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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:26:34 GMT -5
Funny thing is, I could get on bike, go out right now, but then so darn drunk, can't do anything se)lej.
Cause to drunk to respond...
So all I end up doing is laughing or trying or getting tried on...
But then afterwords it gives me more material to write about on here, in that everything written on here is based on real life experience.
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:30:00 GMT -5
I've stopped promoting this site long ago...why would I want to now days? Only the very keen, sincere, the honest, and clean, find it...and that's all I want anymore.  |
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:33:33 GMT -5
I've stopped promoting this site long ago...why would I want to now days? Only the very keen, sincere, the honest, and clean, find it...and that's all I want anymore. I think the Earth had multiple creators...the Zone is always way ahead of the curb. Like a Chess game or something, as if Earth is one gigantic biological chess or checkers match, between creators of different realms or playing fields. Amphibians, mammals, insects, birds, reptiles, bacteria, germs, and more...who will win ma'am or sir? |
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:35:13 GMT -5
I've stopped promoting this site long ago...why would I want to now days? Only the very keen, sincere, the honest, and clean, find it...and that's all I want anymore. I think the Earth had multiple creators...the Zone is always way ahead of the curb. Like a Chess game or something, as if Earth is one gigantic biological chess or checkers match, between creators of different realms or playing fields. Amphibians, mammals, insects, birds, reptiles, bacteria, germs, and more...who will win ma'am or sir? White people, or those considered as, do not, did not evolve from Africans...what a funny myth...oops... You've all been lied to... |
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:38:17 GMT -5
White people, or those considered as such, were created by a separate species of Alien than others...evolution had zero to do with it...
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:39:32 GMT -5
White people, or those considered as such, were created by a separate species of Alien than others...evolution had zero to do with it... Their curse is simply the sun. |
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:41:00 GMT -5
Son, pal, human history is very short, were seeded on Earth not that far in the past.
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:41:36 GMT -5
Son, pal, human history is very short, were seeded on Earth not that far in the past. Well then what is religion all about? |
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Post by X factor on Feb 23, 2019 18:42:52 GMT -5
Son, pal, human history is very short, were seeded on Earth not that far in the past. Well then what is religion all about? Mischevious spirits, Knomes and more. My soft haired pet. |
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2019 20:22:46 GMT -5
I need to go dry again, I'm once again back to old ways, texting, calling people, and expressing stuff hours later feel stupid about.
Stuff about business, or philosify or other stupid stuff I really don't care about when sober.
Once again, alcohol brings out odd side of myself that I really don't like.
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2019 20:30:59 GMT -5
i know I'm serious only and whenever I simply throw all alcohol in place away, that's when I know I'm serious, but if let it stay, it's a lost cause.
And tolerance is very low, so when I say throw stuff away I'm talking like two beer cans and maybe one 'split' size of Bourbon...like 80/100 ML...heavy drinkers would laugh at that...but for whatever reason, with me, after 2-3 beers anymore, I"m smashed...my tolerance is very low, maybe that's why I'm still pretty healthy...I don't know...just know I need to stop.
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2019 20:39:36 GMT -5
I went six days before, but at the end of those six days there really was no reward...other than my arousal state went up a bit...typing with eyes closed right now.
Out of self respect, self preservation, and simply cause don't like feeling sick all of the time, after effect beer sick, I think I'll go dry again.
We shall see.
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2019 20:46:48 GMT -5
Most alcoholics get help or have others rooting for them, 'accountability', I have none of that...which makes it harder to stop....
I could pass away tonight, and no one would notice accept maybe job.
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Post by X factor on Mar 5, 2019 21:06:09 GMT -5
OK, I just went 'dry'...I through away all alcohol in place...a few beers and one 'split' ob bourban like milimeters worth, but still it's alcohol and now gone.
No one else may care, but I figure I have an obligation to care for self....so once again, no more alcohol...hopefully I can go past 6 days this time.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2019 20:12:29 GMT -5
Eating breakfast food right now, late into the evening, why?, cause I think it has to do with drinking and when you drink you flush out vital nutrients and so body responds by making you crave eggs and cereal late at night.
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