Sleep

Now that I'm older, I could never sleep with a dog anymore, the 4 legged kind.

Now that I know how nasty dogs are, their behinds and all, forget about that, never.
Although I know when have puppy it can be tempting cause they whine and cry like a mild would.

But now, I don't want no animales sleeping in my bed...the 4 legged kind.

I can't seem to fall back to sleep, which sucks, cause have to work today, so I'll fall back to sleep right before have to really get up and probably feel extra drowsy.

I went to bed to early yesterday.
Sometimes when can't sleep, best to bleed off some thoughts cause active thoughts floating around in your mind often prevent sleep.

Not a very good night of sleep at all, shotty at best.
Woke up very early, pre Dawn, so more than likely will go back to sleep here soon, then wake up again.

Sleep, wake up, take a nap to finish the sleep, then wake up again and start the day, I suppose.

I think sugary food will help you to fall asleep, but I don't have any sugary snacks in this place.

Waffles, but that's to much work.

Sleeping in is so liberating

Bing able to sleep in in the morning or mornings is so dern liberating.

Sleep is so very important and so helps the mind, body and soul to heal, and is why I could never take a job, anymore, that rips me out of natural sleep cycle, no way Hosea.

I have one more day, tomorrow, where just get to sleep in for as long as I want, awesome.

I can't sleep right now, so I do what I always do when I can't sleep, and that is write about the fact that I can't sleep.

It was a long day, figured I'd be all wore out, but when in good shape, you don't get wore out so easy, at least not drowsy type of wore out.
You're a bit drained, but not drowsy must sleep type of drained, which sucks at times...cause then you ust lay in bed, awake, and think about stuff you cannot solve.

When drinking or drunk, it's so easy for me to make boasts, or promises, that I then don't keep or want to keep, once sober.

Like told someone I'd catch a long flight to see them, while I was drunk, of course, but now that sober, the more I think about it, I'm like 'Can I really afford to do that?

I mean yes, I can, but, I don't have good credit, so would be paying cash for the trip, cash I'm gonna need later this year if I'm going to move, and or go to school for a certain certification.

I mean I have to earn my money hour by laborious hour, and the older I get, the harder that becomes.
And the older you get, trying to earn back money you spend, becomes more harder as well.

No one helps me, I have to earn that money hour by hour, week by week, month by month, and still pay high rent.

I've also learned, unlike in the movies, just because you do the right thing for someone, doesn't mean good things will happen back to you, sometimes you can do the right thing, and a string of bad incidents plague you afterwards.

I'm just getting older, and so becoming less reckless with how I spend my money.
Sometimes the future just doesn't look so bright.

Capitalism, and physically working hard and all that stuff, into old age, just doesn't seem to pleasant, the older you get.

Capitalism is great, if a capitalist who trades money in the stock market, or who's a securities investor, or Real Estate investor ect, sure, cause they're not laboring hourly for their money. They're not always months away from nothing.

But when older, and always a few pay checks away from basically nothing, with no pension, the whole system begins to look ugly, and in the end will discard you like a rotten apple.
I mean look how many vets are homeless, and other people.

Anyways, not sure if writing about my concerns will help me sleep better or not, but the more energy I can get out of me in writting, the less energy that will keep me awake when try to fall asleep again...we shall see.

I woke up, and can't sleep until I burn off some mind energy.
Oh what a day, and tomorrow looms so close, like a ugly foul monster up to no good.