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Today
Oct 28, 2021 21:05:50 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 28, 2021 21:05:50 GMT -5
Today won.
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Today
Oct 29, 2021 8:41:21 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2021 8:41:21 GMT -5
Today has captured me again, and will do with me as it pleases.
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Today
Nov 19, 2021 23:41:34 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2021 23:41:34 GMT -5
Today had zero meaning to me
Today had zero meaning to me
1. I didn't meet anyone new, meaning anyone whom I'll develop a longer relationship with.
2. I didn't invent anything
3. Didn't create anything
4. Didn't laugh at all, until I got home and watched my own funny video
5. Didn't win the lottery, so still basically a working class stiff
It was just a meaningless day to me.
I mean you get up, go to work, but fortune never changes.
It was just a meaningless day to me, as tomorrow will be as well.
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Today
Nov 26, 2021 6:45:12 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 26, 2021 6:45:12 GMT -5
Today is here, gross.
It's not natures fault, nature is 'still', does it's thing for the most part, sun rises, sun sets.
It's 'man', his society, that makes today so miserable to me.
The fact have to be torn from place to go out and fulfil what?
Torn from where I'm relatively safe to just go out there in such a cold hostile place.
Oh well, it's here, today that is.
And it's going to beat me up for sure, all day long, at every juncture of the day, 'today', will be beating me up, and my cries will go unheard.
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Today
Dec 15, 2021 9:06:15 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 15, 2021 9:06:15 GMT -5
Today, what can I say, it's here, it's one of those 'dead days' to me, cause I work tomorrow, and so the fact that I work tomorrow will be looming in my mind all day long and into the evening, it shouldn't, I shouldn't let it, but it will.
I'd almost rather just sleep through the whole day to be honest and just get the dread of today over with, I'd probably have a more jolly time dreaming about stuff, than being awake all day.
I still need to grocery shop.
I've been alone for so long I'm starting not to be a people person anymore.
I think I've gotten use to my 'private space'.
Life is simple that way, lonely at times, but when alone, and it's just you, things are simple and calm.
Cause you're never going to hurt yourself, or exploit yourself, or yell at yourself, or get jealous of yourself, but as soon as you invite another into your space, things can get complicated quickly.
Conflict to me = 2 or more people in a space.
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Today
Dec 20, 2021 17:06:18 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 20, 2021 17:06:18 GMT -5
Today is one of those days that I'm just glad I don't have to work tomorrow.
Heck, I've slept through most of the day already do to having a late drinking night, probably didn't crash until around 4 am?
The thing about not drinking as much is when I do drink I tend to drink more at one time, cause feel healthier, so 'why not', I tell myself subconsciously.
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It's grey out, suns already going down, it's just one of those days that I'm glad I don't have to work tomorrow, cause if did my mood wouldn't be as, flat as it is.
I think what we have to do the 'next day', can usually effect our mood in the now.
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Fridge is all but empty, I needed to go shopping, what a messy day.
Messy messy messy.
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Today
Feb 2, 2022 8:03:34 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 2, 2022 8:03:34 GMT -5
Time to step out into the cruel world, today has arrived.
Today will claim many, be sure you're not one of them it claims.
Drive safe, pick your friends carefully, eat healthy, and the rest is up to fate.
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Today
Feb 12, 2022 7:04:42 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 12, 2022 7:04:42 GMT -5
Today has arrived
Today has arrived, and I'm afraid of today, I'm always weary of 'today' or 'today's.
For as bad as yesterday was, at least I survived it.
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Today
Feb 17, 2022 23:25:33 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 17, 2022 23:25:33 GMT -5
Today just kicked my butt all over the place.
I go to bed here soon feeling physically decimated.
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Today
Feb 17, 2022 23:43:52 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 17, 2022 23:43:52 GMT -5
I don't feel I got anything out of today other than being used for labor, and then when labor over, there's no energy or time left for myself; probably how a slave must of felt back in the day.
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Today
Feb 17, 2022 23:49:08 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 17, 2022 23:49:08 GMT -5
 Ye, today kicked my butt to, and today was anything but my friend. I go to bed feeling very defeated right now. |
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Today
Feb 21, 2022 10:18:27 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 21, 2022 10:18:27 GMT -5
My 'go getter' plans for today have just collapsed so far, so far today the bed is winning  I mean like I'm laying down in bed just zoning out, and it seems the more I just lay in bed the more content I am to do so. It's like my body is saying 'You really don't need nothing other than stillness and peace' Yet my mind knows that if I want stillness and peace later on down the road, I have to do things now to at least try to insure I have passive income flowing in weeks, or months or even years later. Cause without passive income flowing in, that stillness and peace is only given to you when not reporting to a job. So with what health and energy I have left, If I care about myself in the future, I'd better try to make some things happen today that will benefit me later.
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Today
Feb 28, 2022 16:30:28 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 28, 2022 16:30:28 GMT -5
Today is just rolling on by, to fast actually, still in the thick of 'today', but it's moving along to fast, even though not doing anything important as of yet.
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Today
Mar 2, 2022 7:14:48 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 2, 2022 7:14:48 GMT -5
Today is here Today is here, and whether I like it or not, I have to face it. Well, I don't like it.
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Today
Mar 2, 2022 7:55:16 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 2, 2022 7:55:16 GMT -5
There is nothing out there for me today There is nothing out there for me today, it's all for not. Everyone, everybody, everything, is simply a prop, until the lights go out.
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