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Today
Jan 27, 2023 23:08:01 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2023 23:08:01 GMT -5
Today beat me up like a rag doll  Today beat me up like a rag doll, as such I just don't have much left this late night or evening. All I want to do is rest now.
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Today
Feb 3, 2023 8:35:04 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 3, 2023 8:35:04 GMT -5
Today is here, and so am I, still.
Today will for sure 'try me', but I'm here.
What 'try's me', is big industry society, which is so unnatural to the pulse of life.
Engines, noise, traffic, which just bends people out of shape.
None of it is natural..
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Today
Apr 12, 2023 12:02:39 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 12, 2023 12:02:39 GMT -5
My Wednesday  It's Wednesday and I'm a cognitive mess on the inside. Just wasting time, and not motivated to do a thing. Missed out on a mandatory safety meeting yesterday that I just wasn't aware of. Lost all my keys last week. I'm just a mess right now on the inside, and I'm drinking more beer again. I'm a mess, and need something to snap me out of it. All that aside, it's Wednesday and I'm still here, for now. It's up to me to make things better.
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Today
Apr 24, 2023 22:05:16 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 24, 2023 22:05:16 GMT -5
This is what today felt like to me
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Today
Apr 30, 2023 10:23:42 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 30, 2023 10:23:42 GMT -5
 I think I will groom, and get dressed today, instead of moping around the place bare. Getting fully clothed just puts you more in the mindset to get stuff done, in and outside the place. |
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Post by X factor on May 9, 2023 20:20:59 GMT -5
What I have learned today, is that maybe I probably actually really do need no one.
Humans are not godly, that's for sure.
Everyone schemes, everyone has a boatload of insecurities inside of them that controls their behavior.
Lust overcomes human flaws.
But if don't lust, you're able to see the ugliness of human nature for what it is.
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Today
May 11, 2023 8:55:41 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 11, 2023 8:55:41 GMT -5
I'm off today, and have just been waddling around in bed, in and out of a gripping sleepy drowsiness while watching an older 90's cheaply made sci-fi movie on Amazon Prime titled 'The dark side of the moon'.
But ye, normally I feel guilty about laying in bed to late and doing nothing, but today, it feels right, as if resetting 'self'. or healing or something.
I feel mellow.
Not sure what's going on with my inner self as of late.
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Today
May 11, 2023 9:00:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 11, 2023 9:00:58 GMT -5
I think though, I may try to muster up enough enthusiasm within myself, to get up and do some grocery shopping. I don't need much, maybe a slab of salmon from the meat deli.
Salmon usually lasts me almost a week, in that only eat bits of it at a time after cooking it.
Also, I'd buy some fruit, of course, which is my main stay when at work and driving around.
Raisons and dried cranberries, maybe some eggs, and that's really about it.
But even that will probably run over $30.00.
But I've learned if you don't buy healthy food, you'll simply end up spending money on unhealthy food, which actually costs more.
Food is medicine, the right kind of food that is...so eating isn't a option, we all have to eat, it's just a matter of what.
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Today
Jun 5, 2023 18:25:24 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 5, 2023 18:25:24 GMT -5
Today? I don't know, just another day where life smeared me, and then laughed about it.
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Today
Jun 19, 2023 22:18:55 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 19, 2023 22:18:55 GMT -5
When today's gone, this Monday, it'll be gone forever, so enjoy it while it's here  I'm able to enjoy 'this moment', cause I don't have to work tomorrow. If I had to work tomorrow, my mood would be totally different. Work is so overrated these days. I mean why should anyone be enthused to work a job that keeps them only weeks away from nothing. Hourly pay is exploitive, very much so, and should be phased out, in my opinion.
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Today
Jun 22, 2023 22:05:54 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 22, 2023 22:05:54 GMT -5
I gave the day all I had, and now ready to rest and recover I think compared to what most of us face, how most of us are treated by others, by our circumstances, ect, I think we probably do appear as sissies to spirits that are way stronger than us, as the elements are. I think the toughest guy, who's made of flesh, is a sissy to the spirit realm. That aside, I have nothing more to give to this day. Life still amazes me at times, my own. So now, will lay down, and prepare to do it again tomorrow. And wow, so bad what happened to that crew in the submersible sub, talk about a watery grave. Looks like the Titanic is still claiming lives.
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Today
Jul 1, 2023 9:53:38 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 1, 2023 9:53:38 GMT -5
Time to get up and out, and see what the world has to offer me today. The world has no one to beat up, if I'm not out there getting beat up by the world, judged, mentally spat on, whatever. But that aside, I do need to run to the store real quick.  |
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Today
Jul 13, 2023 6:52:57 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 13, 2023 6:52:57 GMT -5
I hate today, for pulling me away from yesterday
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Today
Jul 17, 2023 12:44:44 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 17, 2023 12:44:44 GMT -5
Today is here, but I'm not.
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Today
Jul 24, 2023 11:07:37 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 24, 2023 11:07:37 GMT -5
I woke up feeling like 'Hey god, just come get me already'...
The world I knew years ago is shrinking, and so am I...
Thus begins my day.
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