Cross Identity therapy section

Digital trans only (Actually, I don't like the term 'trans', cause it suggests I'm trying to be something other than myself)



I create images of myself, like the one above, as a way of relaxing 'me', it's a form of medicine for me.
I'm not trying to transition into anyone or anything other than myself.

Actually, when I'm in public, as in the regular 9-5 world, it's when I'm not looking like the above picture that I feel as if I'm faking it.

Well, then again, just like with women, I do have range.

Females are allowed stylistic range, way more so than men.
A woman can dress like a man at work or at play, then that evening transition into a dress and heels, and no one questions their orientation.
Yet if a male does that, they're instantly tagged as gay or 'Q' or you name it, they're shamed.

That aside, if I could be or look one way all the time, or project a cheerful energy, all the time, than I'd love to always be able to radiate like the image above, but sadly, I cannot.

Sadly, I can only enjoy this version of myself through art, digital art, I suppose in the past I'd of had to learn how to air-brush or paint, in order to create alternative versions of myself.

Very odd theater



Very odd abtract theater..

Male or female feet, can you tell the difference?



Are feet genderless?

I know some males have softer feet than some females, or at least when younger.

White and Asian males, when younger, tend to have softer feet, than say B women, who always seem to have rough masculine looking feet, or scared up feet.

It's Sunday



It's Sunday.
I just got done working out, short but effective, I'll workout again later today.
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On a side note, I notice those who screamed about Jesus to me the most, years ago, are all afflicted with medical issues now.
All the ones telling me about nutrition, are now sickly...I don't get it.

I was drinking hard during those years...as in working class drinker, meaning I'd drink when at home and on the weekends, yet went to the doctor on Thursday of last week, the 22nd of Aug, and got a clean bill of health, even my liver was in top tip shape...hmm.

I'm not saying drinking is good, cause it isn't, and currently I'm trying to stop, but I just find it ironic those who always say 'Jesus' every other word out their mouth, are the ones who I see getting sick, sickly, can't walk right, etc.

I just find it a sham, a crutch, a mental condition, a sign or insecurity in their own salvation.
That's why I left all that crap...I didn't leave God or being a decent person, I left the sharade of church types.
It's like a competition with them, who can be the most Jesus like, or who can brag the loudest about how much their god blessed them.

'Oh, I was blessed 10 times'...'Oh yeah, well I was blessed 20 times', and so forth.

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Anyways, seems we're all afflicted in different ways, my affliction is in the form of social isolation.
That being said, it's Sunday, I'm alive, still here, but other than that nothing is new under the sun.

Art that scares males



I like creating art that scares other males, and what scares most males the most, anything that challenges their sense of manhood.

Horror art depicting typical blonde lady looking scared, that's to easy and is everywhere, just go to netlix and look at all the scary movie covers, 98% of them depict some 'white' lady screaming or looking scared or being terrorized by some monster.

As if only white women are fearful or have nightmares or are vulnerable, not true at all, totally an invention of Hollywood.

Where 'white' is innocent and everything else is dirty, total invention of colonial era racist mindset.

But in my art I bring forth a different reality, where I realize on the inside everyone is frail, and struggles with issues.

Usually the more frail on is in the inside the more violent they tend to be on the outside or in behavior.

Scared people act violent.

Just observe 'animals', it's the same in nature.

So anyways, in my art, I like depicting males as being the ones who are outwardly vulnerable, exposed and weak.

Older post from 2020 taken from the 'Grace Under Fire' blog forum, part of the same blog form connection.
graceunderfire.boards.net/thread/11/me?page=2&scrollTo=231

Who is the dizzy sissy?



Who is the dizzy sissy?

A clean, transpersona personality, that's who they are.
They live in a world where people project ugliness onto things they don't understand, and or assign attributes to others, that aren't correct based on their own inner impurities.

Anyways, just watch the short YT vid and learn more.