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Post by X factor on Feb 15, 2019 17:32:50 GMT -5
I realize now life is just ugly for most, there is no light at end of tunnel, whether responsible or not, still get sick and die.  |
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Post by X factor on Feb 15, 2019 17:45:03 GMT -5
Just paid car payment bill and now feel like vomiting OK, just paid car payment bill, and now feel like vomiting, gross. Now I'm just more poor...hurray hurray. Western, earn just enough to eat, capitalism system, what a joke. Work for years, just to still have nothing type of a system, what a joke...
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Post by X factor on Mar 20, 2019 20:38:45 GMT -5
The worst thing about being poor is having to live around or next to types you totally wouldn't if didn't have to.
Being poor is torture, mainly for that reason alone.
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Post by X factor on Mar 24, 2019 15:49:44 GMT -5
First off I want to say I hate, despise, adds and commercialism.
If ever made dictator of a nation, all such would be banned and outlawed!!!
Democracy I love and cherish, adds and commercialism gone amuck I do not!
That being said.
Why bother looking for a new job until find cheap housing.
As mentioned on 'broadcast' earlier today, most spend up to 70% or so on 'roof over head', what a sham, what a sham.
That's not 'Gods' plan, rather that's mans scheme.
Most earn enough per year to retire in 5 years, but do to expenses in life 90% of income earned basically is snatched back away from you.
Think about that people.
So to me the smart thing to do is to live cheaply, and keep 90% of your income instead of only 5% of your income.
Some of you all get that, the others will pretend, repeat, pretend that they don't get it, but really do.
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Post by X factor on Jun 16, 2019 13:36:32 GMT -5
It really sucks being poor, a check to check type basically, in that even a 77 dollar post office box bill is depressing to receive.
77 dollars for 6 months, and seems that renewal bill always arrives at the wrong time.
77 dollars is food for the week, groceries for the week and other stuff.
It's frustrating trying to juggle bills, and even more frustrating to hear on the radio, pompus snobs like Limbaugh and Levin, and other fake conservatives always rail against the working poor.
Upper crusty snobs like them always make it seem as if the only people struggling in society are minorities and or lazy Democrats.
I mean notice how none of the snobs who rail against raising minimum wage or earning such a wage?
Odd how only millionaires seem to be the ones who rail against raising minimum wage.
And sad how they always equate your wage to your skill worth...
Yet their fat azzes wouldn't, couldn't, survive 5 hours at most minimum wage jobs.
Their fat azzes would collapse and have a heart attack if had to work minimum wage jobs.
I'm tired of this game, of working just to have nothing saved at end of year.
It's all a trick.
The only way to beat the trick is to cut back and simply stop buying stuff and take care of self first.
Take care of self 'now'.
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Post by X factor on Jun 16, 2019 13:39:17 GMT -5
I keep post office box only and because if move, get kicked out of current place ect, will still need place to receive mail.
And as you know, you can only get a p.o. box if have a street address.
A p.o. box is always a solid, certain, destination for your mail, even if homeless or ect.
But my gosh, 77 bucks?...not feeling that at all right now...groceries, p.o. box, groceries, p.o. box, groceries, p.o. box?
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Post by X factor on Jun 16, 2019 14:14:28 GMT -5
And I hate shopping, but at the minimum need fruit in order to stay healthy and to fight off cancer and all.
Berries help with all of that, but they cost.
citrus and more, it all costs, but cheaper than getting sick I suppose.
Signed up for that 'Will shop for you service', but just don't trust another to shop for me, in that when another shopping for you they're not looking for the cheapest deals.
As such, I must go shopping real quick, should of went to farmers market, but a bit to late for that, can get much better deals.
Public is so dern expensive.
And cherries, they really help prevent you from getting cancer, but can be like 4-6 dollars a lb when out of season.
But again, I haven't been to the Doctor for over a decade for anything serious, and the reason why is cause I eat healthy, or try to....so can't stop now, even though hate spending the money to do so.
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Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2019 15:20:53 GMT -5
1. Asked to make a 'run' where I don't want to go for job, said 'No'...
2. Just resigned up for Netflix, I mean why not, life is short, and do to fact I have online show's elsewhere, I need access to current, relevant media.
3. Couldn't decide between Netflix or Amazon Prime, so may sign up for both...why not, again, life is short.
And if not having fun, making life easier for self, than that's the point of living.
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Post by X factor on Jul 21, 2019 17:19:03 GMT -5
$75,000 a year, is that worth sacrificing dreams for, or could that type of money fund dreams?...or what's left of life...
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Post by X factor on Aug 5, 2019 21:17:24 GMT -5
4 day work weeks, no matter what!
It's like a religion to me now.
4 days, and if can't make it on 4 days, than 5 days is just a waste of my time, life and energy.
I mean if I'm going to be poor anyways, get paid poor wage, than why not make being poor 'work for me' or 'you', is how I see it.
In that the older you get, the more you realize true money, true income is 'time and health', not pennies per hour for your labor.
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Post by X factor on Aug 21, 2019 17:19:47 GMT -5
One of the scariest things to do when you're poor
One of the scariest things to do when you're poor is when you check your bank account.
It's scary cause when you're economically poor, check to check or a few months up, and single or alone, you're money is literally your life blood, for when it goes, so do you, and almost over night.
Meaning your dignity.
