Alone

Boild or boleld or boald, whatever!!

So I cAN'T spell, so what....

Right now I'm eating boiled (there we go) chicken gizzards and boiled corn on a cob.

Food is my date for the night...

I have stuff hanging in my closet, that has been there for years, of no use to me anymore, not in present enviornment.

So going to give it to another, as a gift, a good by gift or farewell gift, so that these objects may live again, have meaning again.

The older you get the more you realize just hanging onto stuff loses meaning after a while.

Life is only fun, or way more fun when can surprise people with stuff.

And not so much the 'stuff', but to give them the thrill of actually knowing someone else thought enough about them to give them 'stuff'....'stuff' is just symbolic of deeper caring for another.

It's as if the Hurricane was been steered by remote control

It's as if the Hurricane was been steered by remote control, the way it just stalled out over the Bahamas, then moved NW, and totally skimmed the shoreline of Florida, as if a force field was around 'The States'.

Ye, I know that sounds fantastic, but ya never know.

We, the public know so little about what scientist are capable of these days.

I mean heck, most people of today would still be amazed at what scientist were doing back in WWII

Anyways, still alone, and is why I find hurricanes so peaceful actually, cause things become even more quiet than usual, and I find comfort in that.

Hurricanes shield myself, and probably a few others, from man.

It's when they fade away, that things get scary again, cause man comes rushing back in.

Man and his ways, are the true Hurricanes of destruction.

Ye, cause it's like when you go out with a crowd, or to event, your 'best', or what you think is, could intimidate another, or others which = 'attitude'

Maybe you're just trying to be outgoing and nice, but to another 'Oh, look at them, they think they're all that'.

And you just can't play that game with 5-20 people, you'll never be able to please everyone.
Cause not everyone is balanced on the inside.

So then, if you act very submissive and quiet, then some will think you're being anti social and or just 'stuck up'.

So you can't win if you go down that road.

Best to just go where the positive energy is, plug into the light source, and nothing you can really do about the rest, unless it's in your job title or something.

Alone is not so bad, in that everyone comes complete as Universe within themselves, characters, societies and all, goodnight

Hard to explain how I feel right now, a bit disquested, or however spelled.

When you begin to see the depth of deception, the depth of evil, and how evil warps the minds of certain types, or how 'money', corrupts human souls, you then see how corrupt it all is.


It's freaky, like a horror movie, you begin to see that most don't care about 'facts' or 'reality', but rather are led by, fill in the blank.

But the 'blank' has nothing to do with Love.

For love is interested in the truth, and the truth investigates and then exonorates, where as evil investigates and then invents lies to make own investigation into another's character match their own twisted blistered mind.

So once you begin to see that humans are probably more created in the image of Satan, or the Devil, than a righteous God, the enormity of it all hits you, and you realize there's nothing you can do about it....nothing.

It's all rigged.

And there's no one to turn to to fix it.

What does one do with that reality?

When alone and feel alienated and even hated, it gets harder to feel sympathy for others, when no one gives a dam about 'you'.

Beauty, or beautiful people stop mattering to you after a while, as meaningless as a brick wall.