Depression, and the many layers of...

It's hard to be depressed when listening to this song



This song, wow, and watching them dance to it, wow...very upbeat.

I bet they couldn't move like that today though.
If those dancers are still alive today, they'd be in their 70's or 80's, assuming they were teenagers when video was made.
But hey, look at Mick Jagger, he's still getting down and grooving...😺

Sometimes I wonder if life is simply recess from 'hell'?



What if life is simply a temporary break from hell?

The dizzy sissy works this out for us through theater.

You can ust tell when you're not happy, cause even when nothing seemingly apparently wrong, your mood ust stays down, for some reason.
With me, it may be do to drinking beer at times, in that alcohol can be a depressant for some.

Or it may be bigger worries I have about my own future, or both.
Cause I've drank before, yet still able to be and feel happy.

I've always said to self, depression is OK, it comes, it goes, different degrees of it, different reasons.
But, to me, sadness is the real soul killer, when actual sadness sets in, that's when you've gotta really watch yourself.

To me, I'm sad, tend to feel sad, when I don't have a purpose.
And this is the first time in my life, in a long while, where I feel I don't have a purpose anymore.

I think for years, social media affiliated stuff, artifiscially gave me a sense of purpose. But as of the last few years, not so much, now that realize how manipulated it is, how winners are chosen by people behind the scenes.

Videos of YT that you'd make, that used to get 1000's of views, now lucky to get 10.

So, I think, know, to cure my sadness, I need to fall back into the real world, real people, real activities.