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Post by X factor on Sept 12, 2020 12:11:05 GMT -5
Research and study shows alcohol brings out your polar opposite According to Dr David Wok, from the University of Chung Mung, drinking will bring out your polar opposite, and to prove this Dr David Wok and their lab did an experiment on a street protester.  The protester for BLM and Antifa was jacked up when first brought into labrotory, but then after being served some vodka mixed with water, another side of protester emerged. This had many shocked, but not Dr David Wok, who already understood the effects alcohol has on the body, mind and soul. The protester went from a warrior like aggressive demeanor to that of a more relaxed 'do anything you want pawn', simply after a few drinks. The protester was then told 'Hey, you're fat', and converted back to their warrior mode, Dr David Wok also concluded that no one likes being told their fat, regardless of what side of them self is 'out'. Future experiments of the effects of alcohol on the mind, soul, and body to follow.
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Post by X factor on Sept 12, 2020 16:48:47 GMT -5
One night of drinking can undo many nights of progress
Don't fool yourself, alcohol, especially in excess, is never your friend.
6 beers can undo 6 months of social, physical, and other progression made in life since stopped drinking.
6 beers, that's all it takes to be hurled back to a place of ugliness.
And when in that 'mode', you tend to do stupid things, like reaching out to those you gut tells you not to.
Monsters just don't seem so bad when you're drunk, either that or monsters or monster situations, seem as if you can 'tame' them or tame the situation, when you're drunk, but you cannot.
Looking at my own struggles over the years with drinking, drinking cannot fix anything.
And to this day, I wish I'd never started and totally look forward to the day when I no longer have to post on here.
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Post by X factor on Sept 14, 2020 14:23:54 GMT -5
I can't win this battle alone I'm realizing that I can't win this battle alone, I need to be in a relationship, and that could either be good or bad. I'm safe, sane and healthy, cause for years not in any relationship. I mean think about it, bad things usually only happen to those in relationships. In that person in relationship, as soon as you have a falling out, they're the one who tries to hurt you and destroy you or worse. Just look at those 'True Detective' series on TV. People are mean and very cruel, both males and females, me, I'm not, I'm pretty nice. I'm actually the perfect 'mate'. Would make the perfect spouse, so why am I still single? Cause being perfect means you don't sleep around and play 'women' or 'men'. But that's usually how you meet people now, you have to be not perfect to meet others in the trenches, then bond forms and you both rise up out together. If all I wanted was 's-x', I'm sure I'd have a wife, several by now, many hobbits and more, would be loved and liked and treated wonderfully. Seems the dirtier you are, the more society likes you. But I'm not dirty. Theatrical yes, dirty no. And the fact that I'm not dirty, makes me appear as a cross to people, even though I'm not religious...isn't that wierd??  The world is flipped upside down. Normal is the majority, not what's 'right'...do you understand that? My being 'good and decent', is what scares the devil inside of people, even though I'm not religious. Facts speak... Lies run away. A liar never wants to be forced to admit their, well, a liar...cause the truth is like throwing vinegar on them. I'm silenced, because my honesty would expose a lot of hyprocracy inside of others. All that aside. I can't do this alone, but who does fate have waiting to help me?
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Post by X factor on Sept 15, 2020 2:31:18 GMT -5
Ye, I can't do this alone.
I need to be in a relationship, the question is with who, and what kind of relationship would benefit me?
Being alone is 'safe', safe, but after a while can damage your moral, joy and happiness.
But being in the wrong relationship can do the same damage or worse.
Maybe I'll attend a AA meeting, not cause I need to, but rather in order to meet others.
I just really don't need to hear the whole 'Jesus' thing.
Jesus is not what I need, what I need is 'another' to help console me.
I've been alone for years, and believe me you, Jesus cannot 'hug' you, console you, or even help you, but another human can, if they have the right heart and mindset.
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Post by X factor on Sept 19, 2020 4:14:46 GMT -5
Alcohol will always lead you back to those who hate you.
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Post by X factor on Sept 19, 2020 10:52:59 GMT -5
When you're drunk, you end up dialing straight into the devil
When drunk, you end up dialing straight into the devil.
And that kind of also depends on the type of people you have in your life.
