Today

One of my keys to health is just to not 'stress' anymore...I've been homeless before, been there, done that, and survived.

I mean outside of health what really matters?

A billionaire and sick, or dead broke yet bionic type health?

I am nothing but biological self, the minute you realize that life becomes more relaxing.

Why did today ever have to happen or occur?

Today has been a very flat day for me

Today has been a very flat day for me, not joyous at all, and on top of that gotta work tonight.

Just not a very fulfilling day, nor was last night, cause I wasted a whole day thinking I was suppose to work, then find out wasn't after I got there, so wasted all day yesterday sleeping, and driving long way to job, just to have to turn around.

When I'm off, I just need to be off for days, a minimum of 3, in order to restore myself.

Just the act of getting up and going to work has become a burden to me, no job, within my skill set, is that exciting to go to anymore.

And in real life, most people lack the flair, characters have on TV.

I wish I had gotten into entertainment venue, where at least the people you meet at work pretend their exciting and about something....I'll even settle for a fake exciting person right about now.

I know, I know, it's all about attitude, but right now mine needs a reset, and that won't start until off work tomorrow for a few days.

I actually just need a hug, and out of 5 billion people on this planet, there's not a single person I can get one from right now.

Even prisoners locked up in prison, get more day to day affection and appreciation than I do.

Today has been really annoying so far

Today has been really annoying so far, it just feels like one of those 'off' days.

First internet connection problems, then functionality issues with movie maker editing software I purchased, then next thing you know the mornings gone, wasted on nothing.

Today just feels 'off' thus far.

Sometimes you feel as if certain people are just hired to watch you, to make sure that every little thing in your life goes wrong, to the smallest details, just to see how much it takes to make you go insane.

Like in the movie 'Trading Places' with Eddie and Dan, and how 'actors' were paid to mess up their lives all over a 1 dollar bet.

But with me it's like 'Oh, lets go into their computer and turn this switch off, then when they go to turn on light, make light bulb blow out, and then when they go to sink, make faucet valve break, that should drive them mad'.

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Then you turn on the TV, and here comes the news updates, this many people shot, this guy shot, no suspects.

So now you have all these crazy shooters running around who never seem to get caught.

Then comes the Satanic depressing Corona updates, then comes the stupid commercials.

Then the TV scenes that always play into political correctness, like how come on TV, anytime a 'white' couple sitting down at resturant, how come there's always a black couple positioned behind them?

This occurs in almost every single Move, TV show and or TV commercial.

Whenever a white couple at resturant dining, there's always a black couple positioned behind them.

Who could be so stupid!!

'Oh, there's a black couple in the resutrant eating dinner also, so the resturant must not be racist'...

Is that what they want the viewer to think?

Then the Hitler or Darwin scientific stats on w vs b health and vitality.

Now according to Hitler or Darwin scientist working for National Public Radio, the corona virus seeks out black folks more than any other people on the planet.

The corona virus just knows who's black, I guess the corona virus has eyeballs and can fly, navigate towards any human they consider black...even though 'black' is not a scientific definition of human.

Like I said, today's just been off for me so far, and everyone and every thing seems hyper stupid.

If I were in the mountains I'd go take a hike right about now, maybe instead I'll go to the beach, I don't know.

Today

Today is here, today I'm awake now cause cell phone rang and snatched me out of edge of sleep.

I think it was the devil calling, just another unknown number, will have to set new phone to 'do not disturb'.

I've wasted the first hour and a half flipping through TV channels, and listening to radio broadcasts, nothing enlightening at all.

Just annoying stuff like seeing a local news station interviewing Kate Brown, the Governor of Oregon, and hearing that this ladies biggest concern on, near and after election is protecting peoples rights to protest........not protecting property, but protecting peoples rights to protest which means allowing them to once again burn buildings and loot stores.

How do people like this get elected?

Oregon use to be a tough state like Michigan, now some 120 lb female geek runs the State??

No wonder the state is burning down on all levels, the forests are burning do to terrible land management, and the streets will burn again if the activists don't get their way.

How do these geeky Librarian types get propelled to such powerful positions, and then once there destroy the cities, towns, and States elected to protect??

Oregon use to be a tough Logger, deep woods, type of state, what happened?

And ye, it always had that small coastal surfer, alternative culture, but that culture always stayed in check, now that culture seems to have taken over the State and elected offices.

Watching what's happening to this nation now, is like watching a bad horror movie, a 'B' horror movie with cheap actors and players.

The older relatives of those now in power never thought it would be their own sauce footed off spring would be the ones tearing things down, they always thought it would be like 'Dem black folks' or 'Dem dern minorities'...little did they know it would be their own 'W' off spring, all grown up, would be the ones tearing America down with all their wierd funky, hippie ways about them.

And this is how my day begins.

Continued from above.

I'm done cleaning out shoe box of mail, but there's always that one piece of mail you're glad you noticed just in the nick of time, with me it was driver license renewal stuff, always hate to miss those deadlines, just to get pulled over one day for not wearing a seatbelt or something, then wonder why officer taking so long, then see another squad car pull up (always trouble), then they approach, and say 'Would you mind stepping out of your vehicle'...

All because driving on suspended license, it happens to the best of people (not me, but others).

Is why glad I did catch that piece of mail that did remind me that my drivers license expiration date approaching soon.

But all the other junk mail went in the garbage, except some 'vote now' stuff, will read that later.