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Post by X factor on Jan 3, 2017 22:13:24 GMT -5
9 O'clock p.m., most cherished time of the eveningThe most special time to me in the attic is between 7 and 9 pm, 9 is the apex of the evening, the middle point between today and tomorrow.  9 pm is like the furthest away you can get from current work day without going into tomorrow. After 9 pm, 'tomorrow' begins to intrude. 9 pm is like the Saturday night of evening time, the middle ground. And 10 pm is like Sunday. 7 pm is like Friday. 7 pm = Friday 9 pm = Saturday night 10 pm = Sunday Tomorrow is just no good to me anymore, not really sure who it's good for it tomorrows simply bring people closer to eventual demise, pain and suffering. It's why pictures capture 'now', and in that photo, one is forever stuck in 'safe'. Look how many people are stuck in 'safe' stuck in the 'now', in their photos.  These people in above post card are forever stuck in their 'now' moment, safe, sunny, younger, clean water, bright and cheery out. Where do you think they're at now?...how do you think 'tomorrow' has treated them over the years? Are they even still alive, dead, broke, in old folks home? How many funerals did they have to attend after that day? It's the 'now', this moment, that takes care of people, not tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be ugly to me, 'Now' this exact moment, will always be what I cherish.
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Post by X factor on Feb 26, 2017 21:17:12 GMT -5
Time bites, I don't care who you are
Time bites, It doesn't matter who you are, time bites.
Time destroys, rots and gets rid of stuff, and that 'stuff, just so happens to be me and you, and those we care for, including family, friends and pets..
I despise time.
Tomorrow pretends to be glories, but only for a few seconds, then what?
Unless a divine 'God', tomorrow is not my friend or yours.
I'm totally content with 'now'...now is my friend...why?...cause now allows me to be here, that's why.
But come tomorrow...who knows.
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Post by X factor on Apr 29, 2017 19:30:47 GMT -5
Sort of a late night in the attack momentKind of in a late night in the attic 'moment', but the thing is is that these moments are so short and fleeting, has to be timed right to feel 'well', whole and safe for a few seconds or minutes, where nothing can harm you, where 'now' has you firmly in it's arms, and where 'now' protects you from 'later' and or tomorrow. So you grab that moment while it's there, before it leaves you. Right now I'm comfortable and safe in the 'moment'...between here and Monday, but come Monday, or even later tonight, who knows, and is why 'now' is always so special when able to appreciate it. I trust 'now' even more than I do angels and divine entities, for even with them, no matter how divine they're supposedly are, even they can't protect you, me, us, from the ills of tomorrow, from death, pain, and suffering which tomorrow brings. Many tomorrows strung together eventually bring the same thing to all. Anyways, I'm in the 'now' moment, happy and content, and left alone by creatures of time and fate. Join me in the 'now' while it lasts, for when gone...who knows... 
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Post by X factor on Aug 6, 2017 19:59:27 GMT -5
I guess this is sort of a late night in the attack moment
I guess this is sort of a late night in the attack moment in that it's during that 'pre tomorrow' phase in that todays gone, yet tomorrow not quite here yet, and everything is calm in between.
It's the type of moment a millionaire gets to enjoy all the time or every single night or evening, in that come next day, don't really have to be anywhere.
Millionaire, Billionaire or just a well off person who, say, works from home.
But for the rest of us, moments like this come and go, moments like this are fleeting, they don't last, moments of peace, when nothing is bothering you.
Moments like this is why so many play the lottery, not so much cause they, we, love 'money', but rather cause they, we, want our freedom, freedom away from a very unnatural course of day that follows.
1. noise
2. Waking up early
3. traffic which = danger and possibly death (every day people, 100's, die going to work, driving like fools, rushing to get to work, why?)
In fact any time we leave our dwellings, the chances of danger increases significantly.
And for what?...to earn, just to pay credit card bill or light bill or this or that bill, then die, or get in accident.
Life is short, healthy life is even short, meaning the life that you're still healthy enough in, youthful enough in, to be able to care for self, and not need help.
