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Post by X factor on Jun 10, 2021 2:02:11 GMT -5
I already hate tomorrow
I keep looking at the clock, which I normally don't do, unless have to get up kind of early the next day.
But keep looking at clock and it keeps moving forward, like sharp teeth, slowly killing me, is what time is doing.
Tomorrow will bring me nothing more than today did, which is absolutely nothing
All tomorrow will do is bring me one day closer to my own demise or someone else's.
I guess that's why when younger, 'religion' use to make me feel so happy and calm with all the talk of 'eternal life'.
The idea of eternal life did, for sure, take the bite out of time, but then as I got older, well.
Let me put it like this, I visited a 'old folks home' once and not a one of them in there looked happy to be sick or that their days were short on the planet Earth...they all looked miserable...other than when someone tried to cheer them up.
They knew their lives were spent and gone, and that nature had no more use for them, nor society.
Hmm, eternal life?
That's for another post in another place.
But then again, if belief in eternal life comforts one while alive, is that so bad?
If the last thoughts one has is them thinking that they're going to Heaven or into the clouds, is that so bad?
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Post by X factor on Jun 10, 2021 2:32:16 GMT -5
This evil clock!  This evil clock! Can't I just relax? I swear, I just got in and already 'time', evil time, is already trying to shove me into tomorrow, why? Tomorrow is a monster to me, I mean it's like 30 minutes just flew by like in the span of 1 minute. Why can't time at work go that fast, or any other thing outside place engaged in that I don't like?
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Post by X factor on Jun 24, 2021 4:51:39 GMT -5
Tomorrow just sits there with teeth, waiting to bite me  Tomorrow sits there with teeth, just waiting to bite me, and others to, but most don't dwell on it as I do. I fear tomorrow, as I do all tomorrows, it time just stopped now, I wouldn't care, like if everything just froze, as in at a muesuam, like that one episode of the twilight zone where the Earth men landed on another planet and everything was frozen, everyone just stood still. I fear tomorrow, tomorrow wants to eat me, or at least that's how I feel right now. I envy those who look forward to tomorrow, I wish I were still that dense.
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Post by X factor on Jul 20, 2021 21:41:27 GMT -5
I don't have the words to tell you how much I hate tomorrow right now, as it incringes on my 'today'.
I have no use for tomorrow, none!
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Post by X factor on Jul 27, 2021 22:17:32 GMT -5
Tomorrow comes around like a ugly rabid Lion, waiting to devour you.
I'm not dumb enough as to think that tomorrow is ever my friend.
Just ask the 100,000 plus souls that won't be around to read this post in 24 hours.
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Post by X factor on Aug 24, 2021 22:21:29 GMT -5
Tomorrow is 'hell' to me
Tomorrow is like Hell to me, like teeth, that grind you a bit more before 'the end'
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Post by X factor on Aug 31, 2021 20:55:49 GMT -5
Corporate owned tomorrow is sick to me
Right now, today, now, I'm alive and well, learning about self, having fun.
Then noticed tomorrow have to report to work extra early...why?
Oh well..I have to if want to pay the bills.
But just saying, that means have to shut it down extra early tonight, which is 'now' which is me being alive and having fun, for corporate 'fks' tomorrow who could give a dam about me, whether I live breathe or die, as long as my generic labor earns them a dollar.
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Post by X factor on Aug 31, 2021 21:29:20 GMT -5
Corporate owned tomorrow is sick to me Right now, today, now, I'm alive and well, learning about self, having fun. Then noticed tomorrow have to report to work extra early...why? Oh well..I have to if want to pay the bills. But just saying, that means have to shut it down extra early tonight, which is 'now' which is me being alive and having fun, for corporate 'fks' tomorrow who could give a dam about me, whether I live breathe or die, as long as my generic labor earns them a dollar.
But like what happened in Afghan, could happen anywhere, when you think about it. |
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Post by X factor on Oct 5, 2021 23:23:43 GMT -5
Tomorrow is creeping up on me like hell right now  Tomorrow is creeping up on me like hell right now, like a college athlete wrestler being subdued by a alien from another galaxy. I have no use for tomorrow, none, zero, nada.
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Post by X factor on Oct 7, 2021 23:36:58 GMT -5
When you're a creative type, work is such a drab.
Work, it's so 1 dimensional, it's like going into a cocoon of nothingness for a while.
Humans so disappoint me.
They, most, even 'you', so fail to see what most are on the inside, if you'd just stop being so small.
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Post by X factor on Nov 18, 2021 23:45:44 GMT -5
Once again I have no use, zero use, for tomorrow
Once again, I have no use, zero use, for tomorrow.
What is tomorrow for or to me?
Mindless labor, where I work a job that a rodent could do, I do well, I get paid cheese and so on.
It's been a very long time since I've ever been eager about tomorrow.
When's the last time you were eager about tomorrow?
Your answer will depend on what stage you are in life.
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Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 0:02:25 GMT -5
Tomorrow is totally pointless and useless to me.
I mean what am I going to do tomorrow?
Earn some meaningless change?, as in a income.
So what.
It's all so petty to me.
Man is petty, this system of survival is petty.
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Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 0:06:36 GMT -5
I mean this idea that 'work' is good for thy soul, says who?
I think that was some stuff designed by the wealthy class, even during biblical days, so that slaves would feel honored to just labor and work for nothing.
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Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 0:07:56 GMT -5
I mean this idea that 'work' is good for thy soul, says who? I think that was some stuff designed by the wealthy class, even during biblical days, so that slaves would feel honored to just labor and work for nothing. |
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Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 0:12:43 GMT -5
Think about it, I mean shrinking some ones labor, their energy, their time, their effort onto a hourly wage, that barely gives them enough to eat, is that satanic?
What if same person, just allowed to roam land, live wherever, hunt, fish, build for self, what is that called?
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