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Post by X factor on Mar 30, 2024 0:15:14 GMT -5
Amazing how you can work all day, doing physical labor, hour and hours, and eat on candy bar, and then you get fat  I worked my butt off today, and sure, ate some snacks along the way, but still, you'd think the hours of work would burn off any calories from the candy, or soda, but nope. Just doesn't seem fair. Also, odd you tend to lose most weight while in bed sleeping, which I'm about to do here really soon.
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Post by X factor on Jun 8, 2024 21:34:32 GMT -5
Believe it or not, this song inspired me to stop drinking tonight and want to get sober
People who say rappers aren't talented are dishonest intellectual baffoons.
Listen to these guys, their lyrics, and how tight they are.
That's discipline, and you can't do that if drunk, stoned or high.
They're lyrical athletes...and just made me want to stop drinking tonight, and instead be sober and focus on my craft...and being the best I can be at whatever gift god gave me.
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Post by X factor on Jun 8, 2024 21:36:56 GMT -5
Believe it or not, this song inspired me to stop drinking tonight and want to get sober People who say rappers aren't talented are dishonest intellectual baffoons. Listen to these guys, their lyrics, and how tight they are. That's discipline, and you can't do that if drunk, stoned or high. They're lyrical athletes...and just made me want to stop drinking tonight, and instead be sober and focus on my craft...and being the best I can be at whatever gift god gave me. Yes, odd that rappers, true lyricist, that are good at their craft, would inspire one to want to sober up. I think it's cause you can't be the best at what you are if drunk, stoned or high, whether a rapper, a pilot, teacher, athlete, etc... Sobriety is what brings out the best in you, us...in my opinion. |
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Post by X factor on Jul 20, 2024 14:17:16 GMT -5
It's Saturday It's Saturday, and I've been stuffed inside this room on computer all afternoon, I should go just do something outside this room for a while, but I'll wait till it cools down. That heat just knocks you back inside. ------------------------------ Ran an ad on C/L and as usual, always get the bottom of the social wrung who respond. Some drag queen type responded to a acting job I had posted, and turns out they're homeless and cars either in the shop or impounded...basically a needy person...needy people with nothing to lose and only stuff to gain by getting over on you can be dangerous to stability. They're homeless for a reason...drugs, booze, bad personality, irresponsible, it's something. You just don't go homeless for nothing, and lose your vehicle as well...it takes steps to get there. A homeless drag queen, hmm. If I were drunk I'd be all over that, as in calling them to do a interview or photo shoot, but since sober, as of late, I'm more careful. Anyways, it's Saturday..the above portrait taken today.
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Post by X factor on Jul 27, 2024 12:59:06 GMT -5
Seems I'll always be a patient of the T-Zone, cause I fit in absolutely nowhere else. I just don't fit in anywhere else other than here, or so it seems.
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Post by X factor on Aug 4, 2024 11:33:32 GMT -5
 When I workout, my body responds decently, it's just before and after, that well, sometimes muscle pain or soreness can be felt. Also, workouts don't really improve my mood, hope, hope for the future is what changes your mood. But without hope, it's like working out on a ship that's sinking, sure, your fine for the moment, but what about tomorrow? |
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2024 18:41:40 GMT -5
Amazing how I'm able to waste such large swaths of the day doing absolutely nothing of significance I think I'm the worst waster of time ever, or near it. Suns already going down, I've done nothing all day, other than waddle with self...wow. And still got stuff to do, rent, this and that, none of it's fun. I drank last night, and still worked out today. Please slow down time...time moves to fast, or mans scheduling of time does. It's mans fast paced world that stresses me out, not so much time. Anyways, better get busy with next thing on the to do list. it's still summer, today was a holiday, the Russian Ukraine battle continues. And generally, people still suck. It's Monday.
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Post by X factor on Sept 6, 2024 9:39:42 GMT -5
Yep, it's Friday alright Yep, it's Friday alright, and by gosh, I'm still here, some how, some way, I'm still here and still apart of this conscious stream. That being said, this morning got up and fried some eggs...I think it's the first time I've done that since my other apartment caught fire. The stove top oven I use now is out of wack. They heating elements are all dysfunctional, and only go super hot or off. And my a/c fan won't turn off, so have to turn the breaker off. Not sure how much longer I'll be here so haven't made any maintenance requests.
Took a late night walk last night, it was slightly raining, more like drizzling, had umbrella with me. It was a nice relaxing walk. I just can't come home and stay cramped up inside, I don't know how people do it, come home and just stay inside the whole time...not me, I gotta movie, walk, bike. Anyways, after this will groom, get dressed and go to the store and spend money. Then, who knows, I don't have the most exciting life...I'll probably study, and finish film school related stuff. Film school my azz, more like film sham, online course. I pay the salaries of others and in turn I get nothing...oh well. It's Friday, I'm here, so may as well live while alive.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2024 13:20:01 GMT -5
Monday I believe in male beauty on here, and if a male of color, all the more cool since males of color are usually portrayed in the media as, well, you know. If women can wear pants, and fly fighter jets, and play basketball and race in NASCAR and do the rodeo, than bi gosh men can look cute, if they so chose. Anyways, it's Monday...yuk.
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Post by X factor on Oct 28, 2024 15:33:32 GMT -5
Monday What a waste of a day. Slumping all day since getting up a bit after 12 noon. Still slumping. I drank last night and acted a fool. Nothing good or positive to report, same o same o. I'm always getting in my own way. It's Monday.
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