|
|
Post by X factor on Dec 8, 2013 21:21:13 GMT -5
Dear Lord of Fairness...please protect me from tomorrow...Amen...
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jan 12, 2014 20:20:13 GMT -5
Hi, it's been a while...I know...
But I still have no use for tomorrow...I like, appreciate 'now'...I like 'right now'...I like 'this moment'...it's calm I'm safe, you're safe...but no telling what either of us will be tomorrow.
I don't need for tomorrow to arrive....I just don't...
Tomorrow is not comforting to me...but right now is...cause I'm alive and safe, and comfortable.
But come tomorrow, the beast will awaken, and swallow many people up.
Hope all are well...be safe, love life, and enjoy now...later...
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jan 26, 2014 21:03:39 GMT -5
Hello Look, right now you're not being rated or judged, or evaluated. You're just here, 'as is'...in the attic where it is quiet and safe. Tomorrow is like a raging bull, waiting to pounce, to buck...  But that bull, or bully, will just have to wait, for right now you're in 'this moment'...safe and sound, like I am. But come tomorrow I don't know, there is no garantees for tomorrow, and is why I cherish 'now' so much. 'Now' is all I need, time, tomorrow, not so much. For in this world, time simply represents corrosion. Welcome to 'the attic', a place where you can simply enjoy now, relax, and be at ease... You are safe, here in the Twylight Zone, in the 'now'... |
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Mar 16, 2014 18:53:20 GMT -5
Place is clean, all is peaceful and quiet, why can't it stay this way?
We go forward for who, for the sake of the greedy?
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jun 26, 2014 20:06:34 GMT -5
Well, I'm not in the 'attic' right now, but I do love 'after time'...meaning time after 5 pm, when all corporate monsters retire for the evening and leave you alone.
It's peaceful, or can be.
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jul 14, 2014 0:26:44 GMT -5
 This is the attic, of course you're welcome here. You and your pain. I don't judge, and to me you're beautiful cause of your strength. Yes you can, and in my presence you will... |
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jan 4, 2015 21:48:19 GMT -5
Late night in the attic Yes it's that time, late night in the attic again. That safe spot or moment in time, ever so brief, where no one or nothing can touch you and ruin your life experience. But time is always the enemy, that corrosive thing, that forward movement of atoms. Tomorrow is a big void to me right now, that promises nothing, and that will be the end of many. And it's why I prefer 'now', this exact moment, when all is safe and calm, in the attic. Nothing but quiet fan blowing.  I have no need for tomorrow right now, zero need for it. I'm totally content with 'right now', this moment, when I'm left alone, and not forced to interact with a system that's stacked against you. In the attic there is no bias, just conscious thought. You're valued simply cause you're alive and aware, and not based on assets or any other worldly measuring methods. The attic is a peaceful place, feel free to explore other posts.
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on May 4, 2015 21:53:12 GMT -5
Just don't really need tomorrow to come or arrive Just don't really need tomorrow to come or arrive right now, I really don't. I'm totally satisfied with now, this moment, the peacefulness of the dark. The stars, the calm, the freedom. Welcome to the attic, where at least for a moment, you to can be free to be you and just relax, cause no one owns you here. Who cares about tomorrow...
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on May 17, 2015 19:35:23 GMT -5
What a calm peaceful evening in the Attic Tomorrows not here yet, what a lovely moment. Quiet, peaceful and comfortable. Tomorrow simply brings a man made storm, where you get shoved along and forced to do things you don't want to, forced to labor in ways you'd rather not. But mans system drags you along the concrete of life, jagged edges and all. So it's better to walk a little, and pretend you're getting by rather than get dragged. Tomorrow has zero meaning to me right now. Now, this moment, is all I'm concerned with right now, so peaceful and still.
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on May 25, 2015 20:31:05 GMT -5
 I don't know...this jazz, back when musicians just were magical at their talent and played with a certain energy, perfected their art.. In the attic just trying to hold onto this moment, trying to forget about tomorrow arriving which will totally interrupt the natural flow of life. Not the Earth rotating, but more like the system man has developed and forces you to partake in...to labor in, knowing in the end you really make no gains. Anyways...enjoy the video, it goes way back to the 60's and how different professional entertainers acted, at least Jazz ones. The man playing the sax is so well spoken, so professional, yet artistically adrift for that particular time period. Sometimes I just like going back and imagining it being the way I want it to, not necessarily as it was, but how I need it to be in own mind in order to relax. Sometimes I, we all, just need to pretend certain eras were better than they really were in order to relax and derive comfort. Anyhow welcome to the attic, relax and enjoy, the most calm special place on all the net. And only you and a few others know about it. |
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2015 0:10:02 GMT -5
I don't want tomorrow to come
These peaceful moments are so hard to find, getting harder and harder to find, peaceful late nights in the attic, where all is quiet and still.
Where tomorrows filthy hands, filthy grip, has yet to lay hands on anyone, including myself.
Tomorrow is selfish and will eat many peoples souls up, tomorrow will devour many.
What dark things lie in wait tomorrow?
But if tomorrow never came, those dark things would have no power or control.
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2015 20:25:50 GMT -5
There comes a certain time in the evening when all music sounds like noise to me, all I need is the quite hum of the fan most of the time and I'm content.  |
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Feb 2, 2016 22:58:47 GMT -5
Late night in the atticLate night in the attic moments are becoming rare, but it sucks that when you do find that spot, that moment of detached peace, calm and tranquility, tomorrow comes looming around the corner like a horned beast waiting to devour you with all of it's uncertainty. I wish I could just stay in the attic for 5 years straight, just peace and calm, and no tomorrow. 
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Mar 24, 2016 20:02:39 GMT -5
I turn phone off at night now
I turn phone off at night now, cause no one out there loves, me, and there's no one out there I'm in love with.
If the phone rings after 9 pm, it's the devil, and the devil only.
I turn phone off now so I can sleep in peace.
|
|
|
|
Post by X factor on Aug 14, 2016 22:12:06 GMT -5
A quick and rare late night in the attack momentYes, it's late night in the attack, all is still, and tomorrow and it's treachery isn't here yet. All is still, quiet, and peaceful, if only this moment could last for eternity. Tomorrow is not needed, only 'now' is desired. Cause 'now' is known, 'now' is safe, 'now' is fun, but tomorrow, the future, who knows what that will bring. 'Now' will leave you alone, can't say the same about tomorrow...be well and safe. 
|
|
