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Post by X factor on May 9, 2016 21:17:09 GMT -5
Sleep paralyses creatures or forces don't want 's_x' from you, what they want is to absorb your personal energy, to dominate your very being, and that's what's so scary or uneasy about these encounters. Like the movie 'The blob'..  Like the movie 'The blob' it's more like these entities want to 'absorb' you into themselves. And that's where that 'I must snap out of this now' urge comes from. It's the feeling of being absorbed into something else, invaded, that's so uneasy. Hard to explain unless experienced. It's the feeling of having personal space violated x 10. These beings do exist, and when they toy with you one night, you will blog about it to or express in some other fashion. But you'll realize these are forces outside of your own will. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2016 20:37:02 GMT -5
Got 'handled' again early morning hours by sleep paralyzes creatures or entities. Whatever they are you can tell they don't like you, they behave more like Gremlins, just nasty and deviant in nature.  |
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Post by X factor on Aug 1, 2016 6:48:39 GMT -5
Who's to say it's not 'God' or 'god'? Who's to say it's not 'God' or 'god'? Why have we been conditioned to think that strange things that approach at night, and spiritually molest the soul, body, in sleep paralysis manner isn't 'God' or 'god'? Why must we always interpret the experience as bad? Why do we always assume god is some fuzzy warm cuddly being, like a giant bunny rabbit? What if the nature of god is not what we expect, what if gods nature doesn't always accomidate our own needs to be loved and cuddled? What if god is husky and brutal, and has a bent nature? I mean who knows, but it's always assumed that when touched by spirit being or entity that it must be dark in nature, well who's to say a part of gods nature isn't dark? Or maybe 'Satan' was invented to explain away gods darker or jaded half? Who knows.. I just know god is bigger than we need or want him to be to fit our own personal needs. Was ravaged last night in sleep paralysis, actually half sleep paralysis, by who knows what, not sure how to feel about it, maybe I should be honored.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2016 18:48:11 GMT -5
I don't get it, sleep paralysis, or whatever, maybe sleep demons, sleep gremlins, that bother people while they sleep. These aren't dreams. Dreams aren't 'physical'...dreams don't 'touch you', wake you... Dreams don't make audible sounds, that ear drums respond to and wake up scared as hell. Notice in real dreams, real sound waves are not created that wake you?In a real dream, character in dream can scream, yell, as loud as ever, but won't awaken, cause no real sound waves created. But in sleep paralysis, not so, sound waves awaken, make you stir. And what evolutionary trait in body would scaring self crazy benefit? Why would own body conjur up most creepiest, 'touches' type of interactions that if heart were weak, would die of heart attack? Why would own body conjur up such creepy, unsettling, interactions with 'beings'? No wonder maybe some do die in sleep, with weak hearts, out of fear, fright, from sleep creatures. :origin()/pre00/28e8/th/pre/f/2013/004/9/6/mama__you_scary_by_black_avenger-d5qel5e.png) How frightful must it be to not be able to wake up from one of these nightmarish encounters. |
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2016 21:16:57 GMT -5
Time for bed, bed spirits don't care about the world, world affairs, all they care about is you, terrifying you while you're in half sleep...  |
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Post by X factor on Oct 18, 2016 21:02:47 GMT -5
Time for bed.
Lately I've been having to many dreams to recount any of them, they're just all strung together like TV shows, or episodes, one after another.
They're all good, while in them at the moment, but none stand out enough to truly remember after waking up.
The only dreams that really stand out are either very terrible ones, or really good ones, where you wake up right after having it, and able to remember it.
But if many dreams are strung together, they all become a blur, after awakening.
Last night felt long, felt like 2-3 days worth of sleep and dreams. Funny how time works that way when asleep.
Not all nights are like that though.
The longer the night lasts, or feels that it lasts, the more rested I feel the next day.
Sometimes close eyes, and 5 minutes can seem like 1 hour, other times, one hour can feel like 5 minutes.
Oddly, when sick, or have the flu or something, is when the whole time thing seems wacky.
Oh well, not sick now, just drowsy after a long day, time for a bit of natural sleep escape.
No telling what thy mind will conjure up tonight, free virtual entertainment known as dreams.
