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Dec 24, 2018 0:41:13 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2018 0:41:13 GMT -5
Well I guess it's time for bed, which is kind of a outdated term. It's time for 'sleep' would be more appropriate I suppose. Sleep is always the doorway to tomorrow, which I always now and will forever fear. Tomorrow always brings danger, and unforeseen horrors, mainly from man, and the deeds they plot. I wish there was another world I could escape to and just live like Adam and Eve, just live in big lush garden where food grew naturally, where didn't have to pay for anything, like the animals. No stupid employer, no bills, just wake up and explore life. Goodnight, I hate letting go of this moment cause once gone, it will forever be in the past and can never be recaptured.  |
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Dec 26, 2018 21:52:47 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 26, 2018 21:52:47 GMT -5
Sometimes gotta change alarm tone on phone clock to re inspire you to want to even wake up
Sometimes I find myself having to change alarm sound phones alarm clock, just to re inspire me to even want to get up at all.
Tune association can be positive or negative, and if same melody wakes you up daily, after a while that melody becomes associated with 'dread' after a while.
So I changed wake up alarm tunes, just to keep it fresh.
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Jan 1, 2019 0:14:01 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 1, 2019 0:14:01 GMT -5
Well I tried going to bed, but the people of this world and their odd customs keep me from falling asleep with all these loud combustible sounds.
I'm just not sure how the sound of things blowing up, makes people feel happy or better, I just don't get it.
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Jan 2, 2019 21:28:45 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 2, 2019 21:28:45 GMT -5
I just want to go to bed now. Alone and scared of this big gigantic world which I really have no control over. At least while in bed, asleep, in and out of dreams, the physical doesn't matter...  |
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Jan 3, 2019 20:10:02 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 3, 2019 20:10:02 GMT -5
And now it is time for bed, by far the most amazing time of 24 hour cycle for some, or many.
A time to be free, for subconscious mind to take over, a time to live as 'god' or the creator intended, a time to walk beyond thy own flesh and be whatever, experience whatever and more, and all for free.
What a joyous time, an 'Escape clause' (name taken from actual Twilight Zone Episode), but without evil twist as on series.
Just a time to be happy, where no one owns you.
I wonder what evil people who lack morals dream about?
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Jan 3, 2019 20:13:45 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 3, 2019 20:13:45 GMT -5
I'm just glad that when urinate in dream, that doesn't spill over into real life, but rather brains way of saying 'Hey dummy, get up, you have to go to the bathroom'.
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Jan 6, 2019 22:05:48 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 6, 2019 22:05:48 GMT -5
I use to love staying up late, whether I worked the next day or not, when younger, it just didn't bother me, but now after 10 pm, I bed down.
I so cherish sleep time that those two hours before midnight give me time to wind down in case can't drift right off.
Please going to bed earlier stretches the night out, cause will usually wake up at around 1-2 am, and already feel like had complete nights rest, then get to relish in fact that get to do it again, so it's kind of like getting two nights out of one.
But when go to bed late, as soon as you fall asleep, it's morning, and that' sucks cause no time to reflect on anything.
Man has really screwed life up, industry has really interupted the natural cycle of man.
People who wake up at like 4-5 am for a job, never get to know self, instead they wake up to be a slave to a company that will keep them needy all their life.
There's so much more to life than just being a wage slave.
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Jan 8, 2019 20:32:10 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2019 20:32:10 GMT -5
I'm tired, and I just get to a point in the day when I just 'stop'...I don't care, I just 'stop', I simply stop and prepare for bed, or bedtime no matter what. Much greater people than I couldn't solve yesterdays problems or issues, so what makes me, myself and I think that I can? I can't. All I can do, all any of us can do, is take care of own Universe while alive, which is 'self'. Outside of that, not sure. It's time for bed, it's time for dreams, it's time for a bit of freedom.  |
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Jan 9, 2019 21:11:11 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 9, 2019 21:11:11 GMT -5
Anyways, I think it's about that time, when I just say 'stop!' to everything, and get ready for bed, or maybe to stuff face with one last not so healthy late night or evening snack.
Hell we're gonna die anyways, so why not one last minute snack before bed.
You just reach that moment, when you know 'enough!', and time for bed, time to relax.
That valve just shuts off no matter what.
I think I'm there now within this 24 hour cycle.
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Jan 10, 2019 20:44:03 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 10, 2019 20:44:03 GMT -5
OK, time to shut down, I do believe, for this or the evening.
In other words, when exhausted all creative thought, time to shut down, right?
Be silent, and go to bed?
As I will here soon.
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Jan 10, 2019 20:46:19 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 10, 2019 20:46:19 GMT -5
I do love 'Liver', as in cow liver, yum so good, why let go to waste...
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Jan 10, 2019 20:47:07 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 10, 2019 20:47:07 GMT -5
I do love 'Liver', as in cow liver, yum so good, why let go to waste... Are you even human?, you odd ball.. |
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Jan 13, 2019 21:17:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 13, 2019 21:17:58 GMT -5
You know what, I fell asleep so early, that when laying awake in the dark, I just figured it was very early in the morning, but checked clock and only 9 pm at the time, that made me so much happier, almost like having a triple night.
Morning time, during the week, is such hell to me, that i was just so delighted to wake up and see that it was only 9 pm.
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Jan 14, 2019 21:47:27 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 14, 2019 21:47:27 GMT -5
It's time for bed, that safe spot, the only spot I really feel safe and or even alive anymore, if that makes sense.
Why?
Cause it's so still, and while in bed no one is telling me what to do, no one is ordering me around, you or I.
While in bed, all is so still and quiet, just you, yourself, legs and feet, and hands.
No one can say you're ugly while in bed and or asleep, as if still in the womb.
Good night all.
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Jan 16, 2019 21:44:18 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 16, 2019 21:44:18 GMT -5
Well it's that time people.
Whether completed days tasks or not, whether paid all bills or not, whether finished cleaning or not, it's that time, time for bed.
Time for body, mind and soul to heal and recoup, regardless of today's jungle.
The profession of being a Doctor was only created, invented, only and when people started forgetting the above.
(Stated first here in the zone, please don't steal that line unless reference the zone, thanks)
I don't even bother promoting this blog forum anymore, I just figure the wise and keen find good things on their own.
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