Beyond dreams

Night creatures are weird in that they don't seem to care about 'looks'.

I always tell them or it 'Hey, I'm ugly, there's far more better looking, soxier, types you could bed tease at night other than myself'...is what I say or think to self.

But it doesn't seem to monsters, I guess night creatures have their own scale of 'beauty', or maybe they don't even see it like that at all, maybe they just like to humiliate 'thy soul', regardless of how person they're humiliating relates to it or 'themselves'.

I think maybe night creatures go more by 'scent', like a dog, or other animals, in that they smell what's inside of you, so if tender on the inside, I guess that's meat to them, regardless of how you perceive self as looking on the outside, which basically is societal conditioning, or what you see in the movies in that in the movies on people who look like models, get chased by 'the boogie man'.

I think whatever one's insecurities are, night creatures violate that.

If a male, and super hyper homophobic, I think night creatures will play the hell out of that fear while 'said person' is asleep, or laying there.

Night creatures aren't respecters of persons, people, traditions, moral or anything, I mean why should they be, they instead laugh at it all.

If only more human souls admitted what night creatures did to them at night, it would be shocking.

But I think they mainly get you when alone, all by yourself, for if married, sleep in the bed with another, spouse would naturally think you were having a bad dream and interveen

But when alone, sleeping alone, at night in bed.

Not even Karate skills matter to night creatures, how macho one thinks they are, your status, color, riches, don't matter, night creatures always go straight for what defiles you.

Even a Kung Fu master would be wimpering in bed, like a mild, if ever tossed at night be a night creature.

I think I got ravaged by like 5 spirits at once last night, but even though during duration, felt odd, in the end didn't mind, in that I welcomed the attention.

'They' tried grapping me last night, but didn't quite work, just wasn't in that perfect sleep slumber for it to work.

Also, notice how when sick or have the flu ect, is when sink into deepest dreams.

But dreams and sleep paralysis two totally different things.

'Man can no longer comfort me'

'Mankind is to small to embrace me'....is what many who fall through the cracks of society say to themselves now days.

Sadly, and note I said 'sadly', I haven't had any sleep paralysis dreams in a while.

'The Entity' type of experience.

Unlike most others, I actually enjoy them, even though scary when occurring, there's just something about being 'desired' by whatever, that satisfies a lonely soul.

Wrestling with skeletons spirit

Had another one of those sleep paralysis type dreams, but this one add, in that took place on 'top bunk', and I wasn't even sleeping on top bunk.

But sure felt like I was, as laid there next to plastic skeleton, and it was dark, night, and thick spirit mist absorbed itself into whole body and began doing what thick dark or deviant mists do, and that is consume and control your every muscle.

It's like, in physical world, being injected with a paralysing suryum, where you're awake, can feel, but can't move as mist consumes you, squeezes your body, and does other invasive things.

It's not painful, but scary, as it feels as if whole being is being invaded, and I guess to your mind it really is, so it's the 'what's next' factor that creates the fear, like how far will it go, will 'being' squeeze all the life out of you or what, that's where the scare factor comes in.

Cause the 'being' never feels nice or friendly, but deviant, like it enjoys that fear factor.

And again, why would your own mind do that to self?

The body, your body, is about self preservation, not tormenting self.

Everything in your body is designed to keep you alive and healthy, so when people have these sleep paralysis dreams, it makes no sense that body would conjur up event that could kill you out of fear.

And these events don't kill you when healthy, but what happens when people have these events when drugged or near sick?

When body not strong enough to 'snap you out of it', then what?

Is that how many people 'go', I wonder?

Had on last night, a dream where you get 'molested' by a spirit or spririts.

When most think of levitation, most think of it in 'soxual' way, but that's NOT how spirits molest you, spirits don't have soxual or reproductive organs, so when spirits molest a human, it's done in other ways.

It can kind of be described as taking a hold of your whole beings energy field and controlling or possessing and or even consuming all of what makes you you.

Like imagine if you're 'air' and getting sucked up by a vacuum cleaner hose.

Or imagine if you're a balloon, and the spirit is the air within that keeps filling you up until you burst.

It's still hard to explain, in that they, the spirit, doesn't actually try to kill you, don't think they're allowed to...but rather they 'play' with you, the way a cat plays with a mouse.

They strip you of all control, as if in a void, like floating in space with nothing to grab onto, that's the helpless feeling your left with and have during the ordel.

And no matter how tough you think you are, you eventually cry out, cause in that state 'flesh' has no value, don't matter your a male, could be the toughest male ever, but in spirit realm you may as well be a mouse...cause flesh has no value.

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Had such a experience last night while in bed...very complex though cause a lot led up to it.

A dog under the sheets, a nervious dog, and tried bitting me at one time, a small but nervious dog (Like Trump was in the other room or something, this part still a dream, but events led up to sleep paralysis)

Dog under sheets acting 'funny' should of been first sign.

Then half sleep half wake part began, when aware you're in bed, eyes closed but can see real time type of stuff.

I coughed, made some noise or something, then muscular guy at other end of bed sat up, was annoyed and kind of lunged at me, I brushed that part off...

Now begins sleep paralysis.

I sleep on my back with legs elevated on large pillows, well shortly after guy faded, then could feel legs get tossed over to the left, and then it began.

A surge of energy that was not mine over took me, consumed me, like imagine whole being just vibrating super fast, like a, well, vibrater, but imagine if you're the vibrater.

(I don't know how to explain it)

Just know I got pulled down into a different sub dimension, not pure black, but rather underwater dark blue filter effect.

And the rest is just to wieird to try to explain, lets just say was screaming in dream like a gal or something, begging for the experience to stop...and finally awake with small 'wimper'.

They always want that 'wimper' out of you to prove they crushed your ego, your pride.

And then it was over.

No physical pain or anything, but scary as hell.

Then when fully awake and moving, I lay there kind of wishing it would happen again, and kind of wishing I hadn't struggled to 'snap out of it' so quick, and kind of wondered what happens if let go to conclusion?

But bodies instincts to survive and be in control never allows you to do that, cause when 'in the moment' it's real, and body just wants to get you out of situation, it's only afterwards calm enough to 'reflect'.