For some of us, there is no 'help', and when that healthy life is done and over, so are we.
Some of us have nothing to catch us, once that healthy part of life is over.
Is why so appreciate 'Late nights in the attack' moments, cause they're special, regardless of what happens 1 million years from now, there's only one late night in the attack for folks.
Those special still moments when all is fine and well, those moments want to hang onto forever, yet evil clock on wall keeps ticking away.
Ultimately tomorrow has never delivered anything good for anyone, for tomorrow eventual vanquishes all, no matter how rich, poor, free or slave, black or white, gangster or sissy, tomorrow eventually vanquishes all.
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Post by X factor on Sept 2, 2018 19:29:13 GMT -5
I guess you could kind of say this is one of those 'Late night in the attack' moments...
You know, when all is calm, nothings really going on, when your somewhere in between tomorrow and today, where it feels like time has just stopped.
After a while time becomes totally useless, especially as you age.
Time simply becomes demonic deadlines, and a corrosive mouth with teeth that eats everything in it's path.
Late nights in the attack are simply times when that 'time monster' seems to not exist for a few moments or hours.
And 3 day weekends, sometimes give us that 'attic' moment, when instead of preparing for dread of next day, get to instead rest, relax and enjoy own consciousness for a while, own thoughts, possibilities and whatever else.
It's meaningless time to industry, but worth a million dollars to self, that time, moment, in the attack alone, when and where all is calm, can just relax and enjoy self, imperfections and all.
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Post by X factor on Dec 9, 2018 22:34:16 GMT -5
Ladies and Gentlemen I really do hate tomorrow right about now
Ladies and Gentlemen, I really do hate tomorrow right about now, even though 'tomorrow' hasn't arrived yet, I still hate it in that tomorrow won't add a single good thing to my life, or yours really when you think about it.
Many will be killed on their way to work, many will pass away from this or that...sure a few will triumph tomorrow, get their first date, or first kiss, or first solo pilot lesson ect...but many others, for many others, tomorrow is nothing but corrosive acid.
Tomorrows, all linked together, finally caught up with George W Bush Senior...
Time, the constant movement of time, finally caught up with and destroyed former President.
Happy Ending?
hmm
Now, right now, this instant, is what I love and cherish...the moment I have right now, alone and safe, or if you're with your family or wife, or hobbits, or grandparents, or parents, or cousins, or best friend, 'now' is the time to cherish, and 'now', I wish I could capture forever...cause right now I'm safe and content.
Oh how I love 'now'...the day before destructive 'chance'.
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Post by X factor on Jan 20, 2019 18:36:23 GMT -5
Close to having a late night in the attack moment, close but maybe not quite there
Late night in the attic moments have to be carefully accidentally timed, in that you cannot plan them, they just occur, happen, by accident.
That moment when feel detached from 'today' and 'tomorrow' at the same time, like floating in between nothing.
You have to basically shut your brain off, prevent future and or past thought and really get into the 'now'.
Maybe some would call that a form of meditation, but I just call it 'Late night in the attack' in that it's not planned or scheduled.
Right now, to be honest, not really in the 'attic' but rather probably just peering into it, and realizing it's beauty, it's silence, it's peace.
You can't fake the attic mode, you just can't, either all the way in or not.
And right now just peering in, so close though, but not there, but close enough to feel it.
That moment of peace, where nothing else matters but 'now', when there is no tomorrow and today, well, what was that?
That moment where you're happy with yourself, your being, no matter how ugly the world thinks you are, no matter how dishonest others are, when in the attic, you're at peace with self, flaws, and could care the less about the motive of others, who don't exist in the attic.
In the attic, when reach the attic, most everyone is a '10', not really base on worthiness, but rather based on 'just because.
Oh gosh, feel attic slipping away, in that I got a bit to 'deep', which drew thoughts away from moment.
Thinking about or dwelling upon the hurt others have cost you is sure way to be pulled from the attic.
Later, at least we were almost there.
