What would I do with the lottery earnings if I won?
I would not give it away to any charities, that's for sure.
I'd keep all the money myself and obviously give some away to select individuals on a random basis, but I would not give it away in bulk to charities who don't even know I exist, don't care that I exist, so don't suddenly care that I exist only after I have money.
I was homeless once, and no charity helped me nor gave a ___ about whether I lived or died...and I can never forget that.
So if I win the lottery, since no one cares about me, whether I live or die, why should I suddenly care about them?
How is Jason, on Friday the 13th, any different from any other typical 'cop hero' killer on TV or in the movies?
Jason, on Friday the 13th, simply kills others without lecturing to you, where as hero cops, detectives, Batman ect, kill people in the movies while lecturing, but in the end death is death, killing is killing.
Blade, the vampire hero, in the end is no different than 'Michael', from Friday the 13th, simply one lectures about it, and the other does not.
I'm not mentally ill, no more or less than anyone else, but often fantasize about being assigned to such facility, to spend rest of life 'free'...free of rent, free of responsibility, bills, accountability, where all I have to do is wake up and live, type, feed, and enjoy the 'grounds'...
Seems like heaven to me., as a 'sane' person, seems like heaven...