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Post by X factor on Apr 21, 2021 11:25:37 GMT -5
I wish I never had to leave the basement, this place is therapy and medicine to me   I wish I never had to leave the basement, where the world is however I want it. No one bothers me other than odd creatures within my own mind that sometimes manifest into different shapes and objects, but even then it's playful aggression. But once I leave the basement, it's all about dealing with other peoples ugliness and biases, and snobbiness and you name it. Oh well, at least I do have a basement to enjoy whenever it's time to retreat. Everyone has, tries to find, their own heaven in a ugly world.
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Post by X factor on May 11, 2021 2:36:10 GMT -5
Time to retreat within the basement where I can just be left alone  Just want to be left alone right now, and the basement is the best place to go for that. Alone and mysterious, the basement is a place kind of like me.
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Post by X factor on Jan 27, 2022 8:53:42 GMT -5
Wish I could just stay in the basement forever, where it's forever safe
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Post by X factor on Mar 12, 2022 7:40:51 GMT -5
The world calls, or at least my world calls, so have to step out of the safe confines of the basement and step out into 'the world', gross and yuk and any other world that expresses disappointment. Oh well, no need dwelling on it. Hopefully back soon, on this raining soggy wet day.  |
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Post by X factor on Apr 11, 2022 20:28:06 GMT -5
Just leave me alone please.
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Post by X factor on May 2, 2022 0:13:01 GMT -5
The Basement  OK, I'm just done doing unfun things for the day, or awake time. There comes a time during ones energy cycle where you just want to do fun stuff, which usually means creative stuff, not chore like 'must get done' type of stuff. This should be a 'Late night in the Attic' moment, but it's not, cause to bogged down in chore like stuff, instead of fun creative stuff. All I know is tomorrow looms, not to far away, and the only thing that seperates me from tomorrow is staying awake. And I can't do that forever, sleep, is the doorway between today and tomorrow. I don't go by the clock, I go by awake time, and as long as awake, than to me, it's still 'today'
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Post by X factor on Jun 3, 2022 4:05:05 GMT -5
I feel like taking a bath right now or washing down
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Post by X factor on Aug 28, 2022 0:19:06 GMT -5
Sometimes I just retreat into the basement and ignore everyone and everything, until I'm ready to deal with whatever.
I mean unless someone is offering to give me 1 million dollars, then is what they have to say really all that important?
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Post by X factor on Aug 28, 2022 0:23:43 GMT -5
The only people I feel I should have to impress or be accountable to are those who would actually show up at my funeral, and as of now, there's not a single person, say if I passed away tomorrow, who would show up at my funeral...maybe one, but other than that, nada.
I mean I often see caravan of cars during funeral processions, where person dies, then has like 10-100 people show up at funeral.
And then I imagine if I passed...and realize no one would show up, other than the janitor.
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Post by X factor on Jul 7, 2023 7:32:09 GMT -5
The metaphorical basement, is just one of those places you sometimes wish you could just spend the rest of your life in. I mean if nothings ever going to improve on the surface, why get up and go up? The basement is always cool, quite and calm.
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Post by X factor on Apr 3, 2024 21:11:19 GMT -5
I wonder how long you can just lay around, sit around, and do nothing, before it begins affecting your mental health.
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Post by X factor on May 23, 2024 7:36:23 GMT -5
I wish I could just stay in the basement forever, there's nothing really upstairs for me anymore.
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Post by X factor on Jun 14, 2024 15:32:44 GMT -5
Walking around naked in place makes me lazy, makes you not want to go outside and do the simplest of things.
Like, I just need to walk to vehicle, less than 20 feet away, and grab 2 packages I left inside...20 ft away, yet cause I'm naked, it seems like a lot of work to get dressed just to walk outside.
Sometimes I wish I lived in the jungle, and or land, way out, with no neighbors, so that I could indeed just walk outside naked and no one would see, care or bother.
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Post by X factor on Jun 14, 2024 15:37:08 GMT -5
Also, I need some more clothes.
Lost 95% or more, of all my clothing since left last place do to a fire...and only wearing mainly stuff I bought at cheap discount stores.
I need some more shirts, shorts, ect.
Also, I miss having my own washer and dryer, I really do, cause I hate doing laundry in public, what a pain....trying to always get coins and all, what a pain.
I'd just rather hand wash stuff most of the time, rather than go do public laundry.
The people at laundry matts seem so shiftless and lazy.
I mean if have w/d hook up in place, why not just buy one?
Sadly, this new smaller place doesn't have those, or you bet your bottom I'd of already bought a w/d.
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Post by X factor on Jul 24, 2024 23:14:39 GMT -5
I'm one of those people who just seems I was born to do absolutely nothing.
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