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Post by X factor on Jul 4, 2023 8:31:39 GMT -5
Getting dressed and groomed just to go outside to your vehicle can seem like such a chore, when in a lazy mood.
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Post by X factor on Aug 1, 2023 8:49:27 GMT -5
It's Tuesday It's Tuesday, and I'm still here, wow. I wish time would stop pushing me towards tomorrow, cause tomorrow, enough of them strung together, simply leads to a cliff. I wish I could stop time. Anyways, it's Tuesday, not much going on at the moment, I'm off, I'm somewhat relaxed, and that's my starting point for the day. My hair is longer and thicker than it's ever been in my life, even though I'm older than I've ever been in my life as well. Every day you wake up, you're older than you've ever been in your life. I need to start treating my body better, that's for sure. Anyways, let's see what the day has instore. Its' Tuesday.
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Post by X factor on Aug 8, 2023 16:51:53 GMT -5
It's Tuesday, what a bust of a day so far  It's Tuesday, what a bust of a day so far, bedroom, stay in the bedroom, type of day. If, when, I move, may as well get a studio, since I pretty much only occupy one room of this place. But now, I'm sure, studios cost just as much as apartments. Life is getting more difficult with age. Well, life isn't, but man, his greed, is what is making things more difficult for people. Anyways, I need to hit the 'to do list', if I hope to salvage the day in any way shape or form. People who have nice soft clean feet just totally put me at ease, for some reason.
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Post by X factor on Sept 19, 2023 20:51:43 GMT -5
It's Tuesday Yep, it's Tuesday, and life is still tough, and mean, and brutal most of the time. Not so much life, but rather the people born and alive, are the ones who are or can be so viscous and mean. All I am is alive, I'm not rich, I don't prosper, I just live, all I have to offer others is myself and my life energy, if that's not enough, oh well. Anyways, it's Tuesday. For the record, like a air force fighter jet went missing for a few days after the pilot ejected, and the plane kept flying....they finally found the downed jet. What else is going on...Oh ye, Deon Sanders is hot right now, and has his Colorado Buffalo team 3-0 so far, but their next game is the Oregon Ducks...any wages on this game?? I should get into sports betting...hmm. Anyways, it's Tuesday, life is tough and hard but doesn't mean we have to be...later and out.
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Post by X factor on Oct 17, 2023 11:42:45 GMT -5
Terrible Tuesday As soon as I turn on the phone, hell will begin for me. The main thing is, is I scheduled a trip out of town, or 7 days off, without telling the company I work for and in less than a month! I was drunk, what do you expect, but now I gotta go...and even I know you don't do that. But here's the thing, I haven't taken a vacation in over a year. But also, they tell you not to schedule time off during the holidays. I never do anything wrong at that company, so hopefully I have some good grace points. I'm going to see ___ _____. Anyways, I'm nervous about calling the company, cause can already hear the noise. And I'm not cancelling the trip... Will I lose my job? I doubt it, cause they're already undermanned, but still I feel bad, cause normally I just don't do stuff like this. Don't ever make rash decisions while drinking or drunk. I wish there was a breathalyzer made for phones and texting, that way when drunk you can't text stupid things, or call people and make a fool out of yourself on the phone.Oh well, I've put it off long enough, about to make some waves on this terrible Tuesday, at least for me. I think it's Tuesday?
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Post by X factor on Oct 24, 2023 9:06:46 GMT -5
It's a dizzy Tuesday, oh heck...  It's a dizzy Tuesday, oh heck. Anyways, Tuesday is here, and so am I, Tuesday though, will win, and end up atop of me and my useless pathetic life and existence. (OK, enough of the dramatics) Anyways, I wish I could get a redo in life, but I can't, or actually each day we wake up is or can be our own personal 'redo', I suppose. Anyways, it's dizzy Tuesday, my brains still warming up.
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Post by X factor on Nov 14, 2023 1:41:08 GMT -5
Just flew back in town yesterday...don't have to work till Thursday, so, well, just kicking back and being lazy, about to watch a slasher movie.
Drank earlier, not sure why...I don't need booze anymore, I'm better, happier, without it.
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Post by X factor on Nov 21, 2023 14:19:37 GMT -5
It's Tuesday, and well...  It's Tuesday, and well, I'm here...that seems to be the pattern as of late, I'm just here. And to make it worse, I have to work tomorrow.
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Post by X factor on Mar 26, 2024 12:47:03 GMT -5
Uncertain Tuesday Uncertain Tuesday...the life worm is very deviant, always seems to follow you around and spoil and rot all your dreams. The key is getting away from the worm, or those with the bad luck worm in them.
I do believe bad luck spreads like a virus.Anyways, all that said, I think I'll get dressed, groom and go workout. Not that I want to, but right now I think a quick workout in the park is the best thing I can do for my mind and body. The one good thing is I've gone about 6 days without a drink, losing weight, and emotions are stabilizing, and so is general health. Oh well, if only I could shake the worm. It's Tuesday.
