Alone

I really feel extra alone right now...not sad, just extra alone.
I feel like all my dreams are about to crumble, and no one gives a crap.

No one cares when I do well, no one cares when I do bad, no one cares that I'm alive.
I'm never on anyone's mind, it's as if I'm already dead.

Living and breathing while dead, I've expressed that sentiment before in the past.
It's not an ideal way to feel, but you get used to it, you have no choice but to or you'd get depressed.

I've been good my whole life, yet placed around cold soulless entities.
Tired of trying to make sense of it...but I realize it's not me, never was.

There are others who do things I'd never even fathom, yet they're not alone, as in criminals, or just plain rotten types.

I watch TV and see where jailed criminals have hobbits, a wife or girlfriend, and are never alone, never made to feel alone.

I'm not a criminal, my record clean as snow, yet always alone.
Oh well, what can I do about it.