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Post by X factor on Jun 21, 2022 13:42:08 GMT -5
When hell actually does catch you, what do you do about it?  When hell actually does finally catch you, than what do you do about it? What can you do about it? Become dizzy, and just stop caring or resisting? who knows. I do know that most of us struggle with our own hell or hells, on a daily or weekly or monthly or yearly bases. Eventually, everyone will be pulled in and swalled up by their own personalized hell that was designed just for 'you'.
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Post by X factor on Aug 3, 2022 11:09:15 GMT -5
I think heaven and or hell is what's occurring inside of us at any given time Heaven or Hell, I think those are places we send ourselves with our own habits. If our habits are good, more times than not we're in heaven, but if our habits are bad, more times than not we're in hell. It doesn't always work that way, sometimes other peoples habits or behavior around you or us, can obviously effect both our internal and external environment. But I'm referring to being alone and in isolation, that's when your own mind can tend to get the better of anyone, if not careful.
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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2022 6:56:08 GMT -5
Yes, sometimes all I feel I'm doing is dancing for the devil 
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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2022 7:01:16 GMT -5
I feel like the devil is puking all over me right now 
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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2022 7:03:33 GMT -5
When you're scared and have nothing to hold, no one to hold onto, and nothing and no one to believe in, that matters, that can actually make your life better.
That moment.
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Post by X factor on Sept 26, 2022 7:50:20 GMT -5
Well, I don't feel like I'm in 'hell' right now at the moment, but I do feel as if what's 'out there' is creeping up on me, and I don't feel like dealing with it.
The mind is powerful, and is everything to the one alive, for all things filter through the mind.
You sometimes feel brave, when logically should not, yet other times feel scared and emotionally scattered, when also probably shouldn't.
Just to get up and exist every day in this world, you really have to be strong and gritty, especially as you age.
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Post by X factor on Oct 14, 2022 6:08:16 GMT -5
I don't feel like 'hell is on my tail', rather I feel like hell has caught me, and is slowly digesting me.
I guess 'hell' is different for everyone, like a customized suit or outfit one wears.
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Post by X factor on Oct 14, 2022 6:09:51 GMT -5
On top of my own personal hell, the next two days are going to be hell to me, total isolation and seperated from the stuff that at least can divert my thoughts.
As soon as I get out of bed this morning, I feel like a chain is dragging me straight into my own customized hell.
What an existence
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Post by X factor on Oct 19, 2022 11:28:19 GMT -5
The devil is stubborn and won't let go The devil is stubborn and won't let go, like a jealous spouse or something. Hot, when you feel like, and or even know, that hell is on your tail.
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Post by X factor on Oct 19, 2022 11:33:30 GMT -5
I feel like I'm in a self created hell right now, it all begins and ends with ones own mind.
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Post by X factor on Nov 4, 2022 5:37:04 GMT -5
Hell is a place of no love, or relevance
Hell is a place, or spot, you end up in where there's no love, where you're not loved, and where you have no, zero, relevance.
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Post by X factor on Nov 4, 2022 5:42:04 GMT -5
How do you convince yourself to get up out of bed, and get on with the day, when you're in hell?
And where nothing you do matters, the people you see don't matter, as you don't matter to them.
It's like everything has stopped, there's no more purpose to it, but you're forced to keep moving through a dead landscape.
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Post by X factor on Nov 4, 2022 6:00:58 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Nov 9, 2022 21:01:26 GMT -5
When the devil wants you, it's hard to escape their grasp.
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Post by X factor on Nov 11, 2022 7:09:17 GMT -5
 Sometimes I feel like I'm starring in my own production titled 'hell'. A star in hell, starring 'me, myself and I', and co-starring 'hell', with it's cast and crew. Today, in a few, I'm going to get up and get all dressed up for 'hell', oh what a fabulous day ahead...  |
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