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Post by X factor on Nov 22, 2014 14:23:55 GMT -5
When one friend or associate begins to fade, is not genuinely there for you, funny how 'the powers that be'...Fate?, send another.
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Post by X factor on Dec 9, 2014 18:48:19 GMT -5
Gift Giving I guess when you have no one close and personal to give gift to, you instead end up buying gifts for a few people you know, encounter daily, but aren't really 'friends' with. Either way, it probably does more for 'you' than it does them.
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Post by X factor on Dec 22, 2014 23:19:52 GMT -5
Time for bed, boy how time fly's by fast lately, expecially when at home, away from stress and just chilling alone...the clock just moves hyper fast.  Tomorrow just always arrives way to fast. |
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Post by X factor on Jan 1, 2015 10:05:17 GMT -5
If you have to constantly chase after some ones friendship, attention and loyalty, than they're not right for you, no matter how lonely, they're not right for you and will prevent you from being in position to pair with someone better. If you have the type of aquaitance that keeps you in the basement 'until needed'...run from them or leave them.  |
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Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2015 21:10:24 GMT -5
Seems every ones becoming extra cruel lately
In that very few actually treat others as they want to be treated.
This applies to 'suggesting' negative things about others, rumors, lies ect, doing any and everything to tarnish another's image, whether over romance, job, church/mosque/temple, politics, sports and so on.
At work notice how many love suggesting the cruelest things about others and their intent.
Talking about others behind their back just seems the norm now.
But to me it still feels ugly.
Also the things that come of peoples mouths while talking to you or others, can sometimes just be dark, and more reflect their warped perception more so than reality.
Not sure why some love dumping their ugly thoughts about others onto 'you', as if you're as warped or unfair as they are.
Co workers can be some of the worst when it comes to this, always suggesting favoritism, or other things that indite the character of another...but it's never them, never their attitude, it's always someone else to blame.
Lately it just seems harder and harder to run into positive people, positive situations, positive encounters.
Everyone just seems damaged on the inside, and act out on others based on that damage rather than trying to fix self.
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Post by X factor on Feb 2, 2015 18:29:36 GMT -5
The thing about going out, while out you meet the most supposed wonderful people, hold hands, talk, drink together, laugh, joke together, leave number, but next day you never hear from them ever again....  |
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Post by X factor on Feb 5, 2015 19:13:12 GMT -5
Former classmatesFormer classmates tend to treat you as your Mother would, in that they're the only ones outside of family that knew you as a mild... 
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Post by X factor on Feb 5, 2015 19:54:00 GMT -5
 It would be nice if everyone had a maid or cook like Alice, from the Brady Bunch, to look after us daily, cook meals and clean up... |
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Post by X factor on Feb 11, 2015 21:14:06 GMT -5
No demons allowed to view me when old, sick or hospitalized If, when, I ever fall ill, and or allowed to grow old, and end up in hospital bed in sick state...no one will be allowed in room accept maybe 1 All others banished...the way I see it, if people failed, refused, to see your brilliance while young and vibrant, than why the hell would they want to see you when old and or sick and or near death? Why?....why?...cause they're demons mocking you, that's why.  While young, in prime, none of them helped promote you or your talent, ran away whenever they heard you might actually be doing well, ran away when you needed them the most, but when you fell, or fall, suddenly same demons come back into your life, cause they love a train wreck. They're to warped, have to many character flaws to actually be happy with you succeeding. They only feel they have a place in your life when failing. Such souls will be banished from my hospital room...if they were never for me when I had potential, they dam sure are not going to get sickly evil satisfaction of seeing me if and when I fall...and eventually we all do. I don't want no one around me accept the janitor.
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Post by X factor on Feb 12, 2015 21:37:13 GMT -5
One thing for sure, is that everyone is a cheat, no one is honest and or pure, and most are out to get you.
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Post by X factor on Feb 13, 2015 21:17:37 GMT -5
Nothing is fun when you feel like you're going broke.
Also better to buy stuff you want while you can, then to be broke and wish you had, while you could.
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Post by X factor on Mar 6, 2015 21:14:33 GMT -5
I'm done caring about people who don't care about me.
I'm done trying to help others, who never try to help me.
I'm done giving the squat about others who don't give a squat about me.
I'm done trying to impress others who can't be impressed.
I'm done calling those who never call me.
I'm done reaching out to others who never reach out to me.
I'm done giving advice to others, sharing opportunities of success with others, who always think you're hobbitding around.
I realize now I don't need them.
And obviously they do not need me.
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Post by X factor on Mar 8, 2015 20:56:13 GMT -5
Are humans really atop the 'humane' pyramid of kindness and love?Are humans really atop the 'humane' pyramid of kindness and love? Watching recent events on the news and past history, might make a thinker think otherwise. Even modern day hospitals and medical care only exists for profit motives. I mean outside of profit, would anyone give a dam about anyone else? ISIS members are human, yet indiscriminately slaughter those around them. The Klan are human, drug cartel are human, gang members are human, thieves, robbers, liars and so on. Seems the only thing that keeps most 'humane' is the law. Outside of the law, not so sure what man would evolve into....maybe the monsters he creates in fiction. 
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Post by X factor on Mar 18, 2015 21:36:40 GMT -5
Should this guy have been shot for holding screw driver?
Did cops over react?
Since dude shot was 'black' does any one even really care?
If they were holding a fork, would they have been shot?
Should cops have backed away, knowing ahead of time dude had mental issues?
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Post by X factor on Mar 18, 2015 21:41:44 GMT -5
Also, while victim who just go shot, is lying on ground in shock and bleeding to death, cops yelling at them to 'drop screw driver' which victim is laying on, and is probably paralyzed do to injuries from gun shots.
Are police, those we trust with guns, really this dense?
Almost seems cops are the ones mentally ill in this You Tube clip.
Also, what if me or you shot someone holding a screw driver at us, cause we thought they were a threat, how would we be treated in court?
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