If you have to constantly chase after some ones friendship, attention and loyalty, than they're not right for you, no matter how lonely, they're not right for you and will prevent you from being in position to pair with someone better.
If you have the type of aquaitance that keeps you in the basement 'until needed'...run from them or leave them.
Last Edit: Jan 1, 2015 10:08:15 GMT -5 by X factor
In that very few actually treat others as they want to be treated.
This applies to 'suggesting' negative things about others, rumors, lies ect, doing any and everything to tarnish another's image, whether over romance, job, church/mosque/temple, politics, sports and so on.
At work notice how many love suggesting the cruelest things about others and their intent.
Talking about others behind their back just seems the norm now.
But to me it still feels ugly.
Also the things that come of peoples mouths while talking to you or others, can sometimes just be dark, and more reflect their warped perception more so than reality.
Not sure why some love dumping their ugly thoughts about others onto 'you', as if you're as warped or unfair as they are.
Co workers can be some of the worst when it comes to this, always suggesting favoritism, or other things that indite the character of another...but it's never them, never their attitude, it's always someone else to blame.
Lately it just seems harder and harder to run into positive people, positive situations, positive encounters.
Everyone just seems damaged on the inside, and act out on others based on that damage rather than trying to fix self.
The thing about going out, while out you meet the most supposed wonderful people, hold hands, talk, drink together, laugh, joke together, leave number, but next day you never hear from them ever again....
While young, in prime, none of them helped promote you or your talent, ran away whenever they heard you might actually be doing well, ran away when you needed them the most, but when you fell, or fall, suddenly same demons come back into your life, cause they love a train wreck.
They're to warped, have to many character flaws to actually be happy with you succeeding. They only feel they have a place in your life when failing.
Such souls will be banished from my hospital room...if they were never for me when I had potential, they dam sure are not going to get sickly evil satisfaction of seeing me if and when I fall...and eventually we all do.
I don't want no one around me accept the janitor.
Last Edit: Feb 12, 2015 21:38:07 GMT -5 by X factor
Also, while victim who just go shot, is lying on ground in shock and bleeding to death, cops yelling at them to 'drop screw driver' which victim is laying on, and is probably paralyzed do to injuries from gun shots.
Are police, those we trust with guns, really this dense?
Almost seems cops are the ones mentally ill in this You Tube clip.
Also, what if me or you shot someone holding a screw driver at us, cause we thought they were a threat, how would we be treated in court?
Last Edit: Mar 18, 2015 21:47:05 GMT -5 by X factor