to shield self from evil odor) Remember asking 'Jesus' over and over again to help me out...nothing, nada, zero, as if Jesus were just a name, may as well asked 'Snoopy' the dog for help. Odd disturbing dream, Mother was gone, possessed by dark spirits, just not there anymore, talking about 'I eat people'. Not sure what to make of dream. It was one of those dreams so real, that even when just awakened, still think scene is as was when asleep, still felt like in old room I grew up in, still felt other bed over there, and Mother still in it. 
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Post by X factor on Sept 20, 2016 21:13:59 GMT -5
Dreams have been very thick lately
Dreams have been very thick lately, haven't wrote any down in that none 'stick' out enough to 'shake me'.
Just average dreams, thick in symbolism...but nothing 'life shaking'.
But lately do seem to get more out of dreams than real life.
It's like get all social needs met through dreams...the mind is odd, goes way back and resolves things from when a hobbit, in school, situations with parents, siblings, even old pets.
Pets come back into dreams...very odd, as if they still have stuff they want to guilt you for.
Dreams, or the mind, congers up stuff long thought had forgotten about...and invents new stuff as well.
But it's all fun, like cinema you're able to participate in.
Oh well, time to lay back and dream...
Oh one more thing...
When you 'google' dreams, it don't work...most don't know how to reflect dreams in art.
Most artist do a terrible job at depicting dreams in art.
Dreams aren't about visuals, they're about abstract, things that don't make sense visually unless look hard into it.
or vice versa.
Maybe in future, I'll attempt to create a dream scene, only the way the zone can.
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Post by X factor on Sept 26, 2016 21:15:24 GMT -5
Crane malfunction dream Lot's of dreams last night, but one I want to note, is one of malfunction of port cranes. No one got hurt, but cranes malfunctioned, things dropped... Must note. Do dreams indeed predict the future, time will tell.
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Post by X factor on Oct 1, 2016 8:31:04 GMT -5
Helicopter ride Had dream went for ride in helicopter...but way more complex than that. Sister, I haven't seen in years, was involved, strange pilot, buildings, 'military' or 'rescue' protocol. Two pilots, one followed the rules to the T, the other did not. Both were very friendly though. Hard to explain it all. I just know the helicopter ride was fun.
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Post by X factor on Oct 12, 2016 21:15:36 GMT -5
Time to dream now, where nothing makes chronicle sense, images mix match, a character you think you know in dream has different body, makes sense in dream, but when wake up logical mind can't make sense of it.
No gravity, no hunger, no need to be employed in dreams, dreams are just where it seems subconscious mind works out complex inter personal issues.
For me it's the most dynamic part of 24 hour cycle, in dreams can fly jets, go back and do things wish I had done, talk to people, lovers, I wish I could still, but can't.
In dreams, parents still there, old house, old school, old classmates, and work out dynamics couldn't in real life.
The brain is weird, can conjure up old people, moments, you long thought were forgotten history, and make you work through issues you thought were long gone.
Old pets to, seems dreams even conjure up old pets, but in dreams they're more full, symbolic.
But when awaken, again, not of it makes sense when brain is thinking logically.
Oh well, time to dream, free theater.
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Post by X factor on Oct 27, 2016 18:50:57 GMT -5
Can't make sense of them all
1. Dog, puppy I use to own, have in me energy field, it was dark, pup licking on me and all in dream, dark, in bed, yet pup spoke and said 'Look, it's ____ (forget name), but it scared me, I looked over and it was a pile of balloons, but could tell whatever puppy saw was real, and image faded when I looked at it, can't call this a complete nightmare...just a disturbing dream.
had other dreams about former puppy I use to own...but not enough details to write about
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Post by X factor on Nov 17, 2016 20:12:22 GMT -5
Just want to jot these down for later review or reflection
1. flirting with own sister
2. Black males, in boat, fighting over something, on lake, their fight spilled over into house, was scary, tried hiding.
3. RV, class A RV struck by industrial equipment, law suit possibly followed.
All these were dreams...
Lately been dreaming so heavily, just not able to write all down in morning before getting on with day.
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Post by X factor on Dec 2, 2016 6:35:38 GMT -5
Scary dream about getting lost in a housing project in the hood
Scary disturbing dream about getting lost, on foot, in a housing project in the hood.
As was walking in (was with another person) a bunch of 'B' males sitting outside of unit, begin commenting on us, on me, they were mocking us, could hear them saying
'you know them fools lost, outta run down there and rush they azzes'
A big hardened alpha male hood type was heard saying this.
You could tell they were prison hardened, and had the fear of the other types around him, so if did decide to 'rush us', there was nothing that could be down...it was a bad feeling.
Got separated from other guy (who was younger, white, and fem looking, at least to them), and begin heading out, and they kept watching, as I didn't want to seem shaken, or that I could hear them, but I could, and felt like pride had been crushed, felt like a coward actually.
Then later wanted to go back and find a few of them one on one, when separated from their pack, and deal with them...but never did, instead ended up in some outside strip mall looking festival at some Karate display where guy tried kicking glass bottle out of my hands to demonstrate how flexible they were, but I held glass bottle to close to wall, so when they kicked the glass bottle, cut foot on nail that was sticking out.
You could tell it hurt, but they tried not showing it.
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Post by X factor on Dec 10, 2016 8:53:18 GMT -5
Dreamed about white horse, which I found to be a bit odd and gross I had a dream last night about a white horse, which I found to be a bit odd and gross. The white horse kept trying to get romantic with me, as if it were a human, but it clearly wasn't, cause in dream it was a horse, a white horse that wanted romance, but from me...gross, sick. Not sure how to interpret that...maybe I won't..
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Post by X factor on Jan 10, 2017 19:52:06 GMT -5
Can't control dreams
Like last night for example, dreamed of gal I grew up with when very young, her name was 'Judy Stone'.
Farm, hick, type of a gal, older brother named...well never mind, he's still tough and might beat me up, LOL.
But for some reason me and Judy hanging out, in some weird, odd, strip mall, house/merchant type of place.
(Hard to make sense of dreams in real world)
She had on stockings, I was lusting over her feet underneath those stockings.
In reality, real life, the past, Judy would never give me the time or day, but in dream, for some reason, she liked me, we were a team, and sort of flirting.
We were up to mischief, had to make a silly escape, came up with odd alibi, she pretended to be showing me around, like a business person, and I pretended to be interested costumer.
Then dream kind of faded into another scenario.
But 'Judy' is what stood out to me most in that particular sequence of dreams, the stockings and her feet beneath them ( and legs)
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Post by X factor on Jan 19, 2017 3:00:12 GMT -5
Why did I wake up?
And no, being asleep isn't the same as being 'dead', big difference, being asleep is being alive, only in different realm, a painless realm, a realm where you're not hungry, or need money and can defy physics, time and physical boundaries.
But when awaken held captive by them all.
When awaken reminded of how small you really are, powerless.
Dreams are an escape from that, and don't cost nothing, no spam in dreams, no commercial breaks, no add banners in your dream.
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