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Jun 23, 2021 0:53:24 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jun 23, 2021 0:53:24 GMT -5
Big Ben - The way in (sequel)
I guess this is the sequel to the first one, but it's the same actor and well I thought the actor in movie one met their demise, yet there they are again in this sequel, am I missing something?
Same ole Elmer Fud character, yet I keep watching, probably cause of the way they walk around that large home, all alone, while entertaining them self, kind of reminds me of my own life, only at least they have a purpose and are capitalizing, making money, off of their exploits.
If I were smart I'd do the same, but would need to rent a place much larger than currently at.
For movies to work, not all, but for most movies to work you need 'space', which allows for change of scenery and moods and all, although today with 'green screen' you may be able to 'milk' it a bit.
Everything is instantly solved when you have money to make your creativity come to life, when you don't have money, well you end up watching someone else do, what you could do better, if you had the funding, oh well.
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Alone
Jul 16, 2021 6:35:42 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jul 16, 2021 6:35:42 GMT -5
It's odd but true, Hitler actually had more people who loved him, gave him attention, than many of us do today, who are 'good'.
And that's why it's hard for me to believe in a 'good god', who would give Hitler more love and affection than myself, who has never and will never ever do what he did, yet emotionally, Hitler had way more support in his life, hugs, love, whatever.
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Alone
Oct 2, 2021 12:35:38 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 2, 2021 12:35:38 GMT -5
When you finally realize you're going to spend the rest of your life alone
When that moment finally hits you that you're actually going to spend the rest of your life alone, isolated and alienated from everyone.
That Zone between 'What if', what could of been, what should of been, and then reality.
It's a lonely place to be stuck in for some, or maybe even many.
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Alone
Oct 10, 2021 7:42:23 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Oct 10, 2021 7:42:23 GMT -5
'Alone', is being stuck in an airport for 18 years like this man here
Unreal.
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Alone
Dec 5, 2021 1:49:05 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 5, 2021 1:49:05 GMT -5
I know being alone can be lonely, but sometimes I'm reminded how being alone can be the safest way to be, in that many people, not just now, but always, have been full of trickery and no good, be they your own family, so called friends, strangers or other.
When alone, just don't have to deal with entangled lies and deception, or if so, at least not from those you know.
Easier to deal with lies and deception from strangers, places you expect it from, sales, ect, than dealing with that crap from those supposedly close to you, cause that's where it catches you off guard.
When alone, just don't have to deal with any of that crap, and obligated to help no one.
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Alone
Dec 6, 2021 13:54:30 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 6, 2021 13:54:30 GMT -5
You basically got to be a millionaire now to buy a home, I mean who wants to pay $250,000 dollars for a shack?
You'll be a slave to that house even after you're dead, what's the point in buying something you can never pay off.
And on a single income, forget about it.
I'm just not motivated right now to do much of anything, let alone move.
When you have no one to build a life with, after a while the motivation to do better just begins to go away, all I really want to do anymore is just sit still and be quiet.
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Alone
Dec 21, 2021 3:03:00 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 21, 2021 3:03:00 GMT -5
I feel at peace being alone now, I really do, at least when at home.
It's just peaceful, peace is something many do not have.
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Alone
Jan 18, 2022 20:30:31 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 18, 2022 20:30:31 GMT -5
I wonder if people who have never been alone, lived alone, for years, decades, no what it's like?
To not ever get a hug, to not have anyone to say goodnight to, to not ever be tucked into bed or have someone tuck you into bed.
To just never sit next to someone on a couch and watch Tv or a movie, to always have to sort everything out on your own, in your own mind.
To get up, leave for work, alone, then come back home, with no one there to greet you, or to eat dinner with.
To spend every single holiday alone, to never get invited anywhere.
Most people, if had to live the above scenerio, would lose their minds, but there are others who have no choice, and can't afford to lose their minds for if they did there'd be no one to take care of them or us.
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Alone
Apr 12, 2022 6:56:58 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 12, 2022 6:56:58 GMT -5
Just cleared phone of all numbers from my past, now completely cut off from my past, they way it should be considering I no longer recognize what the past has evolved into.
So going forward, I truly am alone.
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Alone
Apr 16, 2022 20:21:06 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2022 20:21:06 GMT -5
I'm so damn lonely, I get on the phone and emotionally connect with customer service from the Philippines...dang, you'd of thought we were on a date or something.  |
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Alone
Apr 16, 2022 21:59:14 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Apr 16, 2022 21:59:14 GMT -5
I'm lonely
I bet President Putin is lonely right now also.
I think me and him would be perfect mates.
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Alone
May 26, 2022 22:08:46 GMT -5
Post by X factor on May 26, 2022 22:08:46 GMT -5
As I sit here alone, and prepare for bed, I have nothing encouraging to tell myself right now  Sleep and rest will be my conversion therapy for the day.
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Alone
Sept 7, 2022 21:33:51 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Sept 7, 2022 21:33:51 GMT -5
I hope the devil _____s me tonight, I'd rather be _____ by the devil than feel as alone as I do right now.
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Alone
Dec 11, 2022 14:24:29 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Dec 11, 2022 14:24:29 GMT -5
One of the worst things about being alone, is if need something at the store, only you can get it, no matter how bad you feel, no matter how poor your mood is, if you want it, you have to get dressed and go get it.
That really does suck at times.
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Alone
Jan 5, 2023 7:23:13 GMT -5
Post by X factor on Jan 5, 2023 7:23:13 GMT -5
I feel like I've just been harpooned by the world today.
The world meaning 'today's reality', my reality.
i just wish I could stay in.
The world has no more use for me, and I have no more use for this world, in it's current configuration.
Or better yet 'my life's configuration'.
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