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Moods
Nov 3, 2023 22:33:43 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 3, 2023 22:33:43 GMT -5
But that being said, right now I hate my job, I hate life, I hate everything.
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Moods
Nov 14, 2023 3:41:18 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 14, 2023 3:41:18 GMT -5
My mood, hmm. Other people can change your mood for the better or worse, obviously avoid those who make your mood gloomy, if you can.
Sometimes though, I just get scared of everyone, sometimes everyone just seems like a sinister clown with unknown dark intentions.
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Moods
Nov 15, 2023 15:05:32 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Nov 15, 2023 15:05:32 GMT -5
Sometimes I feel my only purpose left in life is to suffer, and to watch the few I love also suffer as well, without having the ability to do anything about it. Gee wiz, what a future...
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Moods
Jan 15, 2024 21:42:08 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 15, 2024 21:42:08 GMT -5
Was supposed to rent car tomorrow, and visit a place that's like 2.5 hour drive away....not sure if I really want to still do that, as my mood is changing.
I was drunk when reserved the car, but now I'm sober, and well, I don't know.
2.5 hour drive there, and then back, that's like 5 hours of drive time on my day off, not sure if still in the mood to do that, may cancel rental.
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Moods
Jan 17, 2024 2:59:51 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 17, 2024 2:59:51 GMT -5
I don't know why I'm in a decent mood, cause I really shouldn't be. Maybe it's cause I drank earlier? But usually, even if I drank, by now it's usually wore off and my mood takes a down turn.
Who knows, I mean body physiological function is just odd and unpredictable at times.
Sometimes I think happiness is a fake realm we have to invent within our minds, at least when older, or maybe not. I think some are genuinely blessed and just have all around wonderful lives...I sure don't. Anyways, it's late, but I've got energy. Get to sleep in tommorrow or I'd of gone to bed long ago. Cooking some chicken in the air fryer, after that, I'll watch a movie and slowly fade out.
What a dorky post this was.
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