Remembering & Trying to make sense of dreams...

Time for bed and dreams

Time for bed and dreams

Best part of my 24 hour cycle, cause I get to encounter strange entities, people from the past, pets from the past that talk, odd weird symbolism that lives, yet in real life wouldn't make sense.

No hunger, no worry about money, or employment, can fly, dive, can have super human strength, can suddenly have people you use to have a 'crush' on suddenly like you back.

Dreams are amazing, but can be scary also, or allow darker energy to mess with you (but that's for another section)

When I dream, I'm free, subconscious digs up stuff, scenerios I never could or would while awake, it's like therapy.

My dreams are so vivid, I get to live out past dreams and ambitions, fly jets, or do this or do that, that in real life impossible for me to do under current circumstances.

Some of you are lucky, where being awake, you're allowed to live out your dreams, but others of us have to sleep first, in order to live.

It's Friday, not going out, instead going to bed early so can dream

Going out costs money, dreams are free

Going out, limited to certain 'social circles', 'caste systems', social orders, yet when I dream, can cross and blend into a variety of social circles, class and levels.

Going out after dark is dangerous, may make someone mad or upset, next thing you know getting punched in face or on the ground, in dreams, if any of that happens, just wake up, and start over.

Don't envy me, that my dreams are so realistic and vivid, for if I had a social or 'outward' life worth a dime, I'd much prefer that, but I don't, and so dreams, dreaming, fills that void.

And while in the dream it's just as real and relevant to me as being awake, in dream, or dreams, still dealing with issues of life, but in abstract way.

In dreams, get to go back in time and resolve things, talk to people, classmates, even family members long gone.

Heck, even pets haven't seen for years, suddenly reappear in dreams, and sometimes even talk!...just odd I tell you.

Dreams are as much apart of my 24 hour life cycle as is being awake and navigating physical world, which more times than not filled with disappointment, unless super rich.

If super rich than you can make your dreams come true, but if poor, dreams, or dreaming, make you feel like you're rich, while in them, can even fly at times and defy gravity, 'Time and Space' even.

Anyways..time to dream...later.

General thoughts

It's odd how if sleeping and TV on in background, your mind will work audio from TV or radio into dream, will 'weave' audio of real world into script of subconscious dream or dreams.

Just odd, then you wake up and realize a part of the dialogue in dream was do to audio on TV or radio.

Dream: Don't be mislead

Have had dozens of dreams over last few days, but one that particularly stands out from last night or early morning is of driving in gigantic pick up truck with 3 people, we were driving in kind of a working class hood area.

I was driving, and while driving the guy who was seated next to passenger door asked me if I could pull over so we could exchange something (I forget).

All I remember is I agreed, pulled over, got out of driver side door to walk around to their side, and as doing so they started driving off in gigantic pick up truck, and I remember them looking back at me.

They were 'Indian' or Pakistani, the types you see working at so many convenient stores, they had glasses on, mustache, and were looking at me as they drove off.

Then I realized they had 'set me up'...someone must of paid them to abandon me there so they could damage my life.

I felt betrayed, felt like it didn't matter which direction I ran, in that I was being watched, and who ever wanted me abandoned there could see my every move, maybe had gun aimed at me, maybe had 'goons' ready to pounce, who knows, it was just a bad feeling being betrayed like that.

So I used my 'wake up' card to get out of that situation.

Not sure what dream meant, whether meant for me, or to express here, so that another can think twice about someone in their life that might be shady.

Who knows.

I do know in dreams, characters don't always make sense, yes in dream, the one that betrayed me was of Eastern origin, but could of just as easily been a moose or Daffy the duck.

Only the future will reveal whether what I shared above is relevant to some ones life or not, or even my own.

But if nothing else, dream means be weary of being 'set up' in the future by those you may think are your pals, friends, but are not, and whom will sell you out in a heart beat.

A guard dog and companion that could talk

Had a slew of many dreams before this end one that I'm choosing to write about.

In this last dream, before waking up, it was night time, was sleeping inside of some closed enclosed shelter near a public place, maybe a boat ramp or something near convenience store, or bait and tackle store combo, but it was night, dull, street light illuminated the place.

Suddenly realized had 'pet' outside enclosed shelter (which felt like a giant tent the size of small shed with all my clothing and stuff inside)

Anyways, something was communicated to the people or person outside, and pet was let in, which was a dog, small at first, maybe even a poodle bread, but as pet entered, the place I was in turned into a van, I was sleeping inside a van, and obviously homeless or traveling in the van.

Again, anyways, dog was very thankful I let it in, and I felt bad for forgetting it was 'out there' on it's own.

We hugged and flirted, the way dogs and their owners do, but then dog started getting larger and morphed into a very large wolf sized German Shepard.

The dog started pacing nervously around me, as if time was short, it wanted to make long term plans with me, as if a human companion, as if we both knew time was short, and no matter what it said, what it expressed, I knew it was a dog, and as such we could only ever get so close.

Then dog started pacing again around inside of van, with me in sleeping bag, so I asked it 'what's the matter?'

And the dogs response was 'I think they're trying to kill you'

Or 'I'm worried they will kill you', or something to that effect, to which I responded 'whom?', to which the dog responded 'just forces out there, bad forces 'collect' and gather and then plot evil.

I thought about that for a while, in dream, and assured dog things would be OK, even though now dream began taking on a more pre nightmare theme.

When suddenly (as nightmares begin) you could see like 'light' appearing through van side door, frayed light from a flashlight shining from the outside, which meant someone was eyeing us, or the van from the outside.



Like guard dogs do, it 'froze' and was like ready for action, I laid still, and motioned dog to do the same, cause I knew best defense was not to make presence known, but if dog started barking, than whatever was outside of van would know we were inside.

And whatever was outside of van just felt very evil and sinister, and with this I woke up.

Summary of dream.

1. For a change there's was something stronger than me that actually cared about my well being, and vocalized that...a big bad wolf, so to speak, was actually on my side, and in a way that felt good, in that haven't had anyone bother to care about me, as a person, 'as is', in years, maybe over a decade, enough to actually protect my person.

2. But as tough as dog was, I began thinking, yes dog was concerned about me, but also knew if something happened to me it would be at the mercy of 'the powers that be', so was it concerned about me, or what would happen to it if I wasn't around?...

3. After waking up, I realized dog is dream was right, there are a ton of forces out there trying to kill me, maybe not actively, maybe not 'today', but none the less death is never that far away from any of us, one misstep here, one bad decision there, or one evil friend here, another fried, or associate with bad intentions there.

Or this disease or that illness, whatever, in a way the dog was right in broader sense in that as soon as born, death begins to stock us.

Not sure what this 'dog' represented or was suppose to, but in dream it was a large German Shepard with insight, and could talk, and wanted a future, and wanted me to be apart of it's future, but in real life there's no such figure.

Dog could of just represented self, I don't know, dreams are like that, and is why I share them incase they have meaning to another or others down the road.

According to this video, scientist in Japan have created technology that can visually record your dreams



The video can explain it way better than I could.

Odd Dreams

1. Dreamed of white dude, younger, like between 18-25. and had super soft hands, very soft...almost glowing soft white hands.

Just the opposite of urban female hands with long jagged nails and all...and for some reason everyone wanted to hold this younger white males super soft hands.

2. Some kind of 'incest' dream with image that resembles own sister...did not make sense.
They allowed me to caress their feet...and more, very odd.

Dreams are just weird...