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Post by X factor on Feb 28, 2022 18:02:00 GMT -5
The thing about me, and probably others, is that I don't need a doctor, what I need is like medicine or antibacterial drug or medication...that's what I need.
But the way the system is set up you HAVE TO go see a doctor first, let them slober over you, let them say stupid things, let them play god, and let them take your money so you can pay for their house, and in the end all they subscribe to you is what you already knew you needed but could not get because the system wants you to go to doctor first, what a sham.
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Post by X factor on Mar 3, 2022 7:06:46 GMT -5
As of late, at least once a night while in bed, a or the soul snatchers visit me once during that time, and I have to lay there and force self to not get sucked into what feels like death.
And I have to talk to self, to keep self alert, move, scoot, whatever, to escape the grip of death.
But the episodes are way shorter now.
Like being teased with or something.
Oh well, I'm still here and I don't control fate.
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Post by X factor on Mar 4, 2022 11:36:06 GMT -5
Last night was the worst it's been in a while, had multiple episodes of fighting off death, and it only happens at night at certain times when sleeping or falling asleep.
If asleep, I wake up into the sensation of body shutting down.
I think that's bodies defense, is to wake me up to say, 'fight it'.
Well sometimes I wish I could just stay alsleep and be on of those who died in their sleep stats.
Cause this exercise of me battling off mortality, is getting old, as if being toyed with by whom or whatever.
And going to the doctor seems like a lose lose propisition to me right now.
I go to doc, walk in clinic, they find nothing, now just wasted 100's of dollar.
I go to doc, they do find something, but it's treatable, now have to spend 1000's I don't have nor want to spend.
I mean if my body can't heal me on it's own, than do I really need to live?
Is how I see it.
Maybe if I had a family that cared it would be different, but I don't.
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Post by X factor on Mar 4, 2022 22:59:29 GMT -5
 It's going to be a scary night, I can tell. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2022 7:11:46 GMT -5
I was right, last night or early dark morning, the soul snatchers were very aggressive..
Had to sit up, sort of, like sitting up in bed, crouched over, for effects to wane a bit.
Then finally fell asleep.
It's why I'm glad I no longer drink, and never had done drugs, cause I have a hunch that if not in control of your faculties 100%, than such encounters might lead to slippage, slippage into the unknown dark realm of no return.
I'm grateful to be here today (I'll be cocky by noon), but as of now grateful and a bit thankful to be here.
The world around me hasn't changed a bit, the question is have I?
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Post by X factor on Mar 6, 2022 4:40:32 GMT -5
Update
Oddly enough, this previous sleep cycle was pretty much uneventful, as far as the soul snatchers go.
I came home exhausted, as usual, lumbered around, was in 'work pain', or pain brought on by fatigue, watched some YT videos, could just sense that it would be a terrible soul snatcher night, I dozed off, dreamed very deep, and was OK.
Then once up, went to the bathroom and started galloping with self up under a pile of or gigantic bag stuffed with all kinds of stuff, which is kind of like theropy, I guess, who knows.
But that aside, this previous sleep cycle was uneventful as far as the soul snatchers go, and not sure why.
I do know this, the medical field should of never been monetized, in that we all should be able to buy medical equipment to examine ourselves.
This whole idea of experts has been totally exploited for the sake of the dollar.
Your love or curiosity about something will near make you an expert in it if study it enough on your own.
I just think those who are capable of it, should be able to by-pass doctors and treat themselves.
Does that not make total sense?
Like they should have 'self serve' hospitals, where all the equipment is there, but no doctors or nurses, well maybe some tech people to help you utilize some of the new technology.
And you should be able to treat yourself, x-ray yourself, cat scan yourself, ect.
But in this monetized medical realm, that'll never happen, instead people will still be conditioned to go to the doctor over the slightest cough.
People will still be conditioned to elevate their Doctors to some kind of diety level, when in the past, while on a farm, your uncle or mother or father or neighbor treated you.
Think about his, civilizations have survived since the beginning of human life on Earth, and for majority of that time there was no medical industry!
Native Americans didn't have a medical industry, nor did the Vikings, or the Chinese dynasties of the past and all the other indenginous tribes ect, yet life went on for them.
