Friend-O-Meter, true friend vs fraudulent one

Mike Posey, I think you're gone

I think you're gone pal, but random roll of dice told me to post this.

I remember you from so many years ago, back, 4 grade maybe?
My mother worked with your grandmother on the campus, and hooked us up one hot summer day.
I still remember us crawling under all those chairs, in some random campus building...oh what an adventure that was at our age.

You're like my brother...we grew together, and even though we grew into different styles, we still always had that bond.
You became a long hair, glam band type, and had that blue Dodge Challenger, the classic one ...(How did you get so lucky??)
Your grandparents loved you, and I remember the trips we'd go on to Cour Delane lake...in that cabin....some of the best memories of my life....ever!



I miss you all so much, you all were there for me, not everyone was, but you all, your family, the Poses or Posies? were.

I watched you go from a Leave it to Beaver nerdy type to a full grown 'Twister Sister' type of expression.
And to this day, I wish I had been there for you when saw you walking up or down, terri view drive, after high school was over.
You and Bob Martin, and the rest.
I so wish I could redue it all, I now realize who my true family was.
Screw religion.

I could use you right now pal...I really could.

Be well.



Yes, and even your British T-shirt wearing friend Chris Chaumers...and Ted, Ricky, Carlos, and all the rest...live long and strong, I'm still here.

Pullman, WA

Not in a good emotional state right now, even ads, I see, are annoying the hell out of me right now.

I just with I could of found one, just one, to stick by me in this world, I feel, know, I was cheated



Instead I've spent my life around insecure goblins.
People who only want to be friends or pals from a distance, cause while in your prime they fear, feared your confidence.
F all those people for wasting my time and keeping me in the outter rims.

I just didn't have a good team to work with in this world, it's not my fault.

People have had their chance to prove themselves, and I realize now I don't want certain people in my life anymore, cause they made up their minds long ago.

And if only react, when I act, that tells me all I need to know.
I cannot, with good conscience, my own, talk to those whom wrote me off years ago.
If I'm dead to 'you', than let me stay dead, and I can't talk to anyone now who I'm dead to.
(yes, I'm sorta expressing this in riddles.)

Yep, people who left you for dead in a sinking ship, then years later find out you're not dead..
Everything after that, that they express towards you is fake sentiment.

Cause if they really wanted you to be alive, they'd of saved you from the sinking ship to begin with.
A ship, in many ways, they themselves purposefully caused to sink....but through sheer endurance, you survived.

I've wasted a lot of time and energy, over the last 3 weeks or so, trying to help and aid others, instead of helping and aiding myself, and it's like dumping compassion into one big black hole, it just gets swept or sucked away and is gone.

Lesson learned.