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Post by X factor on Sept 28, 2023 8:06:35 GMT -5
Turns out those who shunned me in the past, well, turns out they're the ones who are looney and can't manage their own lives, or have destructive habits.
Odd how time reveals all.
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Post by X factor on Oct 22, 2023 7:37:31 GMT -5
In a very strange state of mind right now.
I don't think I want those in my past back in my life, cause they abandoned me during my prime.
Some, come back now, only when they think it serves them, after though, they drained me, deprived me of my life, when I was in my prime.
I can never forget that.
They were selfish in the past, so now, well, we shall see.
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Post by X factor on Nov 21, 2023 23:54:35 GMT -5
My so-called F is like selfish as hell with me, they know I'm bright, soxy, this and that, yet although they diminish me, hoard me, they're to gdm selfish to share me with others, and not just them...why the F am I surrounded by such types all my life?  I just don't get it, why do others like to hoard me?? They, those who hoard me do nothing with me, they bury me, yet don't try to share me with others?? I don't get it, and the older I get the more it pisses me off. If you don't like me, than share me with others, but just don't sit there and hoard me out of jelousy or insecurity or something, you rotten fks. I only get one life...and if you don't appreciate me, than don't deprive others of doing so...
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Post by X factor on Dec 20, 2023 13:39:23 GMT -5
A 'now good friend of mine', from way back in my high school years called today, you have no idea how good that felt, cause of what I've been going through last few days.
Darren C or K?, they were cool back then, and they're still cool today.
More on them later.
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Post by X factor on Dec 20, 2023 13:40:32 GMT -5
I've learned if you're never surrounded by good people, than you'll never ever really feel good.
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Post by X factor on Dec 25, 2023 11:27:01 GMT -5
Xmas meal for many, 101
Just another day, for many, just another meal.
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Post by X factor on Dec 27, 2023 0:21:01 GMT -5
Not into 'hit and run' conversations
Not into 'hit and run' conversations, where one person says outlandish things about you, then hangs up before you can respond, not having that.
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Post by X factor on Dec 31, 2023 14:21:31 GMT -5
I have to make a powerful emotional adjustment to my life right now and going forward.
Cause when held emotionally hostage, by your concern of others (many of whom could give a fk about you), that's when you ruin yourself.
And yes, in the end, when alone, self is all that matters.
I need to let go again, if I'm to survive.
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Post by X factor on Dec 31, 2023 20:05:55 GMT -5
Be weary of those who use the smear and run tactic on you
Be weary of those who use the smear and run tactic on you.
You know, they smear your name, character, in front of others or behind your back, and then run away so you can't respond, or hang up the phone....such types are rotten to the core, manipulative monsters that fear the truth, cause the truth will knock them off their perch.
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Post by X factor on Jan 8, 2024 18:49:20 GMT -5
Buried alive, how does it feel to be buried alive?
Buried alive, how does it feel to be buried alive?
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Post by X factor on Jan 16, 2024 12:04:29 GMT -5
Lying is the biggest form of emotional violence against another
Why do people lie?
People lie in order to control others, they otherwise could not, if the truth about 'said particular situation' came to light...
And or at least the 'whole story'.
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Post by X factor on Jan 24, 2024 21:41:58 GMT -5
No times for games anymore = Title
The older you get, the less you have time for games.
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Post by X factor on Feb 19, 2024 16:42:35 GMT -5
A son's love for their mother
A son's love for their mother, will make them fly 3000 miles just to help in a simple task.
But when older, without help, even simple tasks can seem like mountains.
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Post by X factor on Apr 20, 2024 22:03:00 GMT -5
Starting a new life can feel like you're living in a alternative universe, at first
Your life really only ends when you want it to, and not when others think it should.
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Post by X factor on Apr 29, 2024 19:43:53 GMT -5
Funny, sick and sad, how some who have ignored you forever, supposed family, cast you off as dead, then later want to remind you of your obligation to 'them', or 'the family', when they think you've come into some funds.
F that, they all left me for dead, never had my nieces, or great nephew call me, I missed out on it all, during my prime years...I was dead to them all, and now I should matter when their own futures are uncertain?
F that, it's all about me now, just like for decades it was all about them.
I gotta take care of me first, or there's nothing.
Me and the one who birthed me, aside from that, whatever.
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