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Alone
Nov 16, 2019 0:52:52 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 16, 2019 0:52:52 GMT -5
Being alone is one thing, being ignored is another, it's the same as being dead.
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Alone
Nov 16, 2019 0:55:32 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 16, 2019 0:55:32 GMT -5
I will fill out a 'Living Will' soon, (I'll probably forget), but when, if, I do I'll request not a soul show up at funeral, not a soul.
If didn't matter in life, don't want anyone, I mean anyone showing up at funeral, no one.
Just bury body or however State does it, and be done with it, that will make me very happy.
To die as I lived, and that is forgotten.
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Alone
Apr 1, 2020 21:12:57 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 1, 2020 21:12:57 GMT -5
Alone before 'C', will be alone after 'C'.
I just refuse to allow mass culture to tell me what I'm suppose to worry about or think about.
Or I should say the 'media'.
The media is not my god, or gods, or caretakers....nothing they tell me is useful...
I'm alone, and have been for years, and will continue to be.
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Alone
Apr 10, 2020 15:55:32 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 10, 2020 15:55:32 GMT -5
You know you're truly in this world alone when filling out application and get to 'Emergency Contact' section, and have no one to put in that section, so just put former co-workers name in and use your own address.
Yes, that's truly being alone, when even in an emergency, there's no one that would care.
Oh well, use to it.
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Alone
Apr 12, 2020 11:38:45 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 12, 2020 11:38:45 GMT -5
Easter?
Easter?
What's that mean?
Easter, X-mas, Thanksgiving, I'm still alone as usual, so what's it matter to me?
Jesus arose from the grave?
Good for Jesus, all that aside, I'm still alone, even today.
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Alone
Apr 13, 2020 19:16:20 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 13, 2020 19:16:20 GMT -5
Social distancing?
Social distancing, wow, I'm way ahead of that curb.
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Alone
Apr 20, 2020 18:17:21 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 20, 2020 18:17:21 GMT -5
I just heard on the news that 'You can die from loneliness'
Just heard on the news that you can die from lonliness?
Are you hobbitding me?
If that's the case would I have not been dead years ago?
'Alone', is the title of this section, and this section has been around for years before this corona hype.
Die from loneliness?, the experts say.....wow.
Is main stream society really that 'soft', that when some are alone for a few weeks, they get depressed and bodily functions stop?
Yet I've been a lone basically forever, and trudge on.
Please tell me mainstream society isn't as soft as the media makes them out to be.
If so, than I deserve a badge for living long after I should of been dead 'From loneliness.
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Alone
Apr 27, 2020 10:09:41 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 27, 2020 10:09:41 GMT -5
I just heard on radio public figure say
'We shall get through this together'...referring tot he Corona hype.
My response...
'No, I shall get through this alone, like I've gotten through every other ordeal alone and by myself, whether sick, thought I was sick, healthy or not, I, like all other events, shall get through this Corona bs alone, not with any ones help, no ones support, nothing, nada, simply will get through it alone'.
That's my response.
Don't BS me with fake sentiment, ever, it's the only way to kind of make me upset.
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Alone
May 11, 2020 20:52:08 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 11, 2020 20:52:08 GMT -5
Being alone can be sad at times, in that I literally have gobs of stuff to give away, that I don't need, but no one to give them to.
And it saddens me to just through stuff in dumpster...especially now with so many in need.
I need nothing, other than pleasant interaction now and then with another.
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Alone
May 21, 2020 14:56:20 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 21, 2020 14:56:20 GMT -5
If the Corona virus wasn't in the news every day, 5 times a day, I wouldn't even know there was a outbreak
If not for Governors and Mayors, and anyone else who can get in front of camera and act like a hero, if not for all the coverage, I wouldn't even know there was an out break, other than maybe more people wearing masks than usual.
I guess my life, and a few others, our lives have been 'emergencies' all the while, meaning normal and uncertainty, we live this all the time, since young, and no one give a crap.
I just keep observing and learning, the behavior of humans that is.
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Alone
May 25, 2020 0:02:56 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 25, 2020 0:02:56 GMT -5
So alone right now, the 'gods' will destroy me tonight when I fall asleep, I think they will, know they will, why?
Cause I strayed.
It's all about give and take, nothing is free or without consequence.
And when I act up, always price to pay.
Gods are weird, they toy with you....and not based on your behavior, but rather it's based on their personalities.
We have no say in the matter.
Anyone who tells you different is a liar or confused.
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Alone
Jun 1, 2020 1:52:08 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 1, 2020 1:52:08 GMT -5
All these 'secret societies', the 'Illuminati', ext, all these types seem to all ignore me.
I'm sure they think I'm as goofy and irrelevant as everyone else seems to.
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Alone
Jun 1, 2020 1:55:39 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 1, 2020 1:55:39 GMT -5
I think I faced some wealthy types the other day, and may have insulted them by comparing them to 'TV characters'...kept telling one they reminded me of a Vampire.
I guess I was out of line, but to me it was funny.
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Alone
Jun 1, 2020 2:03:04 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 1, 2020 2:03:04 GMT -5
Who cares! I certainly do not.
This secret society, that secret society, these rich people, those rich people, these symbols, those symbols,.....so what and who cares, I certainly don't.
Like a bunch of ____ on this planet barking over nothing.
In the end, it just all doesn't matter.
But I guess it's fun to pretend it does.
Life is just more fun, I guess, when we all pretend, only some do it on a much more grand scale.
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Alone
Jun 1, 2020 2:33:27 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 1, 2020 2:33:27 GMT -5
Shadow people, these people, those people, Hebrews from 1000 years ago, Moses, ghosts, UFO's, Masons, Illuminati, McDonald's, I mean what do I care?
I don't matter to them, so why should they matter to me?
Symbols and secret codes?
So what?
Pass the bread.
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