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Post by X factor on Jul 24, 2022 22:08:50 GMT -5
AM I my brain, or is my brain me? Who controls who? Do I control my brain, or is my brain seperate from me and controls me? Who is in control here man??
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Post by X factor on Aug 16, 2022 20:56:55 GMT -5
Truly strong men aren't afraid of me 
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Post by X factor on Sept 27, 2022 2:22:20 GMT -5
yes, i vomited earlier
Not sure why, just know body had enough of 'me'.
Our bodies are like our parents use to be to us, always looking after us even though we may not deserve it.
Oh well...cleaned the vomit up.
Now time to go bac to sleep or rest.
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Post by X factor on Oct 11, 2022 20:35:33 GMT -5
Shutter Island
About to watch shudder Island, what an appropriate movie for this section
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Post by X factor on Jun 25, 2023 20:52:53 GMT -5
A classic
A classic.
The dizzy sissy was here so very long before the mainstream stuff you see on TV today or Dillan M, ect.
The dizzy sissy, with their playful goofiness, paved the way.
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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2023 17:55:42 GMT -5
odd looking vampire gal  Odd looking gal with vampire like teeth. Would love to see them 10 years from now.
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Post by X factor on Jul 10, 2023 17:24:58 GMT -5
Male sissy dungeon  Male sissy dungeon, hmm. That place seems better than my current reality, maybe I can swap places with them.
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Post by X factor on Jul 17, 2023 18:35:01 GMT -5
Not having a good Monday at all, not a constructive one at all  Not having a good Monday at all. I feel rotten on the inside, a bit ashamed actually, for things I spoke or texted yesterday while on the phone with someone. I was drunk, and my emotions got out of hand. Liquor, always just brings the worst out of me, like a different spirit just emerges. And then the next day, like today, I feel rotten about what I wrote, said or texted. Seems everything in my life is on the decline, my vehicles, my enthusiasm for my job, my social life, my hope, dreams and aspirations, it's all in decline, or so it seems. Anyways, sometimes writing about it helps, sometimes it doesn't. What really helps is simply to stay preoccupied with small stuff, anything to get your mind off of current reality.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2023 22:59:26 GMT -5
I feel like I'm going through some kind of physiological menopause or something.
A genderless menopause, or maybe a age related menopause, or like how insects, some, go through different phases of life, some shed, others go from cocoon to butterfly or moth...who knows...I just feel body and mind changing.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2023 23:01:39 GMT -5
I think my body deserved a lot better of a caretaker than me.
The way my life has turned out, I should of been given a bad unhealthy body, not a healthy one.
I mean as it stands, I've always had a healthy body, but a unhealthy life circumstance.
Or so it seems....everything is relative, I suppose.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2023 23:34:35 GMT -5
The DS thinks they're a cat...good gracious
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Post by X factor on Oct 9, 2023 19:14:04 GMT -5
Monday It's Monday, I'm here, and that's about it...what else can I say? The world is in chaos right now....my future will be in chaos unless I figure something out. Employment is such a waste of time to me...waste of time and energy, yes, of course I work, but I never get ahead. I need to get another RV. Poor people really are suckers. Anyways, my mind is scattered right now. I'm glad I don't live in the middle east or Africa. Oh well, time to get on with the evening.
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Post by X factor on Oct 30, 2023 3:34:53 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Oct 30, 2023 14:16:19 GMT -5
I think the 'curse' of this video has come true, and that man, in real life, represents the world
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Post by X factor on Dec 20, 2023 23:20:55 GMT -5
I like turning my stress and anxieties into art I like turning my stress and anxieties into art. I know people, because of Hollywood, only like seeing 'W' women as victims, or fearful, but I'm here to tell you nothing could be further from the truth. Men, males, act brave, instinctively, mainly when around women, but when alone, believe me you, males get scared also, especially when have no one to comfort you, or them.
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