Void

Sometimes I think you just have to force yourself to move, to relocate, that's sometimes the best way to just 'snap out of it'.

Or sometimes just quitting a job you're working, and not worrying about a new job until first quit current on.

I know one thing though for sure, at least for me, the internet, trying to find fulfillment online, on social sites, is a lost cause for me.
The internet is a giant emotionless void.

I need to find 'me' again, cause I've been so adrift lately, for months, cause I lost who I was or was supposed to be.

Life is about relationships, and we have meaning and purpose when we feel our life energy matters, when we feel we're helping those we're suppose to help.

It's why Satan, the devil, evil people, love to target relationships, cause evil knows everything starts and begins with relationships, family, friends, ect.

Without relationships we simply dissolve into nothingness.

So tired of this world, everything is always taking my money.
I've only got one sorce of income, me, yet there's 100's of services, fees, taxes, this and that, that continually blood suck money from us.

If rich, than you don't feel it, but when income poor, you sure do.
And being income poor doesn't mean you're lazy.

I'm just tired of it all, tired of commercials on TV where everyone seems all happy, certain and clean all the time..
Just tired of the fake narrative media feeds us.

And if you give up before you're dead, than you end up on the streets as a homeless person.
And even being homeless can be stressful, with no bathrooms, no running water, no a/c or heat when it's cold.
Who wants to walk around dirty all the time?

I was homeless once, but at least I had a van I lived in.