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Today
Nov 19, 2023 11:17:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2023 11:17:58 GMT -5
Today, I have slept in long, waddling in bed, in and out of dreams.
I woke up, or as I lay there in and out of sleep, feeling as if I had drank the night before, but I didn't.
I haven't drank in about 4 days, yet woke up or lay there with that hang over feeling all over my body.
But what I did do over the last previous days was work really long, and late, driving shifts at work, and I guess the exhaustion from that has the same effect as a hangover.
Call it a working to much 'work hangover', I guess.
And to think they dared ask me if I wanted to work yet again, today, on my day off...wow.
Jobs, labor ones, could give a squat about your personal health and physical well being, they'll run you and your health into the ground, if you let them....and then when get sick or injured, they'll let you go in a flash, and never say hello to you ever again.
Never forget, you're just a temporary labor slave, nothing more (to them), and nothing less.
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Today
Nov 20, 2023 9:32:06 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 20, 2023 9:32:06 GMT -5
I'm totally not into 'today'.
Rosalin Carter just passed away, she went into homice care a few days ago, yet Jimmie Carter, her husband, has been on or in homice care for the last 5 months...and he's still alive...wow.
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Today
Nov 27, 2023 12:36:28 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2023 12:36:28 GMT -5
What a blank minded mess I am today.
I think I just need to go exercise, get some oxygen in my brain, get the blood flowing, then maybe I'll get some clarity.
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Today
Nov 27, 2023 14:27:33 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2023 14:27:33 GMT -5
continued from above..⬆️⬆️⬆️
Well I did go workout a bit in the park.
I'm in decent shape for my age, if didn't drink, would be in even better shape.
Oh well, drinking fills a lot of lonely holes in my life, until the holes are filled, not sure if I'll ever completely stop drinking mainly beer, when off from work.
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Today
Dec 8, 2023 7:59:23 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2023 7:59:23 GMT -5
Today feels totally useless to me, or maybe I should say I feel totally useless today, or both.
It's going to be a long meaningless day to me, either way.
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Today
Dec 24, 2023 11:44:07 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2023 11:44:07 GMT -5
In my own prison, mental prison In my own mental prison today, have been for a while actually.
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Today
Mar 4, 2024 6:54:49 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 4, 2024 6:54:49 GMT -5
Today is here, but not sure if I am.
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Today
Mar 27, 2024 13:51:01 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2024 13:51:01 GMT -5
Time to get up, dressed, groomed and out and about for a bit.
drank yesterday, and so slept in pretty late.
I haven't been working for about the past month, and is probably why more over all mood has improved.
So much of our lives evolve around work schedules or jobs that we don't like, that demean us.
I, one day, hope to have a schedule that agrees with me, my personality, and my skills or gifts.
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Today
May 26, 2024 19:45:00 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 26, 2024 19:45:00 GMT -5
What a day...wow.
Now I'm drinking beer...shouldn't be but am...I should know better...old habits die hard, I suppose.
Visited a older film guy man, and now they want to get to involved in film I shot today as a project...just like a TV show I saw the other day...
Sometimes pro's don't know how to sit back and let you be the learner, the student, the one who's new.
But other than that, they're pretty cool..
I've got so much to do now, in film school, assignments, videos to watch, lessons to study, scripts to write...and unemployed...
Why did I complicate my life like this??
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Today
May 27, 2024 9:37:23 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 27, 2024 9:37:23 GMT -5
Today is here, and I need to get on with it, enough laying around in bed and _____ with self.
Time to get up and play with life, I suppose.
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Today
May 31, 2024 8:14:45 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 31, 2024 8:14:45 GMT -5
I'm up now, meaning out of bed, my inflatable mattress, and have plenty to do, doesn't mean I want to do it though.
Studying, cleaning, bills to pay, rent, and other boring but necessary tasks.
It will be quite an extensive 'to do list' today....which may start with me simply going to the park and working out, or taking a bike ride.
Anyways, lots to get done, so let me get to doing it.
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Today
Jun 7, 2024 11:58:30 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2024 11:58:30 GMT -5
I don't feel so hot today, do to drinking last night, and getting on the phone, and just making a utter fool out of myself, as usual.
Not so much in a negative mean way, but in boastful ways.
I can see why the bible says boasting is a sin...and when drunk, you often boast about your intentions, that when sober you have no intention or desire to fulfill.
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Today
Jun 7, 2024 11:59:47 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2024 11:59:47 GMT -5
On days like today, I just keep my phone off until I'm ready to take on the world, or anyone who calls.
I need to grow up...better yet, I need to stop drinking before I ruin my reputation among the newer people I've met as of late.
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Today
Jun 7, 2024 12:28:03 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 7, 2024 12:28:03 GMT -5
I feel like crap today, but I suppose I should get up and do something, anything.
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Today
Jun 15, 2024 11:08:26 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 15, 2024 11:08:26 GMT -5
Today seemed glorious to me, until I woke up.
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