But now we're all brainwashed to think we NEEEEEEEEEEED doctors, and meda this and meda that, and insurance and so forth.
What a sham.
All we're doing is feeding the beast called money.
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Post by X factor on Mar 10, 2022 23:58:32 GMT -5
This will only make sense to a few. But I think something inside of me feeds off of junk food, and junk food being this..  Junk food being any variety of chemicals that's in processed foods, sauces, ect. My heart or whatever is in me, it fuels whatever's in me, but then as it gets stronger, it attacks my heart, arm nerves ect. Basically it's like I can't eat anything man made anymore, until whatever's inside of me is gone, or bodies immune system strong enough to fight it of and rebel it, be it a virus or infection ect, bacteria or the alien creature (through that in there for laughs, although not really laughing now) Today I got careless, ate junk food cause was feeling better, now paying for it. It's as if be me eating processed chemicals, it's keeping something inside of me alive that should be dead. And it's like I can only starve it by only eating natural food with no flavoring, no sauce, nothing. ---------------------------------------------------- Before you laugh or think I'm nuts, I did read once where parasites inhabit all of our bodies, mainly the gut, but most are not harmful. bodyecology.com/articles/parasite-alert/#:~:text=Other%20common%20parasites%20are%3A%201%20Tapeworms%2C%20which%20can,a%20single%20red%20blood%20cell.%20More%20items...%20 Maybe I have some kind of parasite inside of me body. I've learned millions do and don't even know it. You can do your own research or start with the link above. Very interesting stuff for sure. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 0:12:47 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 0:23:30 GMT -5
This video explains better the signs of parasites in your body
Many people may actually have this issue and not even know it.
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 0:47:00 GMT -5
You often learn more by reading the comments in these videos, than many will from their own doctors.
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 1:04:47 GMT -5
At 5:18 the doctor in video says 'They, parasites, want to steal from you, but they don't want to kill you'
And that makes sense, at least with me, is maybe why in past posts I've stated the sensation of death, but not dying, over and over again, cause like the Doctor said, unlike a virus which has no brain and will just kill the host, parasites, I guess, are smarter, so they'll torment you, take you to the edge of death, but won't actually kill you, or they to will die.
Hmm.
Tomorrow I'm going to herbal store, and GNC, and buying some parasite cleanse, and these things here that videos keep recomending
1. Pumpkin seeds
2. Clove
3. Worm Wood
4. Black Walnut
And from there see what happens.
Cause from the comments I've read in other videos (in above video their comment section deactivated)
But in other videos, many people comment that doctors are totally dumb when it comes to parasites or parasite treatments.
So most people end up doing research on their own and being their own doctors, and taking parasite cleansing stuff and fixing themselves.
I'll give it a try, why not.
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 1:18:27 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 1:23:42 GMT -5
If you go to your typical low IQ doctor, and you tell them you think you have parasites in ya, well your typical low IQ doctor will do or suggest this 1. 'Err, duh, let's take a stool sample' If your doctor only suggests that, he/she, is a dunce.Cause not all parasites are intestinal ones, and many can't be detected through a stool sample, like trickinosis, for example, that parasite hangs out in your muscles, and can cause mitigitas, are whatever it's called, whem swelling of the muscular membrane around your heart occurs, which can explain the whole 'light headed' episodes, the 'I feel like I'm going to pass out' episodes, and is why it occurs at night, cause that's when parasites are most active. And avoid sugar, coffee, alcohol, cause they love that for some reason.
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 1:40:16 GMT -5
Do not visit this parasite picture gallery unless want to vomit or gag. thelifetree.com/pages/parasite-picture-gallery2 Oh the things that are living in some of our bodies, or could be, totally makes you want to cleanse. And it's sad that no one else talks about parasites, other than here, that could be the reason why people are ill. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 11, 2022 1:50:27 GMT -5
I have found some herbal stores here where I live, I tell you what, tomorrow, my main mission will be to visit these Herbal stores, natural remedy type stuff, I'm so many years behind on this.
And one place even has a class you can take, well I just may take that class, just to meet others, and to wise up in this new world of ours where so much of the food and ingrediants are bad for us.
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