If have good people in your life, they 'take care of ya', even when drinking or drunk.
If have bad people in life, your drinking or being drunk just confirms to them that you're 'slime'.
Solution = don't drink or get drunk, that way you won't dial into the devil or bad souls that shouldn't even be in your life anyways.
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Post by X factor on Sept 22, 2020 19:11:21 GMT -5
I'm to healthy to get drunk, what a odd spot to be in.
Been eating so healthy lately, taking vitamins, that now alcohol has no effect on me.
Oh well.
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Post by X factor on Oct 4, 2020 17:55:25 GMT -5
Sometimes it's good to be drunk, cause sometimes when drunk, make decisions that you should, while sober, but not strong enough to.
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Post by X factor on Oct 9, 2020 23:55:31 GMT -5
So sick of alcohol again.
Just through a bunch of it in the water.
Maybe a boater will find it, I certainly don't need it.
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Post by X factor on Oct 9, 2020 23:57:49 GMT -5
drinking always leads me to the worst type of people.
What is it about alcohol that does that I wonder?
Better off sober and alone, than drunk and around foul souls.
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Post by X factor on Oct 10, 2020 0:01:25 GMT -5
Alcohol makes nothing interest you, when recovering from the effects of drinking, you just sit there like a vegetable, in a stupor.
I feel bad for anyone who ever begins drinking, who ever thinks drinking will improve things, cause it won't, not even a little bit, it just will not.
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Post by X factor on Oct 10, 2020 0:06:06 GMT -5
The body just processes alcohol differently as you age, when younger, you feel jubilent, for hours at a time while drinking, when older, you only feel jubilent while drinking, then immedietely when stop, mood drops and body flops.
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Post by X factor on Oct 10, 2020 0:07:57 GMT -5
I just think about all the millions of people drinking tonight, millions and millions of people drinking.  I could never work at a beer plant knowing what I know now. |
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Post by X factor on Oct 26, 2020 16:20:38 GMT -5
Made important 'stand' today at store
Had a frustrating afternoon, wasted a few hours trying to get ahold of 'web root' virus protection plan (don't buy their services, they're not compatible with certain systems)
Anyways, after hanging up, and about to 'reset my system', I decided to read other review from help page, and others having same issue, so stay away from web root anti virus protection, and their customer service sucks, funny how they answer the phone when you're still deciding, but once you buy, you're on hold forever, they totally waste your time while on hold.
Never buy web root, no matter what you read about them (that's for another section though).
Anyways, got so worked up and stressed out that a beer sounded great, just to calm nerves down, but how many times have I done that in the past, used that rationalization to drink...100's, but not this time, this time I was like you know what, I'm going to allow nerves to calm down naturally.
I did go to store, but instead of buying a beer I bought some chips, hot dog, and 'Mellow Yellow' soda (not that that's healthy), but what the Mellow Yellow soda did was satisfy my need for that 'fiz' that you get from beer.
So glad I didn't buy alcohol, so so glad, cause alcohol or getting drunk can no longer solve any of my problems, actually it never could.
Bodies change as you age, and I know mine has, maybe when younger alcohol could alter mood, I forget, or just happy all the time anyways.
But now, getting drunk, it doesn't hide anything, if I feel bad, I just continue feeling bad only drunk instead of sober, then have to go through whole after effect, which sinks you even lower.
Not this time, and I think this was a major turning point in my 'war on alcohol'.
Not saying others can't or shouldn't drink, I just know my life really has no more room for alcohol anymore, nothing positive comes to me now when I drink.
However the struggles still not over, I've simply won todays battle that's all.
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Post by X factor on Oct 31, 2020 12:24:11 GMT -5
I think I've just about licked the alcohol thing, the trick though, is learning how to feel happy all day long without alcohol.
The trick is learning how to sustain a joyful mood all day long, without feeling the need to drink.
Or I should say 're learn', cause before drinking, that's how it was done, but for those who drank a lot, you have to relearn how to sustain your happy energy, energetic energy, all day long without feeling you have to 'boost it' at first sign of feeling drowsy or a bit down.
But all that aside, I think I've just about got this alcohol addiction stuff licked, longest amount of time with fewest amount of drinks in years.
Alcohol consumption does not make me feel happy or good anymore.
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