Today

I got up late...not working, so I get up when I get up...don't care who calls....I get my rest in.
No call important enough to jar me from my rest, recovery...especially if drank the night before.

That's how people age, is they get up way earlier than they should, for a job, for others, for whatever, then they wonder why they age so quickly....not all though...many factors to aging...drinking sure doesn't help.

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Anyways, I'm up, another hot day, what should be my first order of business?
Probably to workout.

Got to keep fit at all costs, once my fitness is gone, I have nothing else to really stay alive for.

Just got up, and already ready to go back to bed.

Anyways, today has been a bust...I didn't get nothing done, and no need in me trying to now, at 40 minutes till midnight, ain't gonna happen.

So, I'll just lay down for a bit, watch some TV/streaming, and reset my mind with a short 'awake nap'...

Over all, I got clobbered today, but mainly in how I failed to utilize the time



Time clobbered me today, or more like the monster that makes you waste your time did.
Time is probably neutral, it's how we spend the time given to us that good or wasteful.

Also, today, I really can't spell for squat...if not for spell check, all of my typing today would be lit up with red lines.

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I think I'll just lay down now, maybe watch some streaming TV as I doze off.
But with me, when I lay down on the mattress, the bed goblin has their way.

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I did get a large new tablet today, with it's own number, cool.
Just another expense...but I like the large size.

And Chad Benson, the talk radio host, has the most annoying radio voice almost ever.
A lot of these middle aged pudgy w radio hosts have very annoying voices, not sure how they got their talk radio jobs, they certainly weren't competing against others.
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Bedroom floor is a mess. My life's a mess, relatively speaking.
Fate is something I just cannot ever seem to defeat...my vision and fate are always clashing.

And those are my thoughts for now...only 5 more minutes left on this Friday night, which will never ever ever come around again...once the day, this moment, is over, it's over and gone forever, for good.

Today has been a zero sum gain type of day.
If not me just writing about today, I'd never have a reason to remember today.

Today was another 'bust', meaning I got nothing done...and to top it off the internet was down during the afternoon.

Shame on me for being totally lost and without motivational direction if not online.
Got studying to do, reading, editing, and totally not in the mood to do any of it....I'm just lazy...I have moments of motivation and drive in me, but over all I'm just lazy, maybe cause I'm older.

When the sun comes up, so does evil.