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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2022 8:50:28 GMT -5
Guts and organs Guts and organs, that's all we are, just like a dolphin, guts and organs. Guts and organs, and from this we all thing god 'so loves us'? That Jesus died on the cross for guts and organs? Than why not for all animals, why not did he die for all guts and organs, be it deer, Elk, Cariboo, Elephants and whales also? If Jeses dide in cross, why not for all guts and organs, why just for man? Guts and organs, that's all we are, guts and organs with personalities. Our bodies obey the same physics as that of lower lifeforms. Obviously life was engineered by something or somethings, but our relationship to that creator is what I question at times.
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2022 8:53:54 GMT -5
Our creator may love us, sure, like we love our pets, but that doesn't mean our creator, or those who created us, can extend our life or lives beyond our blood and guts.
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2022 22:55:14 GMT -5
For the first time in a long time I'm in no pain.
This is odd, and I'm not sure whether to trust it or not.
My heart, chest area, all feels fine right now, and this is normally when I start feeling those sensations.
I've been drinking a lot of tea lately, like black walnut leaves or something and cloves, and then some store bought tea today.
Havn't drank in a very long while either, and suddenly I feel fine, at the moment, considering last night was like a death wrestle match.
Was there something inside of me that is now gone or removed or dead?
Or is it just asleep and dormant?
I wish I could have another day of peace to find out, but tomorrow will be yanked out of here and into the world for a while, that sucks, cause maybe the stress of being out there will bring it back again.
I don't know, but I do know as of now, as I type this, I feel oddly just fine.
I'm not use to that.
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Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2022 23:01:08 GMT -5
I do know this much, home is where you heal, being out there in the world, be it some crummy job or 'other', is where body breaks down, pollution, bad eating whatever.
Home is where you heal, home is where you have time to 'listen' to your body mind and spirit, and other things, and then adjust.
For those who have to work long hours in a industrial environment, it's corrosive to your well being.
Industry is not natural.
1000's of species have gone extinct since man started his expansion, and anyone who thinks that's good or apart of 'gods will', is jaded.
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Post by X factor on Mar 24, 2022 22:27:45 GMT -5
For now, the soul snatchers are gone! For now the soul snatchers are gone, ever since started taking Herbs, like cloves, black walnut leaves, and this stuff here.. So maybe it was parasites after all, weird, very weird, how they'd give me the sensation of death as they crawled around near my heart, draining me of my blood from within, but not enough to kill me. That's kind of how it felt. Like in the movies when Dracula will drain a victim of their blood, but stop right before the point of death. Well that's how it felt, night after night, until I started taking the above, which for now at least, totally rid body of that sensation. But everyone has to do their own research and follow their own doctors advice and do what's right for them. But in this case I was my own Docter...yes that's right, I was my own doctor, and by simply listening to my body, reading and researching, and listen or reading what others had to say about their own issues, I just put 2 and 2 together. Had I not had faith in self, I would of panicked, went to local clinic, and wasted $500.-- or more for nothing, just for doctor to say 'Err, I can't see that there's anything wrong with you, now pay me!' Nope, instead I diagnosed and treated self, and if more people would do that, medical costs would drop. Doctors, and medical rooms and all of this is a rarely recent phenom in the overall history of man. In the past, everyone had to basically be a doctor...cause there was no centralized, monetized medical industry like today.
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Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2022 2:27:50 GMT -5
The bodies constantly under attack from something. Seems after a while you get paranoid to eat anything, since that's the main way bacteria, germs, worms, parasites, enter our bodies.
Seems my immune system was better a few years ago, now it seems I get the sniffles more, but sniffles have more to do with allergies. But haven't had allergies in years. Who knows what contaminants agency put in their air, to make people sick, so they'll go to doctor and doctor will send them to big pharma.
I did open a package today though, and that package did have mold on it, and I think that product came from China. A package from China with mold on it..
Don't even let my fearful imagination run with this one.
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Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2022 2:29:12 GMT -5
The minute I start boasting of feeling great, then a Amazon delivery package 'back pack' from China arrives with mold on it, no telling what kind of spores were in that mold. Unbelievable.
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Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2022 2:34:35 GMT -5
The minute I start boasting of feeling great, then a Amazon delivery package 'back pack' from China arrives with mold on it, no telling what kind of spores were in that mold. Unbelievable. Right now, your body is telling you to take your pitter patter feet to sleep, so that while resting your body can get some relief
But if you keep yapping away, all throughout the night and day, than don't expect to get well, now get your butt to bed, before I tell.
