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Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2016 21:16:20 GMT -5
TomorrowTomorrow and beyond...the above book intrigued me as a youth, Me and sibling would look through book while listening to this song by Stanley Clark... The two just seemed to go together, that whole 'fusion jazz' space fantasy scene or reality. I remember looking through the pages of that book and just loosing self to each page of art, to each celestrial scene scape. The tomorrows and possibilities that laid between the pages of that book sure seemed a lot more exciting than the tomorrows I'll be writing about in up coming posts. I'm not really a fan of 'tomorrow' as you will soon see. Tomorrow is decay, as far as I'm concerned, tomorrow brings things closer to you that you don't want to be close to. And by far tomorrow is the most destructive force known to man, and has evaporated the lives of billions over the years. Tomorrow benefits some, but only for a brief moment in time. If I had that watch in that old 80's movie 'The lion, the witch and the wardrobe', I'd freeze time and be content with 'now' forever... Sadly can't find any trace of the 70's or 80's version. Tomorrow takes people away from us that we don't want to leave. And tomorrow introduces new personalities into our lives that we wish we never had to encounter. Anyways, tomorrows calling me now in the form of sleep, I will lay down, fall asleep, and awaken to tomorrow. What a scary thought. Goodnight...
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Post by X factor on May 22, 2016 19:35:00 GMT -5
Tomorrow seems hellish to me right now. As time goes on, more and more tomorrows just seem hellish to me, with no real good ending at all.
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Post by X factor on Jul 19, 2016 23:41:03 GMT -5
When tomorrow can seem really intrusive
When tomorrow can seem really intrusive.
When you're happy with 'now', this exact moment, your mood, outlook, but tomorrows arrival keeps shoving all that aside so that however feeling now, won't matter.
For most, many, tomorrow will put you around people who see zero value in your life or dreams, where you'll simply be reduced to mindless labor, like a ant, but at least ants can't reflect on things.
Tomorrow will also claim the life and health of 100's of 1000's.
Tomorrow is very corrosive.
And tomorrow cleanses and gets rid of people like you and me who think to much.
I have no use for tomorrow right now, I'm perfectly content with now.
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Post by X factor on Jul 31, 2016 23:06:35 GMT -5
I really don't need or want tomorrow to come rolling aroundI don't need or want tomorrow to come rolling around. If could freeze time right now I would. Tomorrows rolling around to quickly, heck, if I could, I'd like to go back and relive last week and the week before, if anything I want to go backwards and go get more out of yesterday, the past, than was able to. Tomorrow is meaningless to me right now, will bring nothing new, nothing exiting, just tragedy for countless many, injuries, deaths, sickness, auto crashes and more. Many animals as well as people will be slain tomorrow, but if tomorrow never arrived, nothing bad would ever happen again. Go away tomorrow
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Post by X factor on Aug 14, 2016 19:21:04 GMT -5
Right now I hate or dread tomorrow
As of now, I have no use for tomorrow, why?
Cause no matter how hard I work, bust my but, my fate or income will not change, at end of day will still be poor, or apart of working poor.
This idea that hard work results in prosperity is a myth, higher pay results in prosperity, not hard work.
And those who think hard work automatically equates into higher pay are stuck in the Normal Rockwell era of the 50s'.
Today, all hard work gets you is injured, or sore joints.
I've worked same job for at least 8 months now, and have seen no increase in checking account, it's as if what I spend is exactly what I make, regardless of how hard I work...I don't make any more for working hard than I do from slacking...(But I work hard anyways cause it's just part of my DNA).
But I'm also realistic and see it don't matter.
The job I have leaves you exhausted at end of shift, this idea that I should get second job is ridiculous, and most people who suggest that sit behind desk all day.
Try working in 90 degree plus heat for 10 hours, then tell me about getting second job, when all you can do when off is recover from first job.
Your body would break down, immune would fail, and you'd get sick from over exertion.
There are city administrators who earn 20 times more for simply sitting on azz all day doing nothing, so don't tell me 'Rich people work hard', for they do not, most rich people simply get paid a lot of money, regardless of how hard they work.
Conference calls all day long isn't work to me.
I'm tired and wore out, about ready to go homeless again and just get off the grid, live a simple life, same income but simpler life, that way at least can save.
