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Post by X factor on Aug 7, 2022 14:06:06 GMT -5
I'm learning this, that if people in your past were no good to or for you, even if you bring them back into your life, they'll still be no good to or for you. Just drop them and only then will your life get better.
those from my past, they'll finally appreciate me'....no, they won't.
The people from your past are still the same ugly people they were, and if bring them into your current life, they'll only sour that to, my advice, just leave them in the grave. |
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Post by X factor on Aug 15, 2022 5:16:52 GMT -5
Seems everyone has what I call 'dead weight'
Tired of meeting others who have what I call 'dead weight'.
I don't need people in my life who have dead weight, instead I need people in my life who 'bring it'!
Who bring something to the table, like I always do.
Seems my whole life, instead though, I'm always cursed to run into people with dead weight, who drain you emotionally, and fiscally if they can, but they never bring anything to the table, needy types.
I'm just at a point now in my life where I don't need those around me with 'dead weight', back issues, emotional issues, fiscal issues, you name it and whatever.
I'm trying to accomplish something now and I just don't need the distraction, its like either help me succeed or just get out of my way, is how I see it now.
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Post by X factor on Aug 15, 2022 5:20:21 GMT -5
Everyone around me has more than I do, as far as being loved and cared for by others, yet somehow it seems I still always have to be the 'strong one'.
I guess when alone all the time, you realize and learn to be strong for yourself, for if not, you'll sink.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2022 7:11:03 GMT -5
I don't have any friends so not sure why I have numbers in my phone.
I'm going to purge my phone of all numbers, other than work related numbers.
I have no friends, and tired of pretending that I do, and calling people when drunk and making a fool out of myself to those who don't like me.
phone will be purged today.
I must do this.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2022 7:12:04 GMT -5
There's maybe one person I do care about, and who does care about me, a bit, but they're a family man, and I really do need to live them alone.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2022 7:17:56 GMT -5
⬆️⬆️⬆️ Continued from above
As of now I have no one to call, all numbers deleted from my phone, all texts, deleted.
All prior communications I've had with anyone on my phone is deleted.
My past is gone...at least on the phone it is.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2022 7:22:20 GMT -5
And now I will sit here alone, realize that I'm alone, have been alone, and just accept it.  |
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Post by X factor on Nov 21, 2022 11:42:52 GMT -5
Not sure why anyone who's never done a thing for me, at least recently, as in a decade or more, would expect me to be eager to go out of my way to help them with anything, especially if it inconviences me.
seems like I'm dead to people until they need help.
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Post by X factor on Nov 21, 2022 11:46:18 GMT -5
people have sons, relatives, property, a church they attend, yet I'm suppose to be the one to come in and help when I literally have not a soul in this world to help me with anything?
WTF man..
Don't come to me asking for help until you've exhausted all your other resources, is what I say, and even then, if haven't been apart of my over all well being over the years, why even bother then?
It's like people come to the one with the biggest heart, but the least amount of resources, how selfish.
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Post by X factor on Nov 26, 2022 22:29:55 GMT -5
Beware of those who don't want to elevate you, or pretend they do, but then when have the chance to elevate, they sabotage your chance or exposure.
Creatures like this are worse than demons, beware of them in your circle.
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Post by X factor on Jan 23, 2023 19:20:40 GMT -5
Sometimes in order to find out who's spreading lies on or about you, ect, sometimes you just have to play dumb and lead them to 'you'.
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Post by X factor on Jan 24, 2023 17:21:35 GMT -5
In life, you just keep going going and going, until finally someone spills the beans.
Then you pounce.
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Post by X factor on Apr 2, 2023 0:51:31 GMT -5
Why do people lie?
And then think, stupid enough to think you won't eventually catch on?  No one is to be trusted these days. When people hesitate, they lie.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2023 21:10:12 GMT -5
Satellite friends annoy me now
Satellite friends are those who keep you in their life, just enough so that you don't lose interest in them.
They're the friends that you always give more attention to than they do to you.
And so finally when just give up, stop calling them, then they'll call or reach out just that once, just to get you back interested in them, but all the while still keeping you at bay.
And Satellite friends never invite you into their inner circle, or introduce you to their family or spouse, ect. It's as if they like having you around for entertainment, but to embarrassed of you to share with anyone else....and so they keep you in their own isolation bubble, and by doing so waste a lot of your emotional time and energy.
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Post by X factor on Apr 9, 2023 17:22:09 GMT -5
Lonlieness is a m/f, cause what happens if you have a few drinks, you don't want to be alone, and so end up reaching out to those who never reach out to you.
Big mistake.
Your life won't matter until people reach out to you, and for a change, make you feel wanted and appreciated.
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