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Post by X factor on Mar 31, 2022 20:58:07 GMT -5
Also, been feeling better lately, and so when you start feeling better, you tend to get a bit cocky at what you eat again.
Here's what I'm learning as I reverse engineer my diet.
Whatever's inside of us seems to like high fructose corn syrup that's found in sugary drinks, from Arizona tea to Gatorade to you name it.
It's that concentrated sugar that parasites and bacteria and other things in us, even cancer, seem to really like, and will even in some cases manipulate our appetite and gear it towards such flavored drinks.
Cause I notice, once I started drinking store bought sweetened drinks, I seem to feel stuff inside of me, as if what was near dead or dormant, can come back to life if fed concentrated sugar.
As such nothing but water from here on out.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2022 0:06:33 GMT -5
My soul snatchers may be real, as in vampire type bite marks on me real.
I'm talking like 2 inches or so apart, like what a vampire would leave on you.
Bed demons maybe?
I mean I know what's in the video is kind of a production or 'skit', but makes me wonder if bed demons really do exist?
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Post by X factor on Apr 5, 2022 11:01:16 GMT -5
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Post by X factor on Apr 9, 2022 20:19:20 GMT -5
It's as if the soul snatchers have come back.
I thought the problem was licked, I guess not. It's as if whatever is or was inside of me has come back with a vengeance.
If indeed parasites, I read parasites, even if adults expelled from body, do often leave behind larvae, and maybe the larvae have become resistant to whatever I'm doing to get rid of them.
Cause my breathing was really shallow last night, which makes you feel like you're going to pass out, but not in a good way, not that there's ever a good way to pass out.
And I think whatever is inside of me is spurned on by certain ingredients in food.
I even read some ingredients to just some common Yellow tortia chips, and in the back said 'One ingredient in here is bio-engineered'.
Say what?
Bio engineered food?
I mean if eating bio engineered food that doesn't occur naturally in nature, no telling what havoc that could be causing my body, our bodies.
That pisses me off actually.
I mean eating bio engineered ingredients, does that give us and advantage or bad stuff that's in us the advantage?
I don't know man, I just don't know anymore.
Man is always experimenting with stuff, and freagen deceiving the public, putting stuff in our food that wasn't intended to.
And crap made safe, given the green light by the FDA, who are nothing more than brokers now, deal makers.
Pay them enough and anything can get approved.
What a freaky nightmarish world we live in where everyone seems to sell their soul to the devil for the right price.
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Post by X factor on May 7, 2022 6:41:32 GMT -5
I did something wrong yesterday cause the soul snatchers came back with a vengance last night.
I don't know if it was diet or attitude that got the wrath of the soul snatchers.
I did have a 7 eleven pizza yesterday, 2 slices, and a egg roll from same place.
Is it some ingredient in the food?
And if so, why didn't I feel the effects then and there?
Or was it my filthy mouth, me cursing to self, using gods name in vain?
Or was it me fake bowing to another person, out of gest, as in hobbitding.
But still, the bible does say only bow to 'god'...even if joking, I guess.
Or was it, is it, something in the air that the Government just puts in the atmoshpere to keep people teetering between health and illness, or illness like symptoms?
Who knows.
I just know wresting with the soul snatchers is never fun.
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Post by X factor on May 7, 2022 21:46:20 GMT -5
One of these 3 I'm certain my body had a reaction to whatever ingredients are contained in one of these 3 food items, two of which I bought at 7 eleven store. The pizza, 2 slices, and the egg roll, I bought from 7 eleven, and the square cheese cracker snack I got from vending machine, on of them is the culprit to why I felt a mess yesterday night. Someone did tell me that cheese is an inflammatory, but in the past I loved to gobble down pizza, so why would my body now start having a reaction to it? Unless they changed the ingredients, something stores are always doing and not telling consumbers about. Or was it the egg roll, MSG?? Or was it some odd flavoring chemical in the crackers? All I know is avoiding all 3 for the forseable future.
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Post by X factor on May 7, 2022 21:49:30 GMT -5
We all have to die once, fine, but with the 'Soul Snatchers', they take you to the brink of death, nightly, just to the brink, enough to keep you awake and panicked, and that's what makes it so bad.
Like the groundhog day movie...after a while it messes with your outlook.
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