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Post by X factor on Mar 29, 2022 7:06:31 GMT -5
 First on list is 1. get dressed 2. finish clearing out junk in living room And that's it for now. Oh, and call dealership and tell them I won't be coming in today. |
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Post by X factor on Apr 4, 2022 11:16:56 GMT -5
There's stuff you want to do, then there's stuff you have to do, doing stuff you have to do feels like death to me, cause it's like forced labor, forced energy.
Like maybe calling some customer service dept of a bill that overcharged you or something.
You know ahead of time will have to wait on the phone for at least an hour, or be on the phone for that time.
dead time.
It's time you're alive, but not doing what benefits your spirit, instead engaged in man made red tape.
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Post by X factor on Apr 10, 2022 13:11:16 GMT -5
I also notice, rarely does anything on my to do list, involves activities outside my home or place.
Most things on my to do list are in house stuff, cleaning type stuff, tasks type of stuff, but hardly ever get out and go to the zoo type of stuff, or go bird watch type of stuff.
Maybe I need to change that.
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Post by X factor on Apr 10, 2022 13:15:23 GMT -5
The Beach  Like here I am, I live very close to the beach, yet haven't gone in years, why? I need to start putting more fun stuff on the 'to do list'. Although I'm not really a beach type person anymore.
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Post by X factor on Apr 10, 2022 22:21:59 GMT -5
Sometimes I rebel against my own 'to do list'.
Like say I wrote something on the to do list, and it's been 12 hours ago, well when finally get to that item, I may no longer be in the mood to do it anymore.
Cause that's what happened a few minutes ago, an item came up on the 'to do list', that I no longer feel like doing.
And it was to 'blog' oon another blogging site of mine connected with google.
But now no longer in the mood to blog there, so I doubt I will.
For blogging when you don't feel like it makes your writing less interesting to read, so instead I'll do something else.
It's late, about to just free style it and do whatever I feel like doing until bed.
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Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2022 6:52:08 GMT -5
I've got about 20 things I can instantly put on the to do list.
From shopping to cleaning, to book writing to ordering stuff online to creating videos, songs, and more.
With that being stated, it's time to fill in this to do list and see where the list leads me today.
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Post by X factor on Apr 23, 2022 11:50:51 GMT -5
If I hope to get anything meaningful done today, will have to create a 'to do list'. Cause if not, will spend all day just spacing off and thinking about stuff, while not getting a thing done. I need the 'to do list' to at least get my feet moving in any direction of action.  |
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Post by X factor on Apr 23, 2022 11:57:38 GMT -5
Today's 'to do list' shall be work, and clearing and cleaning out stuff that should of been cleaned and cleared out weeks and months ago...yep.
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Post by X factor on May 1, 2022 14:24:43 GMT -5
To do list
I know this, doing stuff in the 'real world', is a lot more fulfilling than online stuff, it just is.
Online stuff has robbed me of many real life experiences over the years.
You can just feel someone out so much better in person than online.
Not sure why Elon Musk would blow 45 billion for more online crap.
I would of purchased the moon.....🌒 or something for that amount of money, or my own nation, know what I'm saying?
Just buy enough land where you could just create your own nation, with it's own rules and constitution and all, but instead he bought twitter?....for real?
Anyways, there's a lot of day left, and I still have energy, so let me get started on a to do list.
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Post by X factor on May 2, 2022 22:28:42 GMT -5
At point in day where energy level is such that 'to do list' is becoming about useless to me. The more tired you get, the easier path you want to take, and that usually means doing stuff that's fun. And for me creative arts are what's fun, not cleaning the kitchen or cleaning the floors, or straightening up the living room, but rather creative arts, stretching the 'norm' to it's artistic limits, that's what's fun to me, so that being said, I think I may redo the list to just include creative arts type of stuff.  |
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Post by X factor on May 5, 2022 11:21:13 GMT -5
Online stuff will drive you made after a while, in that it's not natural or healthy to spend so much time online, it just isn't.
You don't see animals on the computer.
It will just drive you made in little ways by effecting your mood.
All the forms, registrations and crap, and other micro stuff, all the while it's sunny outside and we're inside wasting time on computer crap.
Is why I have to break day up into segments, like when in school, remember that?
How like in school you had 'periods', 1st period, 2nd period, and so on, well I still must plan day like that or I'll get burned out.
In one hour time, I have to do at least 4 different things, to stay energized, maybe that's good, maybe that's bad, some professionals who study attentiveness would say it leans more towards bad, in that in order to really succeed at stuff you have to focus on stuff for very long periods of time, not just minutes.
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Post by X factor on May 5, 2022 20:07:24 GMT -5
This time of the evening or night begins to get boring on the 'to do list', cause end up doing what needs to be done, rather than what I want to do, as in clean out fridge came up next.  I mean cleaning up inside of fridge is not exactly the most sportiest or soxiest thing one can do when enjoying the last hours of time off from work. But it has to be done or I would not have put it on the list. |
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Post by X factor on May 11, 2022 10:09:12 GMT -5
To do list need to coordinate with your mood in order to get them done
Your mood will dictate what you get done on the to do list.
And time of day as well, if it's morning and have lots of energy, than stuff on the list should reflect that, like
1. go shopping
2. exercise in the park or take a walk or bike ride
3. walk the pet, if have one
4. Clean the deck area
Just general stuff that will exploit your early day energetic mood.
Then as day progresses can add more cumbersome stuff to the list like
1. pay this or that bill
2. Call custumer service at ATT ect
3. Do laundry
4. study
and other such mundane stuff.
But ye, I find creating a to do list with the mood I'm in, in mind, helps me to get what's on the list done quicker.
Cause on most of my lists, the list will quickly build to like 20 things to do, and in the course of the day, the whole day, I may only get 3-8 of those things done...if that.
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Post by X factor on May 15, 2022 13:37:33 GMT -5
Time to create a 'to do list', or I'm going to get fat. But today, I feel so lazy, that even to lazy to even create a to do list. Sleep and rest will be on every other number in the list.  |
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Post by X factor on May 16, 2022 12:02:31 GMT -5
OK, nearly half the business day is gone and so far managed to complete one thing on the 'to do list', sort of. Which has to do with my lease. I mean where am I going to move to? Rent is skyrocketing everywhere and I got a good spot.  I mean what place, for comparitable cost, could I move into? Rent has doubled since I've been here, but everything pretty much has. I just don't have the energy or enthusiasm to move, and it's not like I'd be moving into a better place, or a larger place for less, so I think I'll stay put for now, cause really, that's the only thing I can do. Staying put is the path of least resistance right now. |
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