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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 10:26:08 GMT -5
I look at other forum layouts and templates, chat rooms, social media sites...but in the end, I really don't need any of it...
In the end, it's kind of all meaningless...
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 10:28:23 GMT -5
1000's of pages of discussions about nothing...
Hours lost online, that could of been spent meeting and greeting in real life...
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 10:29:42 GMT -5
Nor do I really feel like managing all sorts of different personalities...I tend to get along with all, but attract others, who do not.
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 11:35:04 GMT -5
 But then again, I'm like the Universe...in that my spirit (s) and thoughts and understanding are forever expanding... I can't stand still and be 'static', simply to appease others who are slow and limited in how they comprehend the world around them.... |
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 11:37:34 GMT -5
And because I have no 'status'...I really have nothing to protect...my net value is zero, therefore I have zero to gain and zero to loose by whatever I express...
In other words I mean nothing to no one...accept 1.
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 11:47:57 GMT -5
I, we, simply leave behind a trail of reflective energy...energies...
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 11:49:00 GMT -5
People talk all the time, when their mouths are closed...
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 13:02:10 GMT -5
Sometimes the more you know, or think you know, the less it all matters...
To much information to the soul is like to much air inside a balloon...after a while you just 'pop'...
Information can be useless at times, unless you're able to engineer change.
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 17:46:49 GMT -5
I de-activated twitter account...It was becoming odd and creepy to me.
Like being starred at by a bunch of mindless zombies...so I de-activated account.
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2013 22:33:36 GMT -5
Well the weekends about over and I feel energized...not sure why.
I'm eager to see what tomorrow will bring...late night optimistic mood brought on by who know what.
A healthy shake maybe...
Even can't wait to dream...
Sometimes you have to let go of things, burdens...and then you start to feel better.
I call it 'dead weight'...
I look forward to the day when I only have to interact with people of my choosing.
I know that sounds selfish.
But who doesn't really feel that way?
Anyways...time to see what tomorrow will bring...later...
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Post by X factor on Sept 3, 2013 20:24:01 GMT -5
As of current I'm not connected to any social media sites...I split from twitter yesterday, for a while... Cause I saw a very haunting disturbing pattern that mimicked an account I had before... Sometimes your worst enemies can be the ones you let into your life. I mean if you keep giving a certain few all your social media information...or just account name..and people keep sending u personal messages saying 'hey, some ones saying or spreading awful things about you'... after a while it makes you wonder... That's why it's best sometimes to keep all your accounts segregated...so that the left hand doesn't know what the right hand is doing. Movies like 'Misery' or 'Fatal Attracttion' are very plausible in real life...  Where someone thinks they own you...and the only way they think they can win you over is to drive others away from you... So they try to drive others away by whispering awful things about you behind your back, hoping you'll come crawling back to them... It's a weird dynamic...and one that's very 'off' or 'bent'... Some folks just seem to like you better when you're down...when you're down, its the only way they think you will ever need them. |
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Post by X factor on Sept 3, 2013 20:33:41 GMT -5
It's usually not strangers who hold a grudge in you, cause strangers have no stock in you or your being...
It's usually people, or someone, whom you've had a connection with in the past, in some way shape or form, that causes you issues in the future.
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Post by X factor on Sept 3, 2013 20:40:20 GMT -5
When you have talent, dark souls try to burry you, and your talent, in fear that you will replace them one day...
Kind of like infanticide...kill off those who may, could, rival or replace you one day...
It's commonly done amongst animals in nature...humans, unfortunately do the same, but in back biting or stabbing ways...
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Post by X factor on Sept 3, 2013 21:12:14 GMT -5
Another possibility is for me to simply buy, purchase, my own domain name or site... Just out right buy it... But what am I really trying to achieve? I write first and foremost to entertain myself. If I had a open forum...than I'd simply take on the role of a 'manager'... I could do that... This forum here is pretty much a closed forum...a blog forum...a read only forum... But I could easily create another forum where discussions and members are encouraged... But what would the theme be? And what would I get out of it? Business, music, arts? Politics only? All you would get is endless threads of people fighting and insulting each other. This forum here is more like a TV show...  People come here to watch and listen only...like a show on TV or something...a variety show. In a way it sometimes take the burden off of folks when the show, or TV show or Blog show, at times speaks for them. Kind of like an adventure movie, or adventure blog, or theatrical blog. And I'm content with that for now. Heck...if I were smart, I'd hire some college geeks and pay them to develop me my own social site. Oh well...I'm thinking to much right now... Long day, and to think tomorrows almost already here again... |
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Post by X factor on Sept 3, 2013 21:35:03 GMT -5
But then again...why not just start a real live club in the 3-D world...like real life lounge and club type of deal...  I mean why not start a real life community, instead of a 'Avatar' online one? I could see myself doing that to...and would probably be more fun and fulfilling, to start a real life entertainment lounge...where amateur musicians, comedians, and other performers entertained the crowd. Cause this online stuff is kind of distant, and lonely at times... But when you go out in real life, you actually meet folks who change your life...there's no hiding behind computer... I'd rather have a real life lounge where 40-80 people came on the weekends, real souls, with real personalities and traits, and interests, than a online community of 200,000...where you never get to meet any of them at all. Yes, I think a real life 'club'...would be more fun and fulfilling...a dance hall, (different themed nights)...or comedy hall, or theatrical hall...something where you're interacting with real folks. Basically like having you're own 'Tonight Show'...where guest performs, then you interview them, make audience laugh and so on...hmm |
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