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Post by X factor on Nov 4, 2016 21:18:19 GMT -5
Had another 'attack' last night by invasive entity or 'sleep paralysis' sensation
Again, dreams are dreams, and sleep paralysis are sleep paralysis, there's a difference.
In dreams you don't feel 'gravity' or 'weight' upon you, in dreams you're not 'handled', 'crushed', or absorbed into something.
There's a big difference, and only those who have had the two experiences know what I mean.
Not even nightmares can be compared to sleep paralysis, nightmares are just scary dreams, two different things.
Nightmares you wake up from, when under attack by odd entity you can't wake up until episode over.
And no evolutionary function of body would have need to create 3rd party being attacking or smothering you, no more than you'd go out of your way to make a Lion or Bear attack you.
I don't pretend to know the intent of these beings, or energy fields.
I know they can't 'kill' you, only make you feel very uncomfortable, vulnerable, exposed and even 'whimper' they way you never would in real life.
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Post by X factor on Nov 14, 2016 21:15:07 GMT -5
Evil mocks
Yes, had another one of those 'sensations' this morning while sort of sleeping...evil 'mocks' that which you cherish.
Evil mocks 'Love', evil mocks 'romance' and the idea of intimacy.
Having these odd 'entity' encounters teaches you a lot about evil.
Cause you will meet people in real life possessed by same uneasy spirits, and be able to recognize immediately.
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Post by X factor on Nov 28, 2016 22:22:10 GMT -5
They say 'Once you go 'black' won't wanna go back, well I say 'Once you go entity, nothing else compares'What do I mean by that? Energy is far more powerful than flesh... What else can I say... Not sure why stuck up women in the movie 'The Entity' had issues with odd spirit. If an odd spirit wants to make me feel good while I sleep, what do I care? I find it fascinating actually.... 
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Post by X factor on Jan 10, 2017 19:56:14 GMT -5
Quick non linked notes about sleep paralisis dream.
1. Silvery fish scale like hands pressing down on chest as slept, but in mocking manner, no comfort at all, cpr position on chest, but restoring life was not intent of silvery fish scale colored hands.
2. While laying down, entities knocking feet around, slapping feet around, in ugly way, mocking way, as if to say 'We hate you, can't stand you, and only want to mock you'.
These entities slapping feet around had nothing but disdain in them towards myself and or maybe other humans.
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Post by X factor on Mar 15, 2017 20:24:06 GMT -5
If alone, single, lonely, sleep paralysis dreams kind of interesting
If alone, single, and lonely, sleep paralysis dreams can be kind of comforting...why?
1. Cause better to be 'touched' or 'handled' in hostile way than not at all.
If never been alone, truly alone and abandoned, will not understand that.
2. Ugly attention, odd attention, better than no attention.
These odd beings make you feel 'wanted', even if in harassing manner, you're on their radar, and if alone, that's better than being ignored.
One would have to be totally abandoned by all, by society, to even understand the meaning of the above.
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Post by X factor on Nov 14, 2018 22:42:40 GMT -5
Can spirits from the other world develop a 'crush' on you?
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Post by X factor on Dec 5, 2018 21:23:07 GMT -5
People who are truly alone, without affection in their lives, or hugs, don't complain about being flirted with by spirits or flesh Those who are truly alone in this world, don't complain about being 'touched' inappropriately by spirits, or even the living. Those who are truly alone, and ignored, who haven't been hugged in years, welcome the attention. Stupid uppity class priviledged snob types will never get that, cause they're spoiled, blessed with being 'desired'. But for those of us who get rocks thrown at us daily by society, we'd rather be hugged, flirted with, even if inappropriately, than have rocks thrown at us daily, as does occur. People who complain about small things really annoy me.
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Post by X factor on Dec 13, 2018 20:29:39 GMT -5
When alone or lonely, how come getting 'raped', spiritually raped in dreams is scary, but not offensive, some ask or inquire.
Answer......Until you've gone over 5 years without a loving embrace by any human, than just shat up...
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Post by X factor on Dec 13, 2018 20:32:12 GMT -5
Spirits can tease you, mess with your mind, but they can't really hurt you the way man can.
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