Now some cheat and steal, to not ever get to that point, but others are honest, and if can't earn it through a check, no ones giving it to them.
I mean when all you do is work work and work, and still can't pay bills, that's actually worse than a 3rd world salary.
Sure you have the right to earn, but how much of it do you get to save?
And no ones living any kind of lavish life out here, not even close.
I think it's been over a year, maybe 2 years, since bought any clothing, or shoes.
But still get up and go to low wage job every day, it's amazing how long clothing will last, years and years actually, when poor you realize this.
And you basically wear shoes until the soles basically come off while at work, and even then try to duck tape it back together just to save money.
I just don't know, dream, dreams, what are those anymore for the average working type.
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Post by X factor on Oct 16, 2019 19:41:24 GMT -5
Car payment, worse part of day, evening
OK, now comes worse part of day, or evening, that time when must make car payment.
Yes, it's the right thing to do, but like with most common folk, when first purchased vehicle, life was more 'shiny', things were fiscally better, seemed more sound, were earning more.
Had more 'leisure income'...fast forward a few years later and ugg.
Now afraid that even when buying eggs from grocery store, and slide card, will get that dreaded 'Error' read on card reader..and Cashier will say
Sir, Ma'am, your card was declined
With like 19 people behind you in line, all starring directly into your eyeballs...gross.
'Shame shame shame', they all telepath to you, through their eyeballs...gross.
Being poor, apart of the working class poor, is so sad, and stressful, cause it's like you're always going broke in slow motion.
Just dreading that day when your check bounces, or debit card is rejected.
It's sad, cause the working poor work full time, even more, but still can't pay bills.
Yet demonic Conservative radio hosts like LImbaugh, Levin, Hannity and others, read Skull and Bones talking points like this.
'Err, well the poor don't even pay any taxes'...
BS we don't.
Already broke, while working full time, what the F else do they want us to pay???, and how, and with what???
Heck, I'd rather be 'rich', and pay 5o% in taxes and still live in a Mansion and have millions, than to be working poor class and be broke.
Anyone want to trade positions???
This is like real life, yet a 'production'...
I should give this site way more views by connecting to FB...
But then a lot of devils would learn of this site...spam this site.
Not sure if worth the headache.
But the older you get, the more you just want people to see, know of, your works, before you pass...
This is the worlds largest Blog forum ever created in history of mankind.
Does the world need to know?
Or do I just need to continue to keep it off the main stream social media grid???
Who knows...
Time to pay stupid car bill...hopefully check won't bounce...just want to cry, but even if cried, not even Satan would care...later.
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Post by X factor on Nov 20, 2019 19:31:24 GMT -5
When poor, paying bills can feel like 'death'
When poor, paying bills can seem like death...why?
Cause it takes time and energy to generate a pay check, and that time and energy isn't infinite, in that it will and does begin to fade after a while.
In fact, one day body so worn won't be able to use body for labor anymore, or anything, that's why people have retirement funds and so forth.
But when apart of working poor, all your money you earn is gobbled up in basic day to day or month to month bills, so unable to save.
So every time you pay a bill, it literally feels like 'death' moving in on you.
Cause unlike the wealthy class, when poor, you don't have any fiscal cushion, you only have what you earn from a week to week pay check.
Basically meaning one injury away from nothing, one illness away from nothing.
It's just a bad feeling being apart of the working poor.
Is it Evil to be poor??
Is it your fault that greedy whatever's determine you're only worth 12 bucks an hour?
When company you're working for trading on market for billions.
You're to stay poor so investor's can go skiing in the winter?
IF my world, money would be outlawed.
People would have to figure out another way, other than money, were a few hoard at the expense of so many going without.
In my world, no more money, just merit, and physical ability, kindness and love.
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Post by X factor on Nov 20, 2019 19:33:54 GMT -5
Also, when poor, working butt off for crumbs, scary not knowing if next debit card transaction will say 'Invalid transaction do to lack of funds'.
It's scary to live with that fear all the time.
It's scary wondering if will be humiliated in grocery store line when card doesn't have sufficient funds in it to buy food.
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Post by X factor on Mar 30, 2020 6:58:35 GMT -5
I must admit I feel kind of defeated this morning....
But it's not that the world can ever really defeat 'you', us, or anyone else, rather we feel defeated when no longer inspired by current situation.
And you don't get there overnight, it's a long process to 'nothing'.
I've been unemployed for about a month now, you go through all the phases, happiness, freedom, boredom, worry, sorrow, uncertainty and more.
Then when start looking for job again, you realize there's really nothing else you want to do, cause all you're going to do is receive a token pay check, no matter how hard you work or grind, and as you get older you begin to realize this fact.
Yet companies want divine like loyalty to them, from you, for basically keeping you in same low income 'sect' your whole healthy life.
'Be loyal to us, for keeping you poor'...ye right, but that's the reality of it.
You get older and you begin to realize there is going to be no 'big break' moment, where someone with wealth notices you, and finances your dreams.
Yes, that does happen and occur, but usually to people already within the 'system', but rarely does it happen to non collegiate nobodies on the streets who live off of main street and Kybes behind a Walmart store.
I've gotta start looking for a job today, and I just don't feel thrilled about it at all.
The alternative is to go homeless, and I feel less thrilled about that...hmm
Like being stuck between bad and worse...
Life a 3'some adult film, and you're in the middle of bad and worse...
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