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Post by X factor on Feb 3, 2019 21:58:15 GMT -5
 Late night in the attic, for when that other mood sets in...that twylight mood between here and there. That moment between late night and tomorrow. Where you're kind of free to think and ponder, and where no one owns you until morning. That quiet time, reflection time. As I sit here in the dark I have two fans on, blowing at me...there's something therapeutic about the sound, the fast moving air. It almost reminds me of being outside high in the mountains, where there's a natural breeze.  Outside of my own inner environment...I really don't need much anything else. All day tomorrow will simply be a distraction... No one seems to be able to do their job right, which effects yours... I see, have to deal with, so much incompetence during the course of the day that it about drives you insane. People can be as incompetent as they want, but when their incompetents effects your ability to earn, then it gets frustrating. People thrown, thrust, into positions that they're just not qualified, or lack training to fulfill. Then the noise, traffic, trains, engines, sirens...it's all so artifiscal and unhealthy...at least in my opinion. At least for me, right now, in this stage of my life, it is... So I escape up into the 'attack' to chill...and to try to create a soothing environment in the dark, with no noise or disturbance. Cause when I sleep, and wake up, I'll be thrust into that other world, whether I like it or not. So I hang onto the night as long as I can. This quiet spot in the attic... Much more to follow... 6 years ago!, the very first post in 'Late Night in the Attic' Wow, like going back in time, it's like this forum is a history book, what were you doing this day 6 years ago? The Zone, this here Twylight Zone board, has endured over all these years, oh I feel like crying...wow... |
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Post by X factor on Feb 10, 2019 21:23:58 GMT -5
Almost
This is almost a 'Late night in the attic moment', but not quite.
Just not quite, in that, to tuned into reality, sort of, and weary of tomorrow.
Just not quite there, but close enough to post these thoughts.
It would be a late night in the attic moment if tomorrow wasn't looming, if it were Saturday night instead of Sunday night, for tomorrow brings nothing to me that matters, I can tell you that ahead of time.
Tomorrow simply brings meaningless activity for myself (maybe not you if your life filled with people you love and who love you) but for myself, all tomorrow brings is 'grey'.
Working around types who are to dense to see that people are more than what they see before their eyes, with lizard like brains analyzing things around them.
How is it that your pet dog or cat sees more potential in you than your average human does?
Oh well let me calm myself, and escape into the few more moments of 'now', before tomorrow comes rushing in.
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Post by X factor on Mar 3, 2019 4:37:27 GMT -5
Late night in the attack Sometimes I wish heaven would be this place here, 'late night in the attack', a place where time just seems to stand still, when the next day seems so distant, and when the night just stretches on, that time when it seems nothing can touch you. It can be hard to find this spot though, you really can't plan it, it just happens when it wants to or by accident, but when do find it, it's wonderful, peaceful and quite. IF only Heaven could be a gigantic Mansion, with hundreds of rooms and marble floors, shiny as glass, and with mysterious tunnels and passage ways underneath, like hundreds of miles worth. And a place where strange forces tickled you at night, forces that were curious about you, a bit shy, but not cruel or harmful, but rather playful, like self. That would be heaven to me, a gigantic never ending Mansion, with new rooms to explore each day...where tomorrows were no longer feared. Religions view of 'Heaven' basically sounds like an extension of mans Government to me, a place where there's a hiarchy, where have to get on knees and bow regularly, seems like mind control. Something mans ego would come up with. Where as in my heaven you'd just be left alone to explore, as long as 'good and decent'. Anyways, more attic to enjoy, later.
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Post by X factor on Sept 29, 2019 19:48:50 GMT -5
Tonight is near perfect, for everything is stillTonight is near perfect, for everything is 'still', and quiet...what more could one ask for...peace...calm, tranquility, man has yet to intrude with his, or their industrial ways. Happy is just being 'self' and not having to prove you're more than that. But then man comes charging into 'tomorrow', and reduces your self worth and value to nothing more than hourly wage. But yet, the essence of who and what you are is so much more than that. Why are, or do some choose to be evil, loud and disruptive? And notice they, the loud, stupid and disruptive, always, I mean always, chose to follow, chase, habitat areas of the calm. All that aside, it's late night in the attack, that rare moment in time, when all is still, quite and peaceful. So rare. When nothing else seems to matter except 'now'. 
