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Post by X factor on May 12, 2022 21:37:32 GMT -5
On weeknights I have, or just had, to turn the TV off or a interesting TV show can easily lead you into staying awake easily after 12 midnight, then another hour to fall asleep, then that's only like 5 hours before alarm. So ye, on worknights like tonight, have to just shut the TV off or I'll get lured into one show after another and stay up late. And my work shift is so long that I need all the rest I can get the night before.
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Post by X factor on May 12, 2022 21:42:22 GMT -5
Sometimes I think just staying up to many hours in a row can be bad for your health.
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Post by X factor on May 28, 2022 20:31:04 GMT -5
I should of just come straight home after work instead of trying to go shop for a few items.
But sometimes I feel like my path is just jinxed no matter what path I take.
I rarely go to large retail stores anymore, I mainly shop online with Amazon, have been to big box type of store in maybe a year, not since corona begin, and now I see what they mean about labor shortage.
I mean unless in college, who wants to work those low paying jobs anymore?, with screwed up varying shifts.
And jobs like that, you always get called in to work on your day off.
They need to pay cashier at least 20 bucks an hours, as most cashier probably handle, check out, over 20,000 dollars in product per hour.
i should of just come straight home.
Dern cashir to lazy to do a price check, or didn't know how, and was to wore out to run half a mile back to garden center to do it myself, while two other associates stood by gabbing.
This nation will crumble, if what i saw tonight are who will be running the nation soon.
This nation will crumble, but hopefully the incompetence I saw was just a isolated incident.
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Post by X factor on May 28, 2022 20:31:51 GMT -5
I'm a bit worn, need some good news for a change, I mean good news that effects, directly effects me, but I'm not going to find any so oh well.
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Post by X factor on Jun 19, 2022 17:35:01 GMT -5
Poor mans taco
How common working class types cook tacos
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Post by X factor on Jul 8, 2022 20:13:42 GMT -5
The thing about coming home tired, and late, after work, is you have to time going to bed right, cause if don't will end up waking up at 2-3 am, won't be able to fall asleep for a hour, then when really have to wake up for job, will feel unrested.
So you have to burn a bit of energy before going to bed to early, or you'll wake up in middle of the night.
That being said, let me go burn some calories, after I eat.
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Post by X factor on Aug 28, 2022 21:10:56 GMT -5
Lately I've been spending money like a drunken sailor
Lately I've been spending money like a drunken sailor, so what.
I see, read, in the news people dying who are younger than me, and richer than me. So this idea that I should always be frugile until the end, why?
I work, no one supports me, so why not spend money to make my life easier, why not?
Screw my golden years, what a myth, golden years are for millionaires, not common working types who basically have to work until drop dead at the job.
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Post by X factor on Sept 9, 2022 21:15:43 GMT -5
It's Friday, I worked today, and even though have a few hours to recoup before bed, I feel totally dishoveled....spent, mentally awash...
I have to work another long shift tomorrow, driving, and it just drains me.
Driving is odd, in that while driving, you have energy, mind energy, and drinking coffee or some other energy creating drink, and you feel great between trips, it's just towards the end of the trip, you become sapped of all energy.
What people don't realize about driving is the brain is constantly working, computing 1000's of moving objects per minute, and it does tax the brain, and when the brain is spent, so goes the body.
Driving is draining, ask anyone who does it all day. It's a long, dull, boring day, spent focusing on nothing, yet focusing on everything as you drive, and watching other traffic around you.
Bottom line, I feel sucky right now, moral is low, as in after work low, as in I know I have to work again tomorrow low. It's mental, cause if I didn't have to work tomorrow, believe me you I'd be getting into stuff.
Work, good for you? Say's who?
Activity is good for you, as long as you enjoy what you do, but mindless work good for you, nah. Not when you get older anyways.
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Post by X factor on Oct 8, 2022 20:04:20 GMT -5
Well I'm home now, now what? I spend all day at work wanting to get home, then when home I just zone out at first.
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Post by X factor on Oct 20, 2022 5:46:42 GMT -5
Work day, gross, there's nothing glorious about getting up to go to a job your spirit has long not been into.
It's kind of ridiculous actually, this model of survival, to work just to barely stay above broke, and told this way of life is a 'dream' or ideal, no it's not.
It's only ideal if love what you do and getting paid many times above the cost of living, otherwise it's just a prettier form of slavery to the average working class smuck.
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Post by X factor on Nov 1, 2022 12:15:22 GMT -5
It's amazing that even with 3-4 days off a week, as you age, how quickly that time goes by.
Cause time is no good if don't have the energy or health to utilize it, and that's one reason I've stopped drinking, again, cause drinking was beginning to effect both my time and energy, and as you age both of those become less and less.
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Post by X factor on Nov 3, 2022 13:13:39 GMT -5
Paying rent, when poor, always sucks. At least native Americans didn't have to pay rent. To me, rent is evil.
Man claiming land that 'god' created, and then charging for that land, for people to exist, to me is evil.
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Post by X factor on Nov 5, 2022 7:13:11 GMT -5
Well it's off to work I go.
I try to dress up for self, for self, to keep my moral up.
The job I have, dressing up not really required, but I do it anyways, for self.
Dressing up as in groomed, clean clothes, as if going to hang out, rather than to some drury job.
But after today, off for 4 days, so today's my Friday I suppose.
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Post by X factor on Nov 15, 2022 23:09:18 GMT -5
blue collar rap song
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Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2022 23:52:04 GMT -5
I'm just glad I don't have to go to work tomorrow.
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