Not trying to work full time for rest of useful life, just to be broke all of the time, would rather live for less, and work part-time, and keep same amount of money, than work full time, trying to keep up with the Jones, and always being near broke.
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Post by X factor on Aug 17, 2016 21:25:30 GMT -5
Why must tomorrow intrude into me life, happy with now. Tomorrow, at least for me, doesn't bring much. Those who still anticipate tomorrow, or have never dreaded it, are in different 'spots' of existence plain, good for them. But even they, one day, will come to realize how corrosive tomorrow is...oh sure for a time 'tomorrow' may seem bright and promising, but eventually tomorrow will show it's teeth, and start taking friends, family, and health away from you. Tomorrow........
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Post by X factor on Sept 5, 2016 17:05:26 GMT -5
I despise all time measuring devisesI have no more use for time, at this stage of me life. Tomorrow brings me nothing but corrosion. Don't matter if young or old, tomorrow corrodes. You just may not see it at first. I'm perfectly fine with 'now'., today, this moment, which for some reason just cannot stand still. If time did not move forward, no one could ever get hurt again. No clocks, watches, or time measuring devices allowed in my place, not now or ever...
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Post by X factor on Sept 11, 2016 22:00:27 GMT -5
Tomorrow is slowly creeping up, or fast actually. Tomorrow is like a big gigantic mouth that swallows people, time, tomorrow, has swallowed Elvis, Johnny Cash, Bob Denver, EZ-E (the rapper) and others. Tomorrow is a gigantic mouth that will swallow many. If tomorrow never came, no one would be swallowed, but it will come, and many will be swallowed up into nothing. Tomorrow is corrosive, and not my friend.
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Post by X factor on Sept 18, 2016 19:12:56 GMT -5
Nothing matters to me tomorrow accept my own dreams and ambitionsI know that may sound selfish, but when alone, that's really all that matters or drives you. If I'm just living to make others dreams and ambitions come true, through my labor, yet not my own, than life is meaningless. I need to be alive for my own ambitions and dreams, and it's only when fulfill own ambitions and dreams, can you really begin to help others fulfill there's.
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Post by X factor on Nov 29, 2016 22:00:03 GMT -5
Tomorrow is now, and will always be ugly to me, until 'fortune' changes.
Otherwise, 'tomorrow' to me, simply represents waiting or evil to put it's hands on you.
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2017 22:07:56 GMT -5
Anyways, tomorrow is beginning to swallow me up, so let me say hello and hi, while I can, and while you still can receive such bio energyTomorrow is beginning to swallow me up...help...gosh I so don't need tomorrow to arrive, nor do you. Tomorrow is a monster, will be a monster, the end, for many. So please hang onto 'now' with me, if not just for a few more minutes, moments. Tomorrow destroys and rots...now is 'safe' and sanitized. Hold my hand, for tomorrow scares me... Take care... Please don't let go I need you, and I need 'now'...don't let go, please...
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2017 22:25:47 GMT -5
Going to bed nowI'm scared, tomorrow scares me... I'm alone and scared, I'm not really........not really human, I'm a ghost. As such alone...please hold my hand and live with me in the 'now', forever, please. For tomorrow scares me, and will be the end for many. Just hold me, and I will feel it, OK... 'Now', this moment, is what I need you to cherish...OK... Goodnight...
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2017 22:54:21 GMT -5
Please don't leave me alonePlease don't leave me alone, cause I don't know what I'll be tomorrow... Please don't let go... I'm a ghost... I need you right now
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Post by X factor on Jan 15, 2017 22:06:33 GMT -5
I'm doomed tomorrowI'm doomed tomorrow, tomorrow wants to eat me up, destroy my hopes and dreams. Oh well...nothing I can do about it.
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Post by X factor on Jan 29, 2017 22:14:56 GMT -5
Tomorrow comethTomorrow cometh, tomorrow is creeping up on me like a goblin, and I'm not looking forward to it at all. Tomorrow is the one thing I cannot beat up, destroy, master or conquer, on the contrary, tomorrow will beat me up, destroy a bit of me, be my master and conquer me, and others. No one has ever escaped the clutches of tomorrow, it's why so many aren't here anymore. It's why I enjoy 'now' so much, this exact 'moment' in time, in space, or of 'Time and Space'...'~" Shortly after I post this, I'll settle in, lay down, sleep, and wake up, and tomorrow will be upon me, us. Have mercy on us Lord, please.
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