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Post by X factor on Jun 25, 2024 9:53:41 GMT -5
Janet Tuesday  It's Tuesday, how would Janet, from the TV show 3's Company, handle themselves on this Tuesday? Who knows, they'd probably wake up to Jack cooking breakfast for them. Well, I have no one cooking breakfast for me today, or ever, and my first order of business today will be fitness, but after I groom, get dressed and take out the trash. I have two cars, one's decent, the others a old p/u truck, and I have a mountain bike. Now that live on first floor, I've been riding bike a lot more since don't have to carry it downstairs. This new location has it's ups and down, as far as my health goes. Also, need to see a computer tech today, to see if they can find a charger for my new laptop, which I left at the last place....and maybe go by the post office and see if they have my box key yet. I will try to break the day down into 30 minute periods, maybe that way I can get more done...cause lately who days have been going by and still, with all that time, I seem to get nothing of consequence done...I think that's do to drinking beer, I emphasize beer, cause I steer clear of liquor now, for the most part, but still beer, if drink enough, can have the same effect on your body and mind, make ya lazy, make ya not want to do anything the following day or even days. --------------------- Anyways, I'm up now, so may as well get on with the day. I only wish I had fun relatable neighbors like Jack, Chrissy Snow and Janet, and or even Larry. Back when neighbors actually spoke to one another and had fun, and aspiration...maybe they still do in some areas, but not here...these younger urban raised folks are introverts...social media raised types, no face to face social skills at all.
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Post by X factor on Jul 2, 2024 10:43:34 GMT -5
It's Tuesday, again Time is just moving way to fast, as of late...I don't like it. Time is corrosive...period...time is destructive...period. Freeze or stop time and all evil goes away...what about good, does good go away also if you freeze time? Not really, cause good is just really 'safe being'. A monster cannot hurt you without the forward movement of time. Cancer cannot spread without the forward movement of time. Anyways, time certainly not waiting on me today, so let me move on and get some stuff done. It is the summer of 2024, July 2nd and most of all it's Tuesday.
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Post by X factor on Aug 6, 2024 19:57:29 GMT -5
I do believe it's Tuesday  I do believe it's Tuesday. What a odd day for me, internally. It all begins internally, and our internal mood is projected outward. That being said, all day I've kind of had a feeling of doom and dread. It may be because I drank Sunday night, was tempted to again this evening but settled on a Big Mac meal instead. Going to McDonald's satisfied my desire to go out and do something reckless.
I really didn't accomplish much today at all, just wasn't in the mindset to...just not. I mean if today's mood was do to my drinking on Sunday night, than wow. I've been trying to stop drinking altogether lately, which makes when I do drink have more of a bizzar effect on me. When your system is clean and you're healthy, that's when booze hits you the hardest. 888888888888888888888888888888888 Anyways, it's Tuesday...Kamala Harris has chosen a running mate, things in the middle east are heating up between Israel and everyone else, the Ukraine was continues on, Trumps running mate is JD Vance (bad choice)...stock markets not doing so well, interest rates are high, Boeing has a space capsule stranded in space at the space station. And the Olympics are in progress. And most importantly, I'm still an adult version of Charlie Brown, nothing but rocks in my bag.
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Post by X factor on Sept 18, 2024 10:05:39 GMT -5
Prince, although they were short, makes me feel shorter after viewing this
Watched this minutes ago, and not only does Prince make me feel short, they make me feel very small.
I know they were just human, but some humans are very large, based on their own accomplishments.
If you measured my accomplishments next to that of Prince, it's as if I haven't even been born yet.
The man inspires me, but at the same time forces me to realize what a 'bust' I am, and how little I've done in this world to distinguish myself or contribute anything.
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Post by X factor on Sept 24, 2024 21:44:43 GMT -5
Tuesday It's Tuesday and another hurricane is brewing in the gulf area of Florida...but where I stay will just get the outer bands...darn...yes darn. I've been through a few hurricanes by now and can say other than taking a direct hit, I like the outer bands blowing through the area and cleaning up the muggy southern air. It's like a constant wind that doesn't stop, and it just blows all the smog and pollution away...and everyone usually chills during hurricanes, criminals chill, the government chills, places close down... I just find it very relaxing.
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Post by X factor on Oct 2, 2024 17:34:23 GMT -5
It's Tuesday It's Tuesday, not the best day for me. Like a fool, like a lonely fool, I drank beer last night, and it's messed up my mood today. Was tempted to drink more today, but I know it would just get worse. You feel bad after drinking, then want to drink again to forget that you feel bad, and it works, for a while, until once again the next day arrives. I've gotta travel in a few weeks, lots of other changes about to occur, and I need my mind to be right. But reality can be scary, and when have no one to confide in, it's easy to fall back into drinking. People have no idea what it's like to be totally alienated...most would crumble, but I carry on. Anyways, it's Tuesday, maybe I can still get a few things done today, after I go to the bathroom again.
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