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Post by X factor on Jul 28, 2014 17:28:13 GMT -5
People are odd in that they only want you to look good, soxy and attractive if a Movie Star or celebrity.
But in day to day life, most people will resent you if you have 'star power' like qualities.
Particulury women.
Women, I notice, in day to day life, prefer for males/females to look dull, ugly and unattractive, as not to compete with their own 'territory'.
If you're a male, and look 'stunning', woman will turn their face the other way as they walk past you in store...at least lower class women who are insecure.
A strong woman likes 'beauty' regardless of whom it comes from, but weak lower class women need men to look ugly, so that they can 'shine' in contrast to his ugliness.
That stems from a very self centered taught nature that many women in the West have.
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Post by X factor on Jul 30, 2014 18:42:23 GMT -5
Like aliens from the movie 'Slithers'  Not sure what to say. I'm all out of love I'm so lost without you. All outcasts will eventually find their way here. Monsters, actually are pretty..... |
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Post by X factor on Aug 1, 2014 20:36:56 GMT -5
I decided to stay in tonight, even though it's Friday...life, safe life, is about listening to those inner voices.
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Post by X factor on Aug 1, 2014 20:44:21 GMT -5
Ok ok...I know you want to know what I'm doing...I'm watching 'Revenge of the Sith' DVD...Ok...are you satisfied?
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Post by X factor on Aug 16, 2014 9:13:00 GMT -5
As I sit on balcony As I sit on balcony observing nature, birds, squirrels, even fish...I'm not sure humans get anymore out of life than the animals do. Animals are free, humans really aren't. Animals aren't born into 'Governments' with laws and rules. When I look up in the sky and see young birds stretching wings for first time, Hawks gliding in the thermals (Or buzzards, can't tell)...I say to myself 'now that's freedom'. There is no animal 'hoods' or 'ghettos' or rich or poor animals, animals don't 'hoard' stuff and then force other animals to labor to aquire basic living essentials. Humans aren't really free anymore, and the further man advances the less free and more complex societies get which are all linked into commerce and trade and big business. Animals don't do drugs, they don't smoke, drink alcohol. More and more I look at their lives with envy, the simplicity of their existence. How each is equipted to deal with it's own environment. Animals have no stores yet get buy just fine, no banks, they don't carry cash, yet still thrive. Man, those who engineered our path, have gone terribly astray. The longer you live, the more you begin to realize that.
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Post by X factor on Aug 17, 2014 23:47:08 GMT -5
I really hope those 'shots fired' coming from Ferguson, weren't fired from 'instigators' who deliberately wanted Officers to fire on crowd.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2014 1:21:42 GMT -5
Money, the love of, the need of it, has turned many into 'devils'.
Man has always had the ability to be devilish, but today technology amplifies that trait.
There are some very odd things going on with 'Consumer targeting', that have to deal with credit card use, Yahoo services, google, Face book and other media giants.
I can't put my hands on it yet, nor do I have the proper terminology to describe, but something 'gross' is going on behind the scenes.
This new world spirit is not honest.
But there's different fronts or waves of evil descending over the planet, each weather front of evil has it's own distinct aim and purpose.
That's the best I can do for now.
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Post by X factor on Sept 16, 2014 7:11:26 GMT -5
I just find it odd that you can go into store, buy something, like cereal or other brand name, then go home, and find add of similar or exact product in the advertisement section of your email or anywhere else you traverse on the web.
Or you can just walk into a retailer, like Kmart or Sears, then come home, and adds are of Kmart and Sears.
As if our phones are tipping off where we are, but that would take co-operation from retailers and other 3rd parties.
This is an interesting topic I want to dabble into later.
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Post by X factor on Sept 21, 2014 1:09:03 GMT -5
Very bored tonight, or early morning. I was looking at older portraits of self, before they were called 'selfies', which I think is a stupid term. I prefer the term 'self portrait'. Anyways, looking at some, and realized how much I've evolve in a few years. I don't think I'll ever be in that mindset again, at least not here, in this environment. I wanted to look 'beautiful' and did. Portraits allowed me to project all different sides of myself that society said I shouldn't, or couldn't be, and for about a year and a half, all I did was create self art. Then I just stopped...not sure why...life changed, environment changed, and I guess I changed. But it's why I'm glad I was creative when mood window allowed it. I was a bit nieve too. Nieve, innocent, all that changes after a while when you start seeing things the way they really are, instead of how you want them to be. None the less, when you work in theater or the movies, how wonderful it must be to play dress up all the time, and people understanding the context in which you're doing it in. Yet if you get into a character or play dress up in your own non commercial art, people don't give you the same latitude they do 'Movie Stars' or Theater performers. So everyone else is just expected to be dull and 1 dimensional. When in fact dressing up in festivals, with paint, beads, ect, use to be apart of many past cultures, both males and females would adorn self. Now only women can really do that. As such many women have become very self absorbed, at least in the West. In the West, the only time men can really dress up and be flamboyant anymore is in the movies, stage or as a Musician, other than that males are generally expected to be bland, when it comes to fashion. If you're a male and dress up colorfully, people automatically assume, think you're 'gay' or gayish. I guess all past Indian males would of been considered gay, by todays standards, with feathers in hair and all. Oh well, what's it matter now. At least here in the 'Mansion' known as the Zone, spirits have a bit more latitude of expression.  |
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Post by X factor on Oct 17, 2014 9:26:16 GMT -5
I never try to convince people of who I am anymore...either they know or don't.
