It's Tuesday

If I didn't drink, there's be a lot of 'wild moments', that would of never happened.

I'm beat, and haven't worked today, I do tomorrow, but didn't today, but still feel beat.
Recovering from an illness still, and just been working on a project all day and last night.

Funny about music or videos or any art you do, the longer you put in it, seems the less noticed it gets, yet when you just throw something together, that's what usually gets the most views or listens.

Even with MJ, and his first hit albums, 'Off the Wall', 'Thriller', him and that producer (I forget his name, he's legendary though), they threw those albums together in no time, yet that same producer walked out on MJ when doing his next album 'I'm bad', which, ahh, was a sinker, cause his producer said MJ was taking way to long and over thinking all the songs.

Anyways, I'm beat, gotta work tomorrow, haven't even cleaned the kitchen yet, been so absorbed in my art.

But that means you enjoy it when can spend so much time on a project and time just fly's.

Well, on this Tuesday I took a test ride in a Dodge Challenger, and before that had a Urine test.

Two great events that shall be remembered in the halls of history.

If I didn't record what I did on each day of the week, there's so many events, good or bad, I'd simply forget about.
Posting about my mood or events in my life every day of the week helps me to measure progress or one day look back and reflect.

I think life can go by so fast that if don't 'mark' the days we were here, in the future its easy to forget we ever were.

It's morning, it's Tuesday, and I think I'll get dressed and continue cleaning place out, which I've paused last day on.
Cleaning up, clearing out place can be exhausting, and even make you sick, if stuff clearing out has dust on it, mold spores and whatever else.
I was going to try to get a new car today, but I think I've talked self out of it, thankfully.
so instead of a new car, maybe I'll splurge on new clothing to make myself feel better.

Today is my Sunday, got to work tomorrow, so although it's Tuesday, it has that Sunday night feel to it.

I've been off a lot lately, and not complaining at all.

All this work harder and longer stuff is such a farce, unless creating your own business, otherwise it's just a servant/master type of sentiment handed down for centuries.

'Just work work work slave/servant, and one day it might pay off, one day you might even earn your freeeeedom'.
Ye, OK.

I've worked hard my whole life, and it has never paid off in the form of higher income.

Income is what matters, not how hard you work.

'Well if you work hard others will notice your efforts and you'll get a raise', some say.

I say 'no', not always.

What usually happens is if you work hard, people around you get jealous and sabotage your efforts, or your immediate supervisor will take credit for your accomplisments.

The people who determine your pay very rarely even ever see you working hard, they're miles, States away, on the golf course...or in some investor meeting, or skying.

Anyways, what can I say, it's one of those evenings I kind of with I just had a friend to hang out with and explore places like when little.

Remember when a hobbit, how you'd get with your friend or friends, and you all would just go explore places you've never been before, grange elevators, abandoned buildings, whatever.

I was raised in a safe area where you could do that, where I stay now though, if you tried exploring abandoned building you'd probably run into meth heads or the homeless.