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Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 0:17:37 GMT -5
All I can say is I hate tomorrow, have no need for it 'right now' is all I need, this moment, safety, security, stability, but tomorrow, like the ugly beast it is, will force me to leave what I have now, and just, just, I don't know, be out there, totally vunerable.
It's all such a trick..goodnight.
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Post by X factor on Nov 25, 2021 20:52:18 GMT -5
Already hating tomorrow, and that's not good
Already hating tomorrow, and that's not good, I really actually wish that I could be enthused about 'tomorrow's , instead of dreading them as I do.
Had today off, and just like that the day's gone, gone, that quick.
And now tomorrow looms, again.
I seem to only hate tomorrow's though, when like scheduled to work, or scheduled to be somewhere I don't want to be, I notice if don't have to work the next day, tomorrow doesn't seem so bad to me, cause then it's all just one continuation of time, when off I don't measure time, when off, it's all like one long day.
It's usually only when work is the next day that my mood gets bent all out of shape.
Maybe if had an exciting job, working around exciting people, soxy people, single people, single and soxy and available, than maybe wouldn't be so bad, I don't know.
Work period, is just getting old to me now, it just seems pointless after a while, working just to get paid just enough to not be poor, or until one big tragic event occurs and sucks all your savings away.
Gosh why can't I win the lottery and just be done with this stuff.
Nothing else seems to work, I can't sell anything online, I've tried other things in the past, and none of it seems to work, other than showing up and some mundane job and receiving a pay check.
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Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2021 2:22:58 GMT -5
Tomorrow comes running up on me like hell.
I don't need tomorrow, I need 'now' and yesterday.
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Post by X factor on Jan 4, 2022 23:07:19 GMT -5
Tomorrow approaches, which means I'm one day closer to being dust one day.
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Post by X factor on Jan 4, 2022 23:08:17 GMT -5
Just look at what 'tomorrow' did to Elvis.
It ate him.
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Post by X factor on Jan 11, 2022 22:48:15 GMT -5
Tomorrow cometh like a sword
Tomorrow cometh like a sword or dagger
Ready to do damage to whomever stand in it's path.
Destruction hurt and damage, is all I see 'tomorrow' bringing.
My protection??
Today, this moment, today, right now, is all the protection I have against tomorrow.
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Post by X factor on Jan 13, 2022 0:18:27 GMT -5
Already tomorrows trying to grab me  Just got in, and already time for bed, it's as if tomorrows already trying to grab me, it is actually. Tomorrow just won't let me enjoy 'now', because 'now' would mean me staying up all night and not having to worry about tomorrow, but sadly, tomorrow I'm obligated to 'work', as such I need sleep, as such I have to shut down here after I post this, which means tomorrow has won. At my job, daily I see people in wrecks, accidents, and other terrible things that happen to them, me, you, us, that would not have happened to them, me, you, us, had tomorrow not arrived.
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Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2022 21:43:21 GMT -5
The feeling of waiting around for tomorrow to arrive is like death row, and waiting for your execution the next day.
It just feels like that to me at times.
Imagine how a death row inmate must feel knowing their execution is the next day.
That's how I fee right now waiting for tomorrow to come, or whenever I'm sleepy enough to fall asleep.
I mean it's to late for me to get into anything grand, or to party or to drink, so it's kind of like time is lingering.
I think it's my own fault, just the mood I'm in or something.
I should create a 'to do list', and just force self to do something, anything, to get mind off of the looming effects of tomorrow.
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Post by X factor on Jan 25, 2022 21:56:32 GMT -5
Tomorrow comes at me like a weapon 
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Post by X factor on Feb 8, 2022 1:32:49 GMT -5
Tomorrow cometh like a giant title wave to wash away 'today'  This image actually scares me for some reason, it's just scary, and maybe people now know how I feel about tomorrow, I see tomorrow as some gigantic cosmic MONSTER that will gobble many people up! Many will not make it past tomorrow, or will be hit with other calamities. What's wrong with today? I've made it through today, I survived today, so why can't today just last forever? If today lasted forever than so would I, myself and others. But no, tomorrow has to come and shove today out of the way like a gigantic wave of doom. 
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2022 23:21:54 GMT -5
Tomorrow looms like a dark tornado on the horizon  Tomorrow will not be better than today, no matter what...why? Cause today was already lived, I, we, if you're reading this, have made it through today. However, tomorrow, that cannot be said for many, including myself. Tomorrow we'll have to fend ourselves, not just against physical threats and surprises, but also mental ones, social ones, all sorts of nasty barbs being tossed our way. Social barbs, religious barbs, prejudice barbs, people with nasty attitude barbs, road rage barbs, political barbs and more. Many will eat the wrong food tomorrow and get food poisoning, many will get in terrible car accidents rushing to work like a fool (who the hell rushes, speeds, risks their own life trying to get to work? not I). Sorry, but tomorrow is just and always will be corrosive. I don't care if you have a baby tomorrow, time to, a string of tomorrow, will eventually devour the baby. I don't care if you're getting married tomorrow, time, and enough tomorrows strung together will eventually corrode the marriage, either naturally or through divorce. Tomorrow is really no ones friend. Today, on the other hand, if you're reading this, today is the day to hold onto for as long as you can, cause you made it.
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Post by X factor on Mar 4, 2022 22:57:31 GMT -5
Tomorrow is straight up like the devil to me right now.  And not only that, but one day is not enough to get anything done. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2022 22:17:38 GMT -5
Tomorrow comes at me like a black wall of death theres nothing wrong with today, not sure why tomorrow has to come. Today has held me, taken care of me, can't say the same for tomorrow. Oh well, there's not much I can do about it.
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Post by X factor on Apr 21, 2022 22:02:53 GMT -5
Tomorrow approaches like a devouring storm  Tomorrow approaches like a devouring storm, for many, tomorrow. Many people, do to know fault of their own, will be eaten up by the circumstances of tomorrow, whether it be war, famine, illness, accidents, violent incident, crime, you name it, tomorrow will eat many people up alive, and they'll never ever see Saturday. Is why I don't like tomorrow, and am honest about not liking tomorrow, ever. Cause tomorrow has destroyed everything I've ever loved, or thought I did. Tomorrow is that storm pictured above, and 'the drain', is yesterday. Everything just get's swept down or sucked down the drain, which is 'yesterday'. It's a very disatrous cycle, but I guess it's how nature cleanses itself.
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Post by X factor on Apr 29, 2022 21:26:13 GMT -5
Tomorrow I'm going to buy some real honey from a real bee farm, or at least the honey will have come from a real bee farm.  |
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