What I mean by that is while they're busy evaluating 'me', they themselves are being evaluated, and instincts is one of the things being observed.
Good instincts, some people have it, others do not.
Some will draw close to a snake and say 'gooood snake', others will draw close to an Angel and say 'baaad Angel'.
(extreme examples of course)
But what I'm saying is I feel if I have to convince someone whether I'm good or bad, whether my intentions are honorable, than I figure their instincts aren't very good or honed in.
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Post by X factor on Oct 21, 2014 21:23:43 GMT -5
What a terrible online/media evening, night
The internet/media is starting to seem more and more distant to me, almost useless.
Maybe cause I haven't evolved in how you're suppose to use it.
I basically use it to find information and to share information, and in the past just doing that was how you could meet interesting people.
Now, now...just lifeless adds, bots, that clog up browser, and near zero interaction unless a celebrity.
It just feels empty, not on here, cause the feeling on here is deliberate, but I'm referring to other places like twitter ect.
Just feels empty and dry, like nothing you say, feel, matters unless a celebrity.
It use to didn't be like that.
The internet is becoming less and less useful to me in many ways.
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Post by X factor on Oct 22, 2014 20:31:02 GMT -5
Lone Wolf possible Islamist attacks Canadian ParliamentThis is every day stuff for folks in the streets, around the world, that mainstream types block out and forget. Yet now, when gun fire rings out in upper crust zone, the world should be shocked?, feel saddened? Yet on the streets, all around the world, this stuff goes on all the time, people live in fear all the time, ordinary forgotten people who don't make enough income for the world or media to care about. Gunmen like this terrorize you once, and then they're done, where as a lot of brutal systems terrorize you over a lifetime through injustice, low pay, bills, corruption. Where as crazed gun man is simply a one and done type deal. On my list of things to fear, that cause me anxiety, make me nervously anxious, Islamic terrorist still rank around 49th out of 50 other things. At least where I live now, Islamist terrorists aren't the ones making my life miserable. It's State powers, with mandated fees, Insurances, taxes, low pay, banks that won't loan, and Federal intrusion that keeps hard working people at the bottom.  Islamist terrorist are the least of my fears and concerns right now. And if I feel this way, millions of others do to.
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Post by X factor on Oct 24, 2014 18:43:03 GMT -5
Just look at the people in the media, they're no better looking than you, not in any better shape, not smarter, they're simply on TV, buried behind lots of make-up to cover up blemishes.
No longer does seeing someone on TV or hearing on radio, no longer do they comfort me, or I see as being 'brighter' or 'more informed'...I just see them as being employed and doing job paid to do.
Ordinary people paid well simply for being in right place at right time.
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Post by X factor on Oct 24, 2014 18:45:14 GMT -5
Right now watching 'The Omen II'...
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Post by X factor on Oct 29, 2014 20:23:02 GMT -5
Why do nearly 99% of all horror movies evolve around white women?It being Halloween and all, I just notice, have noticed for years, that it seems all horror movies evolve around the victimization of 'white women'. I wonder why that is? And the writers of these movies or scripts, are usually 'white males'. I find that connection interesting. What males love to victimize white females in fantasy horror. As if some kind of 'porror' effect. Horror + corn = Porror ( a term I used on a old blog as well). Porror is where you mix subtle light corn with blood and guts, and that's pretty much all horror films are. Every single horror movie, scary movie ever produced, seems to evolve around 'white women' as the victims You would be hard pressed to find any horror movie where a white woman or girl, wasn't the central theme of the movie or victim. Maybe 'Chuckie' is one....'Christine' another...'The Omen'...and a few others. But by far most horror movies are themed around the victimization of 'white women'. As if all monsters and demons and aliens in the Universe, and King Kong, only like to victimize 'white women'. The real question should be who are the authors of all these scripts that create that reality and why?
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