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Today
Nov 19, 2023 11:17:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 19, 2023 11:17:58 GMT -5
Today, I have slept in long, waddling in bed, in and out of dreams.
I woke up, or as I lay there in and out of sleep, feeling as if I had drank the night before, but I didn't. I haven't drank in about 4 days, yet woke up or lay there with that hang over feeling all over my body. But what I did do over the last previous days was work really long, and late, driving shifts at work, and I guess the exhaustion from that has the same effect as a hangover.
Call it a working to much 'work hangover', I guess. And to think they dared ask me if I wanted to work yet again, today, on my day off...wow.
Jobs, labor ones, could give a squat about your personal health and physical well being, they'll run you and your health into the ground, if you let them....and then when get sick or injured, they'll let you go in a flash, and never say hello to you ever again.
Never forget, you're just a temporary labor slave, nothing more (to them), and nothing less.
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Today
Nov 20, 2023 9:32:06 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 20, 2023 9:32:06 GMT -5
I'm totally not into 'today'.
Rosalin Carter just passed away, she went into homice care a few days ago, yet Jimmie Carter, her husband, has been on or in homice care for the last 5 months...and he's still alive...wow.
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Today
Nov 27, 2023 12:36:28 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2023 12:36:28 GMT -5
What a blank minded mess I am today. I think I just need to go exercise, get some oxygen in my brain, get the blood flowing, then maybe I'll get some clarity.
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Today
Nov 27, 2023 14:27:33 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 27, 2023 14:27:33 GMT -5
continued from above..⬆️⬆️⬆️
Well I did go workout a bit in the park. I'm in decent shape for my age, if didn't drink, would be in even better shape.
Oh well, drinking fills a lot of lonely holes in my life, until the holes are filled, not sure if I'll ever completely stop drinking mainly beer, when off from work.
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Today
Dec 8, 2023 7:59:23 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2023 7:59:23 GMT -5
Today feels totally useless to me, or maybe I should say I feel totally useless today, or both.
It's going to be a long meaningless day to me, either way.
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Today
Dec 24, 2023 11:44:07 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 24, 2023 11:44:07 GMT -5
In my own prison, mental prisonIn my own mental prison today, have been for a while actually.
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Today
Mar 4, 2024 6:54:49 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 4, 2024 6:54:49 GMT -5
Today is here, but not sure if I am.
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Today
Mar 27, 2024 13:51:01 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Mar 27, 2024 13:51:01 GMT -5
Time to get up, dressed, groomed and out and about for a bit.
drank yesterday, and so slept in pretty late. I haven't been working for about the past month, and is probably why more over all mood has improved. So much of our lives evolve around work schedules or jobs that we don't like, that demean us. I, one day, hope to have a schedule that agrees with me, my personality, and my skills or gifts.
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