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Moods
Oct 28, 2021 6:51:22 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 28, 2021 6:51:22 GMT -5
The only time I really feel alive, or that I matter, is when I'm writing.
Words, thoughts, or words projected through various moods, last, can last the duration of 'mankind', but what I do today, at work or play, will be forgotten quickly.
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Moods
Oct 30, 2021 10:46:27 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 30, 2021 10:46:27 GMT -5
In a very odd mood right now, sometimes the only way to snap self out of a odd, feel like doing nothing type of mood is to create a 'to do list', and force self to snap out of mood with activity..
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Moods
Nov 3, 2021 19:57:24 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 3, 2021 19:57:24 GMT -5
Weird mood, was emotionally 'high', yesterday evening, it's always like that the day before work, then the next day just hits you in the face, especially if drinking the night before.
Home now, but feel 'flat', as work, the work day, slowly begins separating me from my days off reality.
The mundaness of my job just tends to flatten it all out.
And while performing my job, there's no one to talk to, so it's just a long lonely day.
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Moods
Nov 3, 2021 20:00:14 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 3, 2021 20:00:14 GMT -5
I acted like a bragging fool yesterday while on social media, but would rather act a fool online than at a bar or club or in public.
It's why I never use my real ID when sign up for social media, since that stuff saved, and can be pulled up if try to run for President one day.
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Moods
Nov 25, 2021 23:34:56 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 25, 2021 23:34:56 GMT -5
Been in a very odd mood since Sunday, don't know if it's illness related or what, just whatever it is, has me in a very odd mood.
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Moods
Dec 21, 2021 2:55:17 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 21, 2021 2:55:17 GMT -5
Moods are everything
Moods are everything, if not in the mood to do something just aren't in the mood.
Sometimes drinking can help alter your mood, or drugs to, I suppose, for those who do them, legal or prescription drugs alter moods all the time.
I drink, but don't do drugs, even though some will consider alcohol to be a drug.
But today I've been in a passive mood all day, do to drinking hard the night before.
I've just been in a very quiet mood today, slept through most of the day, as probably will tomorrow cause I go to bed so late.
I've failed to get anything meaningful down.
Everything on 'to do list', just seems meaningless.
Guess I should just go to bed now and admit that the useful day is over.
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Moods
Dec 31, 2021 0:21:33 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 31, 2021 0:21:33 GMT -5
Stalled out  My mood has just been stalled out all day, or for most of it. I sometimes think what we eat has an effect on our mood. Ingredients and all do effect our mood, I'd imagine. I ate some deli food and now my mood, I don't know, all I want to do is lay still and stair at the walls. Yet my mind remains active, but my body just wants to stair at the walls or ceiling as I lay still and do nothing.
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Moods
Jan 9, 2022 20:09:56 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 9, 2022 20:09:56 GMT -5
Current late evening mood, uhh, so so, barely above water type of mood.
Probably do more to the after effects of drinking a few beers, more so than anything actually going wrong.
But I tell ya, moods are more powerful than reality, cause if not in a good or the right mood, no matter how good your current reality is, your mood won't allow you to embrace it.
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Moods
Jan 18, 2022 11:54:44 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2022 11:54:44 GMT -5
Mood?
I don't know, I'm here, what else can I say.
Got wild on the telephone last night while drunk, called people, said things, I would not have had I not been drunk.
It's dangerous or reckless to talk on the phone while drunk when trying to solicit attention.
Oh well, life is short, gotta live while alive, cause when dead won't be able to make any noise at all, good or bad.
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Moods
Jan 18, 2022 11:58:05 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2022 11:58:05 GMT -5
Continued from above. And then yesterday, while drunk, and at home, I said I wanted to buy a house, and called a brockerage firm and got a sales agent, and then I booked a touring flight on a airplane. What was I thinking? There should be a law against talking on the telephone while drunk.  |
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Moods
Jan 18, 2022 20:44:29 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2022 20:44:29 GMT -5
In a very detached mood right now, I just feel like sitting back, watch TV or a movie, and pretending that tomorrow doesn't exist.
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Moods
Feb 19, 2022 0:48:10 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 19, 2022 0:48:10 GMT -5
I'm in a odd mood, it's like I'm neither here nor there. I haven't had a drank in weeks now, maybe that's it, maybe body, mind and soul are trying to find self again. Sometimes I feel like I'm an observer within my own life. Like narrating my own life or existence. As if sent here to take notes on 'self'. Observe self, various stages of self. Right now I'm awake, but feels like I'm almost dreaming.  Also, I'm eating less food, losing weight, and fighting off slight illness, so maybe all those things combined just has me zoning out. Who knows. |
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Feb 20, 2022 17:36:21 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 20, 2022 17:36:21 GMT -5
Even though body not 100%, I have a lot of inner energy and feel like going out, just feel like going out and having fun.
Or just doing something fun right here within me place.
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Moods
Feb 28, 2022 0:39:04 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 28, 2022 0:39:04 GMT -5
Moods are weird
Moods are weird.
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Moods
Feb 28, 2022 0:43:46 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Feb 28, 2022 0:43:46 GMT -5
Right now I'm just in the mood to sit, think, and space out.
A waste of time type of mood I guess.
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