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Post by X factor on Nov 17, 2019 17:31:12 GMT -5
About a 5 minute window before mood, reality, changes
'Late night in the attic'.
That time when all so peaceful, when if time ended, would be content.
But time doesn't stop, just keeps pushing us along towards future tragedy.
Well in that 'attic' zone right now, but know it won't last, so must rush this post while in that 'zone', that attic zone, when all feels 'OK', for tomorrow, or even 10 minutes from now, already nipping at my serinaty (or however spelled).
So hello, and know that regardless of what occurs 5 minutes from now or tomorrow, know that, when read this later, that at this moment in time, I was 'late night in the attic'.
Where it's safe, secure, and you're left alone to just be.
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Post by X factor on Nov 24, 2019 19:17:08 GMT -5
I come here to hide, when I just want to express self without being bothered or challenged on thoughts.
If you look at history, humans are not nice, not in the least bit, if you're honest and look at the history of all nations on Earth.
Sure, there's moments of calm, like 'Late night in the attack', but when expand, one begins to realize how vicious humans are to one another do to this or that, and in the end all turn to dust.
All this hatred and rage over dust, a giant space ball, partical in the larger scheme of things.
half way in the attack, not fully in that 'moment' but halfway, and enough to post this in that I'm calm now, relaxed and safe....I think.
But evils always lurking.
One minute at a time I suppose, like how simple minded animals live.
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Post by X factor on Jan 1, 2020 20:34:26 GMT -5
Late nights in the attack becoming more rare on here
Late nights in the attack becoming more rare on here, maybe not for you, but on here they are.
Late night in the attack means must be detached from past and future, or tomorrow, that rare, seldom spot in between both gravity fields of reality.
Late night or nights in the attack means you're totally aware of 'now', and nothing else.
Like being sealed off from the world.
That moment in time where your physical doesn't really matter, but rather your mental well being does, regardless of (fill in the blank) _______.
That moment when self contentment is at it's height, so rare, in that just satisfied with 'as is'...
Late night in the attack, going on 7+ years strong now, a place like no other on the planet.
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Post by X factor on Aug 6, 2020 0:00:37 GMT -5
Late night in the Attic  This is the closest I've come to a 'Late night in the attic' in a very long time, conditions have to be practically just right. I use to have these moments more often long ago, but lately they've been very rare. For 'late nights in the attic' moments to happen or occur 1. You must be totally content with 'now', at current time, and that content feeling has to come from within, in total need of nothing, at that moment. 2. It has to be very quiet and still, both inside your mind, body, spirit and soul, as well as with outer environment, no distractive noise at all what so ever. 3. You have to be in the middle of yesterday and tomorrow, and what arrives tomorrow has to be far enough away to not effect where you're at 'now'. 4. You have to be at peace with yourself, and not thinking about any other, or other peoples or worldly issues, there can be no 'noise'. 5. You have to feel like you're a million miles away from everything and everyone, and be OK with that. Yes, these are rare moments indeed, late nights in the attic, so when they arrive, I must write about it, cause tomorrow could be a storm, but can't think that way while in the attic. 6. There can be no physical pain or discomfort in your body, in fact all has to be functioning so well you don't even notice you're in the flesh. No worries, the mind will simply empty itself of all noise automatically when arrive at that spot. And your body will thank you, heal for you, and make you feel in awe at being alive and awake, again, to what really matters, which is peace and harmony with self.  When in the attic you can't think to far ahead or to far behind, and can't and won't worry about who does and doesn't like you, as long as you like yourself at that moment. Yes indeed, the attic is a special place, a place we should all be at more, if not for such a turbulent world and or society. Late night in the attic, thanks for enjoying it with me.
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